Yes there’s a conflict there.
Maybe that’s why when I feel self love I don’t feel power and the other way around too.
But using Genesis wouldn’t solve the problem either. So I have to establish a plan in my brain.
I would say girlfriend is the priority, and then move away from the country and visit each other sometimes. Meanwhile I can see if they let me work remotely, and work from my country many times.
Another solution: I got an invitation to go to an interview to work remotely for a company abroad. They pay the same as if I work from the offices. Getting that job or a similar one, and staying here. That option just isn’t ideal because I like people, so I don’t like remote work all the time. But actually they say I can also work from their offices, so this might be the ideal solution, because if I feel lonely I can go and work for a week in one of their offices.
I didn’t even replied when I received that invitation, because I had this fixed idea of moving abroad (for which I’m still not organized to), and I was not seeing any chances with any girl here. But now that I start having chances, I should apply.
Thanks @Parsifal 
Edit: Thanks Legendary @Parsifal 