Niles: The Deep End

Starting a new journal today as I’ve decided it’s time to take my wealth journey to the next level. I’ve started earning decent money at my current job, but it’s time to start thinking bigger. Also to note, I’ve ran a few loops of PN here and there that really threw off my focus and got me into some unnecessary drama lol. I will be replacing my SB+Los custom with NR, as I feel I need to specifically address this area to get the results I’m really looking for. For now the stack is my Limitless/Executive custom and NR as I go all in to build back some capitol over the next few weeks. From there will probably add some type of status title back in.

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Congrats on getting into closing buddy , crush it!

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For some reason I ended up getting massive recon from running my LE custom and NR. Probably as I was doing a lot of experimenting to dial in my new stack. Anyways, worst brain fog I’ve had in a longggg time throughout the week. Very hard to stay concentrated on calls, and sleeping 9+ hours per day. Started a washout yesterday to clear things up.

I have also noticed that my libido is still running very high, possibly from PN this past weekend but only ran 2 loops. My dreams have been overtly sexual and multiple women from my past have been appearing in them. I think this may be due to trying to reconcile my past life, all the partying, girls, etc, but it is deeply distracting and I’m starting to wonder what it all means.

Very interested in doing a full run through of Khan with this stack, but not sure I can afford to take my attention away from work as I just had one of my worst months with this company in awhile. Lot of partying and summer activities this month, but at the same time life feels so much more interesting/invegorating. Lot on my mind these days…

Just wrapped up a 4 day washout, longest one I’ve took in awhile. Learned not to wait that long to washout lol. Must have had some stuff building up because I had a splitting head ache for the full 4 days, and the was the least of the turmoil. Major issues came up in every area of my life, but at least on the surface, ended in a nice culmination on Sunday of everything coming back together.

Renaming this journal; and have to give a shoutout to Taylor Welch for the name inspiration. As Taylor says, “If you want to go far, you first have to go deep”.

Which is why I have decided to finally go the Khan route. I’ve had Stark Black in my stack for about 6 cycles now, made incredible career progress, but I’ve lost my first and push to get better which is the main reason for bringing in Khan. Also, I have came to realize that my self image has become stagnet, I by no means have low self esteem, but I’ve gotten comfortable, and to grow and become the person I would like to, I need to expand and grow what I think I am deserving of.

I turned 28 this month, and I think for a long time I had a challenge reconciling the identity of Khan, because I didn’t want to step on anyone’s toes. I wanted to be a good employee, learn from people as much as possible, and while I am a naturally dominant confident person, I held that aspect back in me in order to fit in. I feel now, that holding back is no longer necessary. Between my work ethic, and my skill set, I am 100% positive that even I ran into problems in my career, I could go out and make money on my own. However, so ideally that does not happen, I am including limitless in this stack. I am pretty set at this point, that limitless is the only sub I need to use to sell at a high level. It’s like I can read the entire map of sales calls, I know what to say/how to say it, and all the information I’ve read and learned in years of sales is available to me. I’ve literally not had a bad sales day when running either limitless or LE. And while I don’t have any direct wealth in the stack, I have room to add something if needed but for now I want to focus on internal development, and with limitless I don’t have any issues selling what so ever. I also partied my ass off last month, had one of my worst months from an output standpoint in the past 6 months, but still managed to make over double what I was bringing in almost a year ago, which makes me feel a lot more comortable running something like Khan.

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7/3

Decided to go straight to K2. I know not optimal, but I have done a full cycle of K1 semi recently and multiple other healing titles in the past. Will circle back to stage 1 when I have some more downtime but really need to lock in for the month here.

What I’ve noticed so far:

  • Tons of internal reflection (Go a lot deeper in my off line journal)

  • Paying a ton of attention to power and status dynamics.

  • Overall drive has gone up, raising standards for what I accept in my life.

-Getting very comfortably socially again, going out, networking is seen more as an opportunity rather then a hinderance to my goals.

  • Voice, posture, and subcommunications are changing

7/9

Things really starting to ramp on the Khan Front. Also added in NR, as I noticed while my sales skills still feel very sharp and I’ve been very productive, I was getting crap leads on my calendar and needed that boost of client manifestation. I am also very interested in the aspects of “understanding the emotions/energetics of money” that is mentioned in the copy. I’ve recently been interested in this idea as it’s presented over and over again in self help/manifestation books, and I no through personal expierience that my mood/emotions has had a huge tie into what I expierience throughout the day, who I attract, what I pay attention to, etc.

Results of K2, NR, Limitless as I start my 2nd week of the cycle:

  • Conscious guidance and awarness feels very powerful, probably due to limitless. I am able to think clearly around the thoughts, behaviors, actions that I desire to posess and really break it all the way down to things like micro-mannerisms.

-Limitless and Khan have seemed to push me back towards being very interested in understanding and learning about social, status, and power dynamics.

  • Libido kicking way back up, and sex life has been spicing up quite a bit. More dominance, enjoyment, passion.

  • Authority, both internal improvements over having more authority over my inner world, and very aware/conscious on how to communicate with more authority. This has been beneficial both professionally and personally. Knowing exactly how to say something, when to pause, and some mind set tweaks revolving around having positive expectations for interactions and influence.

  • Had a decent week selling, 4th of July week slowed things down a bit but had a nice close/PIFF

  • Feeing better, enjoying life more. SB started to feel very serious/monotonous. With Khan I am able to enjoy things more as I already feel successful rather then having anxiety around becoming successful.

-It’s hard to articulate, but I’ve had some huge mindset shifts, very breakthrough stuff. The biggest is really starting to understand the power of the law of assumption, and really feeling and thinking as if I was already this person im striving to be. I always understood this intuitively, but I feel a deeper application of the concept, and that has led to some pretty radical/fast transformations.

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Update:

Huge manifestation. Just got an email from my dream company/position that they are hiring. Put in the action and did the application instantly, this is something I would typically put off and would attribute to mindset changes of Khan.

Feeling pretty confident I’ll land it with my current expierience and background and culture fit with the company. Downside is I would have to relocate, but I would have the opportunity to get trained in person and work with probably my biggest role model/ inspiration right now.

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7/9

Awesome start to the sales week, adding in NR has been a great move. Since doing so much stronger leads, in higher quantities have been booking on my calendar. Also, not sure if it’s the added communication skills from NR or the status/power/social of Khan, but my calls have been going awesome, and I’ve noticed I’ve been getting job offers from nearly every person who books.

I was on a call this morning, and the guy who was a very high level 8 figure entpreneur told me that I communicate very effectively for my age, and that he typically doesn’t like working with younger people but I carry mysef very professionally, and he would have guessed I was at least 40.

So far, absolutely loving K2. Overal just a much smoother run than SB, doesn’t feel so dark/intense, I’m able to actually enjoy life, socializing, but still have that strong drive and push for success. Also libido/sex life has picked up quite a bit which is a nice benefit.

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Had to drop a post here after the most terrifying round of dreams I have ever expierienced lol. Aside from dieing in those dreams in every way imaginable, drowning in white water, ate by a snake, killed by my ex lol, just about every insecurity I’ve had resurfaced. Hard to go into detail, but absolutely brutal night of sleep and every time I go back it’s something brutal again.

Two thoughts on this, I read recently that in order to have authority over something in your eternal world, you have to first go through the real world application of it and win. For example, if you want to have an authority over fear, you have to go through challenges in the real word that would grant you that authority. This could be Khan’s way of manifesting those challenges and attempting to give me authority and power over the things that create fear in my life.

Another totally plausible option for why I’m having these nightmares, I have massively changed my diet after watching a number of podcasts on gut health, and the gut/brain axis, which led me to massively increase the number of fermented foods I’m eating throughout the day. This is supposed to be a slow build, but I went straight for the upper limit of 4-6 servings per day. After doing some research, while no empirical evidence, there are a lot of reports of people getting strange dreams and nightmares from eating fermented foods, potentially do to a leaky gut or bacteria getting into the blood stream. Could also be from increased body temperature as I nearly always get nightmares when I’m not cold enough going to sleep.

Anyways, had to drop my thoughts here as that was a viscious night of sleep lol

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When was your most recent washout?

Very recent, I follow the proper listening schedule/washout.

Don’t think it was anything specific to do with Khan/the title. I had also been on vacation for about a week partying very hard, and probably wasn’t processing the subs throughout that time. Combine that with switching up my diet massively, and being super hot last night as I just got back home and the house was taking forever to heat up lol. Sleeping hot will give me nightmares on it’s own :joy:

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As you know I haven’t worked since my last sales offer. Just coaching 2 people on the side and focusing on inner exploration.

Then I added in NR again and set the intention that I’d go back to work - I’ve had 5 job offers since then.

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Awesome dude, been experimenting with NR and GM both but I think the wealth/ lead manifestation seems a bit more pevelant after NR as well as has the added communication and sales aspects.

Speaking of offers, let’s catch up. Exploring a couple other opps myself and may have a couple things that could be relevant for you

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Yes, there are other possibilities besides needing more washout time.

What do you think might happen if you took another 3 days of rest this week?

Wouldn’t be the worst idea. Just checked my schedule and ran day 18 yesterday, so will plan on starting an early washout today.

Starting new cycle today. Decided to switch out K2 for now for HOM. Ideally will be coming back to K2 in time, and mad some incredible progress in terms of my self image, status, and communication skills, but along with that I got much more interested in going out, socializing etc, and it took a lot of my attention away from just selling at a high level.

I’m ready for a new season, taking some time to really focus on myself and my career again as those stretches are where I always see massive progress and change. Was able to maintain for the most part of the Summer, while having a ton of fun, time to travel, etc, but not really move a head, and also spent way too much money lol.

That all said, I’m pretty excited to go back into a grind period. Starting this cycle with just HOM, as well as GM so that the NWE is still involved in my stack. Haven’t ran HOM with the NWE yet so excited to see how that plays out. Might add in a 3rd title eventually, but want to get acclimated to the new stack first.

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This video was a big part of the reasoning for the stack change here as I had a big paradgimn shift. Sam talk’s about how people are looking into productivity in the wrong way, as most people look at productivity in terms of just getting a lot of things done, or even input/output ratio, where as he basically defines it as energy.

With only a finite amount of time and energy in a day, the more you are trying to do at once, the less you go in any of those directions. For example; with Khan, and GM, I am simultaneously trying to accomplish my number one goal of improving my income, along with raising my status, social skills, romance/success with women, etc. If I was to take all of that energy and just focus on my number one goal, how much faster would that progress be?

As of now, it’s really just a theory as I haven’t really just had one major focus like that before, I always have tried to take a more balance approach, but interested to see how this plays out.

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After much experimenting, I’ve went back to my SB custom the past couple weeks, and feeling like I am BACK. Been a crazy Summer, really flew by here and had a ton of fun, lot of great music, crazy experiences, and time outdoors. That being said, this Winter when I really took massive leaps in my career, I was running SB for a stretch of nearly 5 months. Didn’t get to use my custom too much before switching to Khan, and now that Summer is nearing an end, it’s time to get back into the groove of things.

As custom’s take awhile longer for me to notice, I didn’t notice much in terms of results and mainly was in recon. Then this weekend, after a pretty extreme mushroom experience, I was in deep introspection mode for most of the week, really re-thinking my purpose, what I find joy from, just feeling like I was starting from scratch. Through out this week however, my sales have been on fire. I’ve been doing a lot of reading both on professional and personal development, and I kept coming back to this concept of detachment. Taking a step further, I really sat down and analyzed how I could apply that into all area’s of my life, and then over the past two days I felt a whole new level of my selling open up. Completely detached from the outcome, ruthlessly committed to serving the client, and that small shift in my energy has changed nearly every conversation. I can tell as soon as I am on a call that I have trust, and this has completely opened things up for me. Now, not sure if it was the internal work and mindset shifts, or my SB custom, but it’s good to be back. I’ve also narrowed down my stack to just my custom as well as Sanguine. Sanguine has seemed to work well as a productivity enhancer, but the sheer state shift a lot has been a major difference maker in sales and really just over all in life.

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Yes, I love this. You must really believe in your product to do this well. Is this something you got from your DM recommendation?

Yesir, it goes very heavy into frames and models, mindset, has some tactical advice but the mental models from the book has seemed to make the tactical training most people give out infinitely more effective.

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Longer I’ve ran my custom the more and more I’m enjoying it. It’s been a really great base for my two most important areas of focus: Wealth/Sales and Health/Fitness. Stark Black but enhanced in the area’s I wanted to give more focus. I can see myself sticking with this long term and then just experimenting with modules here and there. Sanguine’s been a great addition as well, will be keeping that in for another couple cycles to really flush out negativity and build a more optimistic, and clear mindset to build on to.

I’ll be sticking to just these two for the rest of this current cycle, and then the big addition will be bringing on E.O.G. With Summer over, it’s the perfect time to tackle that journey all the way through, 2 cycles of each stage. I’ve seen others here make pretty incredible wealth transformations from EOG, and as I mostly run wealth titles these days, I feel it’s worth putting in the time to EOG to really break my current plateaus and get to the next level of financial freedom.

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