Nova Elite: Kether to Malkuth

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#644

Woke up late today: 9:30 AM.

Meditated from 10:05 AM to 11:05 AM. Today’s practice felt like my awareness was kind of noodling around.

Yesterday was a rest day. Friday (the day before) was my first day with 1 loop of Dragon Flight ZP. It stimulated a pretty rapid shift in the quality of my awareness. I felt less receptive and less open to random external influences. On the next day (Saturday, yesterday), I found that it was easier to work. That effect didn’t really kick in until evening, but I felt it building up throughout the day.

And now, today, I’m getting ready for my next 15 minute loop of exposure. And I’ll see how the process continues.

Dragon Flight ZP seems to be starting out by diving beneath the waves. Here goes:

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#645

What do you mean by that?

#646

"noodling around’, when used by a musician or artist, refers to sketching and playing in a loose way with different visual or musical ideas but without a very defined overall goal or structure. It’s how some people get into the creative process and it’s how others just relax and let go.

Wandering around without a definite direction, so that if someone were to draw out the path you took it might look a bit like this:

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or this

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hm…just checked and it has actually made its way into the dictionary. Here you go:

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Anyway. Some meditations have a more structured feel with some kind of direction or trajectory. And others are like today’s.

#647

I see. Thank you.

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#648

I guess my brain is discombobulated and there’s a bunch of internal furniture being moved around and rearranged.

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aye. I did at that.

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#649

During this play period (began last Friday), I am playing only one program for one loop each time.

15 minutes every other day. I think it’s the shortest, smallest listening I’ve done.

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#650

I’ve been walking since June 2020 more or less along the same route.

Today I got inspired to try jogging parts of it. Went well. I’m not going to push it, just let it grow naturally and gradually.

But I think it’s not a coincidence that this happened on my third time playing Dragon Flight.

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#651

I’m gradually finding myself with more bandwidth for taking care of things.

It’s a see-saw process.

First aware of an energy retraction and drop. And then a gradual increase.

All I’m playing is Dragon Flight and these results are making sense to me.

Yesterday going out running.

Today finalizing some of the financial bonus opportunities that Mogul manifested last month.

And now thinking in a more focused way about what is to be done.

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#652

I recorded a talk and uploaded it for some of the people I’m working with.

Just listened to part of it.

I talked it out extemporaneously. And then I used software to transcribe it. I edited the transcription and then re-recorded it in the final version.

It has lost some (i.e., A LOT) of the spontaneity and naturalness I felt when I was first speaking it out. But I’ll let myself work with this workflow a few times first and see how it goes.

I was decently happy with the ideas. I got the chance to verbalize some intuitions that I had been leaving implicit. That feels good.

Now I’ll want to see how much I can make that final recorded version feel engaging, real, and natural.

#653

My journey with Dragon Flight so far feels subtle and powerful.

I just had the privilege of facilitating a group of people through a brief hypnotic journey. What a great thing.

The path stretches in all directions. Love this walk.

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#654

Had such an interesting dream last night.

Met this really cool girl. Someone really worth talking to and spending time with.

More details but the interesting thing was how enjoyable it was to interact with her.

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#655

cool story:

#656

Another dream last night. I was hanging with an old childhood friend at this large-scale philanthropic event organized by Bono. Not someone I’ve ever expected to show up in a dream. He was a very gritty and real person who had been through a lot and was using his privilege to try to make a difference for people. I came across some kind of menacing gangster near the end when the dream reached its obligatory ‘Problem-time’ phase.

#657

Today, I found myself thinking about sexual politics, social conventions, and the politics of moral censure. Just saw a brief video discussing that cliched observation that powerful, attractive men get more mating opportunities, but it combined in my mind with a bunch of other observations, and I identified three separate strands that tend to get conflated:

  1. the dynamics of sexual politics
  2. the dissatisfaction that one or both participants may feel with the results of the sexual negotiation
  3. individual kinks and unique/bizarre preferences

It occurred to me that these are three separate issues that do not get discussed separately.

Then tonight after watching a brief excerpt from a movie, my mind started to deconstruct social narratives around strength and weakness and their relationship to morality and power.

And it occurred to me in the midst of that, that these thoughts are very likely related to how my mind is processing Dragon Flight. Don’t know how yet, but it’s just kind of starkly apparent.

I also continue to feel a basic lack of satisfaction with most conventional offerings: entertainment, foods, etc.

Something is going on, and I’ll see where it leads.

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#658

“I started to see that it wasn’t about ‘fixing’ myself; it was about reconfiguring my imagination, to work better with my actual characteristics.”

  • from my journal today

I began running my Naissance custom back in May 2021. Three important modules in it—Pride Unbroken, FEBRUUS, and Faith Unyielding—jump-started the shift being described in the above quote.

Having caught a glimpse of that, I chose to begin, in July 2021, working with Dragon Reborn.

#659

One of the greatest resources in life is a healthy, disciplined imagination.

Many people do not acknowledge—or even realize—how much of so-called Reality is being subconsciously generated and held together by imagination, and its twin perceptual processes of Association and Dissociation.

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#660

What makes you think that?

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#661

Think what?

#662

That reality is being subconsciously generated and held together by imagination, and its twin perceptual processes of Association and Dissociation.

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#663

I was just replying to say, “Don’t answer that, @Seeker. I’m being facetious.”