No Passion for nothing

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#1

Since I started GMogul, I realized that my biggest missing piece is feeling passionate about my goals. Or anything.
Since I was 15 it was my clear goal to.bexe a catholic priest. I followed this passion with all I had. Studied hard, spent hours daily in prayer, spent me weekends as a missionary.
Then I took a silent retreat for 10 days, a lot of things cleared up, half a year later I realized that this big goal just vanished. Another 6 months later I had a Burnout and fell into deep depression for quite some time.
I healed many traumas on the way to now, but in the last days I realized that I can’t feel passionate about anything. Lots of money would be great, lots of fears would disappear. But feeling passionate about it? No chance.
I even fear feeling passionate about something. That it burns me out again, that it might destroy me again, like last time.

My current stack is:
The New Emperor + GMogul + SSX

I’m ready to drop SSX, because I got from it what I desired to get, even with a completely different result.

What would you recommend to overcome this fear and reignite my passion?

I was thinking about DRLD.

I already own Sanguine Elixir, if you think that might work as well.

What are your thoughts on this?

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#2

You gave a hit of nostalgia :slightly_smiling_face::slightly_smiling_face:

#3

I would start with Elixir and Switch to LD later on. LD seems more appropriate when you know what you want. And it is okay to not feel passionate at the moment. Try your stack and go for small wins. :slightly_smiling_face:

#4

Wouldnt genesis be good for this purpose?

#5

That’s why I have Genesis:Mogul in my stack.
For the purpose scripting of the Genesis Line.

The thing is, I have a big “why” in my live. But I can’t feel it. The purpose is there. I know on a deep level, what my purpose, my mission in Life is. But I’m unable to feel it.

That’s why I figured, DRLD could be a solution, to destroy this limiting fear of purpose.
Or would it rather be Rebirth? To give this experience a new spin?

@Forum_Ambassadors any Idea?

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#6

Mate, I struggle with the exact same issue after finishing uni.

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#7

I too have the same issue.

#8

Genesis + Revelation of Spirit.

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#9

I can relate with this. And also understand your journey of being Catholic, wanting to don the priestly robes and dedicate yourself to Christ.

I thought I would end up being a Catholic priest too. I was the stereotypical good Catholic boy out of my batch of school kids from a diverse community and if anyone had asked which one of us would end up being a priest, I think everyone would have voted for me and I wouldn’t be surprised.

But college education made me disillusioned with religion. It helped me face the hard facts of life and the naivety I had.

I won’t delve too much on my personal journey but I too ended up taking a similar view in the matter of passion. I think I did it unconsciously wondering whether am making another mistake.

Have I resolved this? I will be honest. Nope. Am still a work in progress in the matter of purpose and passion. That’s why am here. To use the subliminals at SubClub and gain clarity in my life.

I think adding something like Genesis will be useful to your stack. Even if you have Genesis: Mogul and Emperor and they have purpose scripting, the original Genesis is even better for that. It’s made for that purpose. Genesis has helped me to know what next steps i should take in my life. Am sure it will help you see through your own mentsl fog.

You could even do just Genesis + Emperor for a while and then replace Genesis with Genesis: Mogul when you know what you want to pursue.

Dragon Reborn: Limit Destroyer is a good title too. But I wouldn’t say it is made for the purpose of finding purpose. It will help remove any limits you have when running your stack. And even add more stoicism. It is a great title as a support on your journey rather thsn being the main focus of it.

Hope this helps.

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#10

Why not Revelation of Mind?

#11

It looks like he needs to find himself. More than Genesis, RoS is a sub that goes deep to reveal to yourself who you are. It’s just not an easy sub to run.

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#12

Or try quality Mucuna pruriens to increase dopamine and therefore motivation.

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#13

You saw the video that chalice of immortality just uploaded?

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#14

Yes, today

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#15

Would you please summarize in 100 words or less what you want to accomplish?

#16

I want to get my passion back.
I want to wake up in the morning and do the things that bring me towards my goal.
I want to find a job, start my business on the side.

I believe I know my purpose already. But I can’t feel any drive to work on it.

There’s a remnant of fear of burning out again if I follow my passion. I can solve that myself.
Then I need to feel an emotional bond, an unsurpressable need to work on it.

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#17

This is the problem. Your relationship with your (emotional)self.

If you want to FEEL passionate you have to do the work. You have to get out of your head and into your body.

A quick self check:

  1. when was the last time you FELT curious?
  2. when was the last time a color impacted you?
  3. when was the last time you had any other feeling other than anger or sadness or happiness? Or any of those basic feelings.

Exercise: write about your day in your journal. Then after you done check if its all fact based or you actually talked about your experience…how much enjoyment do you get out of the fact based story? Do you like it?

Then rewrite it and write about your experience, how is to read about your own experience ? Do you like it? Explore it

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#18

Listen to Revelation of the Mind and then thank SC later.

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#19

Better than that, stack RoS and RoM and thank SC for the rest of your life! Seriously!

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#20

Maybe not that one lol. RoM I agree tho. RoS might be too spiritual for some people.