I’m just gonna stick with Khan + KB stage 1 for at least this full cycle.
I"m committed to Khan Black for all four stages, but not Khan for all four stages.
why not?
Why not Khan?
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I’m not 100% aligned with Khan, especially right now. Monogamous relationship. Etc.
The whole point of running Khan Black is to control my sexual energy more, keeping it inwards, applying that energy to non-sexual pursuits. Khan, to oversimplify things, is about becoming more sexual, and then using that desire to achieve sexual AND non-sexual pursuits.
I totally want to run Khan in its entirety one day, but only after really mastering Khan Black and my sexual energy first.
For now, the ST1’s stack REALLY nicely together - Khan brings up thoughts, desires, triggers, and then KB helps me transmute them.
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My old love bomb custom
Love Bomb/TWTP for shadow work
You know, I might not even go to my Emperor/Spartan custom yet. My focus is SO on spiritual development, personal development, shadow work, really owning up to the things that I avoid, and I’m not interested in wealth at all rn. I wanted Emperor for those alpha foundations, and I’ll get there, but TB is doing amazing.
THIS custom was made just for that purpose of building foundations and attacking weaknesses, and I literally have never ran it.
I don’t know why I even stopped running LB to be honest, because my initial results were extremely positive. Did I end up getting recon or something?
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That’s really good to know! Was it any more difficult, recon-wise?
hmm…
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
hmm…
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I would say rather the opposite.
While running it for 5 minutes, my biggest recon was waking up totally groggy. I felt like a truck hit me. My whole body was aching. Like my feet almost killed me, especially when I walked down the stairs. Sometimes I needed half an hour to be somewhat awake.
Once I’ve switched to full loops, this vanished instantly. It returned only after switching to KB2.
Keep in mind, I’ve listened to 5 minute loops for 2 cycles. So I built a base for the full loops.
IIRC Saint never did more than a few minutes because of recon.
How do you experience recon on KB1?
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I don’t get any recon on KBST1. 3-5 min loops.
Khan ST1 recon at the same duration started off with really intense recon, but each recon experience was extreme fuel for awareness of my shadow.
I got triggered, and realized I always get triggered and had just been suppressing it.
Same with anger and defensiveness.
Un-suppressing is hard and feels bad, hence recon, but it’s very good.
KB1 is smooth tho. Basically feeling everything you felt in that post by syntax where you said you watch less porn, are unphased by women, etc
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This guy…
The one you quoted above? Nice to hear.
I really like your rage post. I know there is so much anger and rage confined in me.
But I always had to be the nice boy. No anger allowed. “Or your mother might die”.
I plan to run Khan next year. I think with a year of KB I will be able to keep the sexual energy in check. Or my fiancee will suffer a bit 
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In terms of soreness I mean.
But she will have a few cycles of Seductress so I think she’ll be able to handle me.
I don’t know if you followed my struggles with KB3. Serious problems with sleep. I think i was to fast with stage 2. Made the urges return. But with a few loops of KB1 everything is fine again.
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Good to know. I’m doing a bunch of spiritual work s I’m actually planning on sticking with ST2 for a long time
I’ve spent ten years focused on spirituality. Now I need to bring a bit of order and stability in my life before I can afford spending time on spirituality again.
So I thought I spend one month on stage 2, get on to stage 3 so I get the famous energy boost when my custom arrives so I can start manifesting a job faster.
Wasn’t to clever. Always prepare properly.
Are you listening to any wealth subs atm, or are you focusing on inner growth alone?
No wealth subs. making a point of avoiding them at the moment
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This wasn’t in my bingo card for my boy ouroboros… not gonna lie
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Creativity has SKYROCKETED since combining Khan ST1 with KBST1.
The creativity effect from combining the KB/Khan is 10x stronger than KB alone.
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KB = Turns my sexual energy into creative energy
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KHAN = Takes it a step further and helps me express my sexual-creative energy.
I guess creativity is part of my empire… literally based on the fact that Khan is making me express it.
I got back into freestyle rapping today.
Some old blocks I had were no longer there
Just started belting out alone in the car to some Spotify beats and was flowing like I did at my all time best, sounding like childish Gambino on his sway in the morning freestyle…
Normally, I have a huge block, where i can’t rap unless I’m with people who are also rapping. Today I had no issue.
Khan black found the right creativity to resurface, rapping is an emotionally charged topic for me, it was what I always did with my best friend in high school, but then we drifted apart, then he died, and I just never did it again.
I realized, after rapping today...
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despite desperately wanting to rap in the car with people, I have never once asked anyone to do so
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i’ve unconsciously been sabotaging multiple creative efforts for 8+ years. I put effort into making raps, or writing stand up, or stage stories (all mediums I’ve performed in) but then delete the documents they’re stored in permanently, undoing all the work I put in
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i’ve had a vision for a long time of rapping with people in cars, filming it with good quality mics, and then making it into a video with all the best lines. But I had an unspoken rule “don’t ask anyone to rap” so I never took it seriously.
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that ^ would be a beautiful way to honor my friend’s memory.
These were profound to me, and brought tears to my eyes.
kb/Khan creativity is magic.
Maybe it’s all KB, and Khan just happened to be timed around when KB creativity kicked in, but I really feel like KB is allowing for the creative energy, and Khan is allowing for the creative expression
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I found my old HERO journals.
And wow, it made me remember how AT HOME I felt, running HERO
… Like it really was the dream sub for me and my ambitions. The only reason I quit running it was because it wasn’t that great of a sub for sales.
That abandoning of myself is EXACTLY why I am focused inwards right now.
I know that it’s not a choice between internal/external wealth, and that you can have both… but I’ve spent so long choosing external over internal that I need a period of readjustment, where I focus on the internal before attempting to pursue both with balance.
Before finding these journal posts, I had already done a full introspection and realized that HERO was one of the top 3 subs that I want in my Personal Development Stack.
That stack looks like this.
- LoveBomb/TWTP Custom with a bunch of modules targeting my weaknesses
- Khan Black, Stages 1-2… for 2 cycles each
- HERO
Goals for the personal development stack are
- Get my house in order
- Learn about my mind
- Be intentional about where I want my career to go
- Reconnect to nature/self/creativity and be less goal oriented, and more passion oriented, for this period of time,
Then I’ll move on to my “wealth” goals stack,
- ASBR (or my ASBR/NR custom) for my goal of having successful YT channel and of having a sales management business
- Khan Black Stage 3 to supercharge that motivation
- open third slot, for whatever I need, possibly LoTS/Spartan
My recreational plans for the next 8 weeks
That first phase pairs up nicely with the summer, where I have two weddings, 6 camping trips, a meditation retreat, and a road trip planned for the next 8 weeks. I’m gonna be a busy, and happy, boy. No need to work on wealth goals, just building the foundations of a brand/YT channel at most. I have good money from coaching clients who I talk to, which is not an insane amount, but I’m aware of how blessed I am to get paid good money just to talk to people I like talking to.