Loops with morning meditation
30 minutes silence
1 loop CHOSEN ZP
1 loop Mogul ZP
Loops with morning meditation
30 minutes silence
1 loop CHOSEN ZP
1 loop Mogul ZP
I wonder how Dragon Reborn is filtering and combining with my two ZP tracks.
I feel that they are interacting.
A Dragon Blood day.
with morning meditation.
tomorrow begins a 5-day rest period.
Resume next Tuesday 21 December with ZPs.
Itās strange to reflect that all aspects of my subjective states are grounded in neuro-endocrine interactions.
Curiosity.
Offence.
Dispassionate regard.
Knowing with this level of specificity where the ābuttonsā are does increase the responsibility somewhat for allowing them to be pressed.
Letās just say it clearly:
Science is a method, not an outcome.
Day 1 of 5 processing days.
No new subliminals plays until Tuesday 21 December.
When I return, the planned stack is:
Dragon Blood Qv2 + Mogul ZP
When I move on to Dragon Flight Qv2, Iām planning to bring my Naissance Qv2 custom back into the stack.
I want the financial equivalent of Escape Velocity.
But this is another place for discernment.
If youāre shaped and structured like this:
then your required escape velocity is much less than if youāre shaped and structured like this:
So sometimes, yes, itās about pouring more money in and securing more income and wealth-generation. Thatās true.
But itās also about refining and optimizing your structure and your lifestyle to make it as easy as possible for you to fly.
Result
I canāt deny that since running Mogul ZPāeven though so far it has only been one loop on this past Mondayāmy wealth-related thoughts are of a more focused, grounded, and higher quality than before.
Result
I just went back and checked my records. I started playing Dragon Fire in July 2021. This is the first time that I really made the connection.
Two months later, in September 2021 I had my most profound experience in hypnosis.
At the time, I attributed it to working with a more sensitive partner in the two/person exercise. Itās true that my partner was more empathic than any of the previous partners and seemed to get me better.
But as I reflect on the experience, I begin to think more and more that it was related to my run of Dragon Reborn.
Itās ironic to me that the main program that Iām running right now, which is also the most powerful program that Iām running, is also one that I barely understand.
Iām slowly grasping that I have not been giving it enough credit, simply because I am not sure of where to give it credit.
Anyway, tracking benefits accurately is not my highest priority. The main priority is to play the programs and to work on my life.
Day 2 of 5 processing days
Early morning meditation. One of those days when it felt longer and slower and the ānormalnessā of normal waking consciousness felt solid and convincing.
Day 3 of 5 processing days
Early morning meditation
Then early morning 6-mile hike
And thenā¦.nada.
The last 4 hours have been very non-active.
Now Iām going to get going again.
Iāll eat a pokĆ© bowl. Then weāre back into action. Letās see where we can get things.
Day 4 of 5 processing days.
8:30 to 9:30 am meditation
Mind is slow-moving and sluggish.
Ended up reading a humorous light novel yesterday.
In the past week, I had interesting manifestations that I donāt really understand.
In the space of 2 days or so, I found myself contacted by practice partners.
First, there was a friend with whom I used to exchange āmeditation e-mailsā. We just free-form do a noting practice typed into an e-mail. Might look like this:
āsensation of breath. sound of footfalls from ceiling. sensation of blood flow in face. tightness of skin around nose. quiet observation feelingā¦.ā
and so on.
Sheās also a musician and sometimes weād share our music. No pressure. Just sharing from time to time. Havenāt really been in touch for a couple of years. But the other day, I was searching for an e-mail related to something else and thought, āI never check my spam folder, maybe I should look in thereā. Randomly, amidst sewage and flotsam, I saw this e-mail from her, from a new e-mail address.
So, weāre back in contact.
Secondly, Iāve invited another friend who was in the clinical hypnosis training with me to do some partner exercises. Weāre both quite busy with other things, but she wrote back to me with good ideas about 2 days ago.
Again, pretty easygoing. Just interesting that these two contacts arrived together.
Oh, and I just realized that it happened with another friend too.
about 2 or 3 days ago, another friend re-contacted me. I kind of let her go and donāt really bother about whether weāre staying in frequent contact. And she popped back in the same 2 or 3 day period. We had a good reconnection. And that was that.
Pretty interesting, I guess. But then, so is everything.
Iāll return to this roughly 2 week work task that needs to be completed.
May I be imbued with motivation and focus.
I do notice more female energy in my orbit this past week.
Heard back from a good friend from long ago. Sent her music, and she wrote back.
Hadnāt spoken to my sis for a while, and reconnected yesterday.
Reconnected with my daughter after some time when we were both busy.
Same with mother.
Checking out more Ulrich Schnauss music this morning.
this man may well be passing the meditation music test.
Pretty rarefied group at this point, only contains Steve Roachā-with occasional visits from Jon Hopkins.
But I think Iāll be sitting with Schnauss.
Great quote from Ronald A. Havens, The Wisdom of Milton H. Erickson:
"Conscious sets or biases were viewed as the typical source of difficulties or abnormalities in learning or performance by Ericksonā¦
"The behavior of the conscious mind often leads to bias, confusion ,and even interference with unconscious capacities and can result in a disruption of performance, an inability to profit from experience and an inability to attain oneās goals."
"Abnormality, therefore, often stems directly from the interfering, inept and non-objective activities of the conscious mind which too often strives for understandings, even erroneous or limiting understandings, at the expense of a general awareness of experiences and an unconscious āfeelingā for how best to conduct oneself." [p. 70]
āYou are letting your intellect interfere with your learning.ā
āThe conscious mind understands the logic of it, and the unconscious understands the reality.ā
Evening of Day 4
Sudden remembrance of what I am about.
The mindfield.
Empathy as Path.
sinking into somnolescence. a cocoon of ignorance.
Remember.