Ouroboros Within - Khan Black - Mythic Odyssey

[Jouissance]

No wealth subs. making a point of avoiding them at the moment

[Monarch]

This wasn’t in my bingo card for my boy ouroboros… not gonna lie

[Jouissance]

Creativity has SKYROCKETED since combining Khan ST1 with KBST1.

The creativity effect from combining the KB/Khan is 10x stronger than KB alone.

• KB = Turns my sexual energy into creative energy

• KHAN = Takes it a step further and helps me express my sexual-creative energy.

I guess creativity is part of my empire… literally based on the fact that Khan is making me express it.

I got back into freestyle rapping today.

Some old blocks I had were no longer there

Just started belting out alone in the car to some Spotify beats and was flowing like I did at my all time best, sounding like childish Gambino on his sway in the morning freestyle…

Normally, I have a huge block, where i can’t rap unless I’m with people who are also rapping. Today I had no issue.

Khan black found the right creativity to resurface, rapping is an emotionally charged topic for me, it was what I always did with my best friend in high school, but then we drifted apart, then he died, and I just never did it again.

I realized, after rapping today...

• despite desperately wanting to rap in the car with people, I have never once asked anyone to do so

• i’ve unconsciously been sabotaging multiple creative efforts for 8+ years. I put effort into making raps, or writing stand up, or stage stories (all mediums I’ve performed in) but then delete the documents they’re stored in permanently, undoing all the work I put in

• i’ve had a vision for a long time of rapping with people in cars, filming it with good quality mics, and then making it into a video with all the best lines. But I had an unspoken rule “don’t ask anyone to rap” so I never took it seriously.

• that ^ would be a beautiful way to honor my friend’s memory.

These were profound to me, and brought tears to my eyes.

kb/Khan creativity is magic.

Maybe it’s all KB, and Khan just happened to be timed around when KB creativity kicked in, but I really feel like KB is allowing for the creative energy, and Khan is allowing for the creative expression

[Jouissance]

I found my old HERO journals.

Main Disc. Thread - HERO Origins: Sage and a Blade (Now Available! Q Core for Customs Available!)

Updates meditation… I was called to a new way of meditating that proved extremely powerful. I decided to meditate without an alarm clock, and keep telling myself to meditate “for just 5 more minutes.” I got into deep flow doing this. I thought I had been meditating for about 20 minutes - it turns out I had meditated for 50 minutes, and the meditation was deeper, more relaxing, more profound, and stress-free… no more sitting there patiently begging god to make that alarm go off so I can stop m…

Main Disc. Thread - HERO Origins: Sage and a Blade (Now Available! Q Core for Customs Available!)

Life is slowing down. Single tasking not multi tasking. I don’t feel rushed. I feel at ease but powerful, like life is like tai chi. night times (7-11pm) have become times of hyper-intentional behaviours, not stress or extra impulsivity. It’s become the time that’s best for meditation, journaling, and/or that one extra deep work session, the one that I do after I’ve fully shut down tech and no one can bug me it’s becoming easier to do deep work. Resistance to it is down. I get into flow …

And wow, it made me remember how AT HOME I felt, running HERO

… Like it really was the dream sub for me and my ambitions. The only reason I quit running it was because it wasn’t that great of a sub for sales.

That abandoning of myself is EXACTLY why I am focused inwards right now.

I know that it’s not a choice between internal/external wealth, and that you can have both… but I’ve spent so long choosing external over internal that I need a period of readjustment, where I focus on the internal before attempting to pursue both with balance.

Before finding these journal posts, I had already done a full introspection and realized that HERO was one of the top 3 subs that I want in my Personal Development Stack.

That stack looks like this.

• LoveBomb/TWTP Custom with a bunch of modules targeting my weaknesses
• Khan Black, Stages 1-2… for 2 cycles each
• HERO

Goals for the personal development stack are

• Get my house in order
• Learn about my mind
• Be intentional about where I want my career to go
• Reconnect to nature/self/creativity and be less goal oriented, and more passion oriented, for this period of time,

Then I’ll move on to my “wealth” goals stack,

• ASBR (or my ASBR/NR custom) for my goal of having successful YT channel and of having a sales management business
• Khan Black Stage 3 to supercharge that motivation
• open third slot, for whatever I need, possibly LoTS/Spartan

My recreational plans for the next 8 weeks

That first phase pairs up nicely with the summer, where I have two weddings, 6 camping trips, a meditation retreat, and a road trip planned for the next 8 weeks. I’m gonna be a busy, and happy, boy. No need to work on wealth goals, just building the foundations of a brand/YT channel at most. I have good money from coaching clients who I talk to, which is not an insane amount, but I’m aware of how blessed I am to get paid good money just to talk to people I like talking to.

posts im finding about HERO

@SaintSovereign

No comparison, really. HERO is very much an introspective kind of experience. People will be drawn to you when they can detect that you’re a powerful, yet moral individual. You can choose to be a leader or the “second in command,” or the individual that does his own thing to help the group.

Chosen is very much “I am the charismatic leader” vibe. People will be absolutely drawn to you and will actively seek your leadership because you’re giving off a “Jean Luc Picard” kinda vibe.

Main Disc. Thread - HERO Origins: Sage and a Blade (Now Available! Q Core for Customs Available!)

I’ve finished my first cycle of this title and I was very skeptical after the first loop or so: Best sub I ran so far in terms of alignment and enjoyment and overall confidence (formerly Emperor black) Meditative states deepening INSANE LEVELS of skill development, this is the pinnacle of skill development tech recovery like no other, serum X in a bottle pondering of life’s karmic laws and how I can maximize them wanted levels of verbal fluency, geared towards power, righteousn…

Main Disc. Thread - HERO Origins: Sage and a Blade (Now Available! Q Core for Customs Available!)

I’ve finished my first cycle of this title and I was very skeptical after the first loop or so: Best sub I ran so far in terms of alignment and enjoyment and overall confidence (formerly Emperor black) Meditative states deepening INSANE LEVELS of skill development, this is the pinnacle of skill development tech recovery like no other, serum X in a bottle pondering of life’s karmic laws and how I can maximize them wanted levels of verbal fluency, geared towards power, righteousn…

Main Disc. Thread - HERO Origins: Sage and a Blade (Now Available! Q Core for Customs Available!)

This thread is a little quiet, so here’s my review of Hero Origins after 15 loops over 3 cycles in a 3 sub stack with Emperor and NRich. I’ll use specific examples to highlight certain aspects… On the physicality and martial training side of things: the raw impulse to constantly train and workout isn’t as loud as compared to running Spartan, but the way that I train and workout has a different quality to it: implemented two-a-days every day for a week just to see what I was capable of – and d…

[Jouissance]

Washout begins

[Jouissance]

KBST2 - 2 mins

ending the washout earlier than 5 days as i feel very very ready for subs again, and i’m about to spend time camping, which will be a great place to integrate this “difficult” stage

[Jouissance]

Listened to LB the same day I listened to KBst2, also for 1 min

• mainly just because my partner wanted to listen to it and i was glad she was using subs to help find solutions

@SaintSovereign

I’m going to get myself in trouble for saying this, but the closest thing you can compare GOLD to is: DR + Chosen + the virtuous parts of HERO w/ a bit from Limitless. All directed toward the refinement of the self to obtain wisdom.

GOLD is interesting - really is like a multistage Chosen, plus way more

[Jouissance]

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KBST2 - 2 mins

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Listened to LB the same day I listened to KBst2, also for 1 min

WOW THE RECON HIT HARD.

Literally stayed awake just stressing about my life for 60 minutes after my partner went to bed, before I could fall asleep. That’s very unusual for me.

With my spiritual teacher, we’re starting to do more direct spiritual channel work very soon, and so it was a good time to start KB2.

However, we’re also going to be working on the foundations of all my life, every aspect.

So because I’m

• Working on the foundations for EVERY part of my life
• & Getting my ass kicked by KBST2 recon

I’ve decided to stack KB2 with none other than Genesis, to get an all around experience, introspection, dissolving of problems for action/KB2 to heal, and to give me fun/social scripting as my next 3 weeks are all travelling, going river rafting and camping, going to a wedding, and going over night hiking and camping immediately upon returning home.

[Jouissance]

Journey to Hell - The Path to Self-Knowledge

[Jouissance]

KB and it’s stack interactions

So far…

For stages 1-2…

as i’ve been experiencing them

Khan ST1 and Khan Black ST1 = deconstruction, shadow work, & The “journey to hell”

KBST1 Solo = , it felt very light and pleasant.

Khan Black ST2 and Love Bomb = way too much, even @ 60s each with 2 rest days.

My opinion rn is KB + Any Healing Title = pain, but probably valuable.

Khan Black ST2 and Genesis = a beautiful sweet spot

• Genesis dissolves the issues for ST2 to heal
• Genesis reduces KB ST2 recon.
• Genesis is a prod in the right direction for me to use sexual energy to improve every area of my life
• Genesis’ social components, productivity components, etc are all enhanced by KB’s sexual energy
• The Genesis scripting combined with the KB scripting has allowed for powerful expression of extreme vulnerability… with Genesis providing the vulnerable insights and KB providing the sexual energy which is expressive by it’s very nature to transmute those Genesis insights into art/etc.