Some Updates.
- i am not insecure about my partner anymore. No fear of losing her to anyone. If she wants to leave she can.
- i am learning to ignore a lot of things. I am non reactive to things now. I rather provide a solution than get angry.
- i ignore people and there attempts to make me fall in their traps. They do and say things that make me angry and retalliate but i dont anymore. That will make me cheap and take me down to their level.
- i am more focused on what i need to do than worry about other people.
- i am noticing that my photos look very nice now…
- the amount of food i eat increased drastically but i am not putting on weight.
- no more feel the urge to fight with people. I will channel my aggression to better my life and give me momentum.
Ocassionally getting flashbacks of my teens years…certain parts of my teen years. Those are good flashbacks nothing bad or negative.