NewLease: Becoming John Wingliss

Finished my first cycle of Wanted Black and it has been a smooth ride for the majority of the time. All the times it wasn’t smooth had to do with things being hectic in the office. But I made the decision on who I wanted to be and how I wanted to live my life, so I stuck with it and still plan on sticking with it. The recon is barely there if not, nonexistent. I don’t even notice the healing until I feel the release followed by the feeling of having a good cry. I’m feeling chill and I’m feeling cool, my fault that the progress isn’t that much. 2 manifestations of girls that I find attractive popped up but never took action. Won’t beat myself up though; when another girl manifests, I’m say “Hi” and whatever happens, happens.

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That’s awesome to hear, congrats on finishing your first cycle of Wanted Black! It’s great that you’re staying committed to the changes you want in your life. Stay chill and cool, and when the right opportunity comes along with another girl, just say Hi and see where it leads. Keep up the positive mindset!

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Thanks for the support bro. One foot ahead of the other.

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No problem, bro. Keep pushing ahead, step by step, and success will surely follow. Embrace the journey and never lose sight of your goals. You’ve got this!

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That’s the plan

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The Journey to being Wingliss!

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It’s gonna be a wild ride

Feeling slightly down. Feeling like the idea of becoming John Wingliss is far away and I doubt if I can reach it. I want to get out of neutral. I’m feeling impatient. I want to achieve my goals now but I know it doesn’t work like that. Becoming John Wingliss depends on me doing what I have to.

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What’s your loop length schedule look like? Curious

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You not getting hit by recon with that length?

Actually, no. It feels so smooth

It’s completely normal to feel impatient when it comes to achieving our goals. Sometimes, it can be helpful to reflect on any specific event or experience that may have contributed to these feelings. Identifying the underlying cause could provide insights into how you can overcome them.

Remember, reaching your goals takes time and effort, and its path will be unique to you. It’s important not to get discouraged by setbacks along the way. Let’s change all these “cants” into “possibles”. And its just as possible for you as it is for any of us bro. Own that truth!

Keep pushing forward with determination and belief in yourself! You are capable of achieving great things if you stay committed and persevere.

You got this!

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Thanks bro

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I just thought because impatience is a symptom of recon.

You lucky then!

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Had a good time last night. Met a girl, she’s hot, got along great but nothing happened. Talked a lot, kissed a little. Met her friends too, cool people. I’m at an adult resort.

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By yourself? I love all inclusives too

You would love this place. And it’s a well need vacation.

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I was at punta Cana in June. The service was unreal

I’m sure I would!

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Came back home yesterday and I enjoyed my time at the resort. Met 2 great girls, had a good time with them. Didn’t sleep with anyone but I didn’t realize how boring my life was until I started having a good time. Both girls thought I was the life of the party. One of them even asked “Who is this guy!?” Because from the moment they met me I was the quiet guy. Also the female performers at this resort are gorgeous and one of them found herself getting into me. We talked over breakfast, she went away, I sat there checking my phone and that’s when she came back with an apple for a snack. I don’t think she really wanted the apple :smirk:

Went back to the dining for lunch and when I was finished eating she walked over with her lunch. Unfortunately that was the last meal and I had to go home. “You’re leaving aren’t you?” was all said with a smile and disappointment. She wanted more time with me.

Is it weird that I can’t stop smiling while typing this :sweat_smile:

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