Niles: The Deep End

Wrote more about this in my offline journal, but after brain fog cleared up yesterday morning I started to get my first glimpse at what results could be like with TSB and they came in hard.

Specifically noticing more and more the divine dominion module, as I’ve been diving deep into some of the og Tony Robbin’s material and feel much more in control of my emotions and beliefs, and in turn my results.

Winner overdrive, just feel like I’m carrying myself differently. Despite a brutal month up to this point, mainly due to poor decision making and stack switching, I am unbothered by it. My confidence both on calls and in social situations feels as high as ever, and I’m putting in the leading indicators but detached from the outcome, just having a feeling it will all work out.

Gratitude embodiment, just enjoying small moments more, like the walk with my dog after work, and getting to work out before work, set my own schedule.

Interestingly enough the past closing position fell through as my boss dropped the partnership, and an even better opportunity came up.

Interestingly enough even without any real direct status scripting I feel my social skills and confidence are as high as ever. Potentially true sell.

Only thing that I feel like hasn’t came through yet, is the direct wealth results in my commissions, but I’ve been in this position before towards the end of the month and it only takes a few big deals to change the month around.

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BIG things coming soon. Just locked a part time consulting roll with a smaller coaching business, doesn’t pay much but will be awesome to get the experience and my first time making my own income separate from an employer (legally) :sweat_smile:

Just the tip of the ice berg there, have some other major things in the work I will post about in the next couple of weeks.

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Working on simplifying and creating more of a framework for subs.

Objectively as possible, what my current situation, strengths, resources, habits, etc.

Idealistic as possible, what is my desired situation? Business, living situation, lifestyle, dating life, etc. More over, what beliefs does the person who is living the desired expierience carry? How do they see things differently from how I do now?

As honestly as possible, what’s the gap? What are the things preventing me from getting where I want to go?

Now which sub/subs, are going to be the best vehicle, to help me solve my limitations and take me from my current state to my desired state?

Once you decide on the vehicle; what actions can I take on a daily basis in order to confirm that I am on the right route to my destination? What can I create to give me real life feedback on my actions?

Haven’t taken much time to reflect recently, been very caught up in the day to day motions and social events.

Looking back at the month, although it was pretty slow on the sales side that was pretty team wide, as this is a historically slow month for our company. Made a lot of big strides in other area’s though, picked up a new part time coaching gig a couple days a week and have multiple closing positions lined up here as the one I was offered ended up falling through. Had a ton of fun as well, really rediscovering my love for live music and festivals and just feeling really thankful for all the friends and community I have. While it impacted my performance with sales to an extent, I think I really needed a season to just enjoy life again, and I was able to do so without completely throwing my life into chaos which used to be the case. Didn’t make massive leaps and bounds career wise since the Summer, but the goal was to just maintain.

Had another music festival this weekend here and it was a great way to conclude the season. Stack has been True Sell Black, Limitless, and WB for the past few weeks primarily, and this is probably the closest I’ve felt to myself in quite some time. Until the past couple years, my focus was all in on social skills, charisma, and it is hands down my greatest strength. Think the combo of True Sell and WB really maximizes that strength for me.

With no major events on the calendar for most of fall/winter, I will be shifting my focus back on to self improvement, and making money. Ended up spending quite a bit this Summer, and want to get myself back into a better financial standings. The more I think about it, I don’t really care about being wealthy, but I like having enough security, and the money to do the things I want to do, and live the way I want to live. Honestly, I have let so much of the “get money gurus” stuff in media really influence who I am, what makes me happy, and how I think I should be living.

Feel like I really got more in touch with myself these past few months, and I realized that I let other people/influencers/ dictate my values, and in turn my happiness. I was so obsessed with status and success not because I care to be, but because I thought I had to be those things to feel self worth/security. A lot of it was really about wanting attention from women as well, because it’s so pushed that you have to be wealthy and succesfull to attract girls, but from my experience that agenda is pushed by people who don’t have elite social skills.

Not to say that money isn’t important, I just feel that my view and relationship with it has changed. I used to care more for the status, and having it just for the sake of it. Now, I view it just as a tool to do fun shit lol. Interesting here as I didn’t really notice this throughout the cycle, but a lot of these realizations I believe are from WB’s helping you be your true self, as well as the new wealth core in my custom. Uncovering this has been massive for me, as with my motivation aligned with my authentic drivers I feel significantly more motivated to buckle down for the next 90-120 days so I can get ready for the next season of adventure.

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Man, TSB black starting to do it’s thing. On top of having some unexpected deals roll in at the end of the month while I was at a music festival, just had pretty other wild money manifestations occur today.

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Not too much to report with EmpD as I’ve basically been sick and in bed/inthe house for most of this past week. From what I have noticed though, the emotional stability has been very beneficial, there’s been a lot of moments when I would have gotten triggered in my relationship and in that moment was able to think about it how I would if I was a more mature version of myself, and basically just brush it off and tease/make a joke around it. I’ve actually noticed this more conscious decision making quite a bit, basically any time I feel like procrastinating, especially around little chores/tasks that I need to get done, I have been able to recognize that I have a decision to make in those moments and choose which version I want to allign with. This is going to be a major key I believe in how I integrate these subs moving forward, basically just becoming way more aware of the decisions that I’m making in that moment, and whether they are voting for the current/stuck version of myself, or the version of myself that I am moving towards. This can really be applied in every area of your life, what would this version of you say, what would they be working on, what would they choose to do/not do, what would they eat, is this a thought they would have?

Actually had another big manifestation roll through, my uncle who is a ceo at a very large health/tech company reached out to me this morning about getting rid of a bunch of his dress clothes. This is the good stuff lol, but as I was just thinking about how I can start to dress more mature/classy, there is no way that this is not an EmpD manifestation. These subs are wild lol.

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Finally over being sick after over a week, longest and sickest I’ve been in awhile, but also thanksful I had the time to slow down and reflect as life is about to get busy. 3 big interviews lined up between today and tomorrow, all 3 of those would double or even triple my income. Feeling very confident going in to these, as they are all the final rounds of the interview process.

Stack has remained Emp D and TSB. I have decided to add in 1-2 loops of EOG1 for the next 90 days as well, as I feel there is a lot of limiting beliefs holding me back, and I still have yet to get the results I have seen others who have taken their time with EOG. Also after reading through the objectives, I didn’t realize how much it also focuses on productivity, raw processing/cognitive speed, and helping you enter those deep work/flow states where you are able to work for hours. Commiting to this stack for the next 90 days, then will possibly move on to the next stage of EOG.

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Man, I feel like EOG has been the missing link for me for so long. For a lot of reason’s, but mainly because there’s so many times that I feel I have gotten close to breaking through on my wealth journey, and ended up self-sabotaging and totally loosing momentum or progress. This tells me I still have wealth and success ceiling to handle, and no matter how much effort I’m putting in, if those don’t get resolved It’s going to be nearly impossible to hit my targets sustainably.

Did a 5 minute loop last evening, and it feels like it’s really allowing the other subs to flourish, feeling more relaxed, secure in my financial situation and ability to land a new higher paying role. I’m going to make Eog 1 a staple moving forward for the next 3-6 months. While it may not be a focus, I find extreme importance on clearing out negative manifestations and limiting beliefs before heading into each new sales week.

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10/9 5 Min EmpD, 5 Min EOG 1

Two more interviews today, then should find out how everything shakes out and have some more career direction by beginning of next week. EOG has been doing wonders for my mental health and clarity of mind. Starting to feel like I don’t have as much of a need for cognitive enhancers as I did in the past, and the root issue was limiting beliefs around success/wealth/status that were stifling me and limiting my communication in sales, as in most other scenario’s and social situations I am a very high level communicator. Also even though it’s not the newest tech, EOG is seeming to still make the biggest difference on my overall wealth mindset. Going to be making this a focal point in the stack, and then rotating listening days between EmpD and TSB until I feel I have a stronger mindset.

In terms of EmpD, not that I’m not sick I’m getting a chance to notice the results more. Feeling much calmer and mature in general, and have a more secure and peaceful point of view in life. This is probably a combo of my stack, but I’m feeling much less scarity although externally things haven’t changed much. Workouts have felt great the past couple days, and I’ve been able to lean out quite a bit without loosing any muscle. Haven’t noticed many changes in my relationship dynamic yet, but I have been consciously trying to take more of a leadership position, may take awhile to notice tangible changes there as there’s been quite a bit of turmoil.

10/10 Rest Day

Absolutely the biggest roller coaster day of my life. Found out this morning I didn’t land my #1 position that I was interviewing for, and lost out narrowly to one other candidate. Shortly after, got another no from another company I had applied for. The 3rd one, I felt I didn’t do that well in the interview, and the candidate pool was very strong.

Basically spend the day rethinking my whole life, ready to quite sales completely, and then received an email that I landed the offer that I thought I had absolutely no chance at. The recruiter let me know that this is basically the best offer they had in their entire portfolio, real OTE 150-300K which will 3-6X my income. @Azriel EmpD and TSB combo for the win!!!

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That’s awesome man!! Congrats

Is a field you like, or what’s the industry?If your open to sharing. PM me if preferred.

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How are you today?

Hey RV, doing well thanks for asking! Had a family wedding this past weekend, back to the grind now :muscle:

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Sick again after the wedding from last week, turns out I had the covid this whole time lol. Really haven’t gave my body much of a chance to recover this month with all the music fests, events, etc. Doing my first loop of paragon today to help get this cleared up. From there the plan is to do a full washout starting tomorrow as it’s been a few cycles since I’ve done this.

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Going to try and be more consistent with the journal moving forward.

10/31:

Most of this month I’ve been off work, as my onboarding was pushed a couple weeks out. Finally starting the new closing role on Monday.

While my stack has remained EmpD, TSB, and Limitless, I haven’t been able to take much action this month on the objectives being off work. Was able to spend a lot of time with friends and family, and more then anything have felt my relationship improving quite a bit as I’ve been able to connect on a deeper level and have more authentic communication.

Looking forward to getting into the grind though, a week or two off would have been a good refresher, but I’ve had way too much time on my hands.

Update from today, absolutely crushed my first mock call/roll play, feeling pretty confident moving into onboarding next week. Really liking this stack for my role, EmpD has really impacted the way that I communicate, getting more comfortable with deeper level conversations on call. TSB I didn’t run as much this cycle as I wasn’t selling, but did a full loop a couple days ago and felt it really helped on this role play we had to submit which I was stressing about, and had some random wealth manifestations as well. Finally, limitless has really helped in learning industry specific knowledge, and preparing for the role, I’ll likely keep it in throughout onboarding. After I’m through with that, I’ll be keeping limitless and LoS on rotation as long as it doesn’t effect my sales too much, as I’m missing the edge and drive it gives me for fitiness, and despite EmpD, I need to get this damn hair loss figured out lol.

11/6

Great week so far. Feeling good to be back to work, and back into my routine quickly. Limitless has made what I anticipated to be a pretty challenging onboarding, a breeze. Going through the info and retaining it very well, understanding the sales process, pretty excited to start taking calls here. The company has massive earning potential, with multiple reps consistently hitting 30-60K months. Once I get through the onboarding/ramp up, I have some huge goals which I’ll be tracking here consistently in the next month or so.

I’ve dialed back on EmpD, and mainly have just been running limitless and TSB, as it makes the most sense with my schedule and work demands for the next couple weeks. Still however, I feel EmpD has made quite an impact on how I carry myself, as well as getting back into a disciplined routine.

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Got some bad news today, was cut from the team after my final onboarding role play. Pretty frustrating as this was a month and a half process, but oh well, not meant to be. Felt a pretty heavy disconnect with the process overall, and let nerves get the best of me, even though I felt very confident in all my role plays leading up to it. I’m going to be taking a hiatus from the sales space for awhile, or at least the high ticket/coaching and consulting. I’ve completely lost my passion for it and honestly feel so unaligned with my purpose.

Coming to realize that I’ve been chasing something so hard that I care absolutely 0 about, and that is bringing me zero fulfillment. By doing that, I’ve had to try and act like somebody that I am not, which is a professional/caring/ well put together employee. Truth is, I’m a little rough around the edges. I love having a good time, live music, and my greatest assets are my charisma/humor/light heartedness, rather then my professional skillset. I am much more driven by sex/status, then wealth/security, and I’m done trying to fit into somebody else’s box. I don’t mind selling, I actually enjoy it, but I will never again follow somebody else’s bull s*** sales process that’s based on emotional manipulation rather then authentic interaction. The point is, my goal this year is to get back to being myself, and living my life on my own terms. Plan to make a boat load of money as well, but it won’t be on someone else’s terms.

Now that I no longer intend to fit into someone else’s mold of who I should be, it’s time to go after what I really want. Starting Khan today and will be doing so for the long term, along with limitless. 2 full loops, twice per week. Rest of my time is going to be spent in execution.

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Khan decisiveness already coming into play. Decided to go back and finishing up my fire fighting certifications over the next year. I need a good shake up from what I’ve been doing, and remember absolutely loving it before my campus shut down for COVID. While success is the goal, I’m going to be shifting my focus off of obsessing with wealth for awhile, and work on getting my life to a point where I’m stable and secure, but also getting that enjoyment out of it, which I cannot do sitting at a desk. It’s funny I always knew that about myself when I was a kid, but let the desire for wealth completely over power my fulfillment.

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Mood-

“The greatest happiness is to vanquish your enemies, to chase them before you, to rob them of their wealth, to see those dear to them bathed in tears, to clasp to your bosom their wives and daughters.”

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Gotta be honest, it feels incredible to not be hyper obsessed with wealth right now. Khan is challenging my beliefs, what I desire, and what is truly important. I still have career and success goals, but it’s not the most important thing to me anymore.

Also was able to line up some interviews for companies, still in sales but offering base/salary, and will be much more stable while I’m back in school. Registered for classes this week as well.

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