I feel like Wanted Black is gradually making things feel more possible. It is starting to dawn on me that the real me is a cool guy. No reason why people wouldn’t like me, women especially. Still some lingering doubts but it the grip is getting weaker and weaker. Yesterday showed me that I worry too much. Yesterday I drove to work and forgot my wallet at home. Didn’t even realize until my father gave me some cash to pay some people. I was panicking but yet not panicking; in other words, I wasn’t losing my mind. Everything worked out with zero drama. I admitted it and was told these things happen. The release of not having to worry felt good.
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I was in the fast food line 2 days ago, and a girl walked in right behind me. I was in my head, focusing too much oh other people that were around me and what they were thinking, also I never really committed to the interaction. Just threw out a half-hearted “What do you recommend?” I’m better than that.
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Still a lot of work to do and a lot of issues to work through. Thought I was further along than I was, turns out I’m far behind and below. Can’t even say with certainty that becoming John Wingliss is even gonna happen for this year. Not switching subs, just stating what I hope aren’t facts.
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This sounds like recon.
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Yeah, taking a 3 day break.
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Been a minute, but not much to report. Been on a washout since Sept 1st. During the week I felt some things being healed. A girl from the Philippines that I meet reached out but that was to talk about a friend of mine she liked. Woke up to a girl following me on Instagram but it seems she has a boyfriend.
There was one thing I forgot to mention, and it actually is significant. I’m starting to accept the fact that I’m a nice guy. I don’t want to be edgy or act tough or cool or any of that. By nature I’m a gentle soul, I don’t want to hurt or offend people if I can help it. What worries me is that I might start getting pushed around. That is what I don’t want.
Recon has been hitting in the form of me worrying about money. Thought about switching to Emperor or maybe stacking Mogul and R.I.C.H. I know it’s Recon because it goes away after a while and the relief always feels good. Always feels like I got through something. Today some drama took place and I sorta panicked sorta didn’t (WB’s nonchalance). Thought about going with a different sub but then the issue worked itself out. The release afterwards was good.
Something odd to report from this morning. For a while now, I have had thoughts of hit pause on WB and focusing on building up my wealth. My idea was to Stack Mogul and RICH. I even read the sales pages which some how got me motivated. Next thing I knew I was attacking my office work, legit productivity. I haven’t listened to either Mogul or RICH yet; I’m still technically on WB. Last loop was Saturday and I have been on rest days ever since. Now I’m thinking of sticking with WB and just stacking RICH. I’m still thinking of putting WB to the side to stack Mogul and RICH.
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Haven’t listened to WB since Saturday and right now I just feel very chill. The air I’m breathing feels fresher than normal, something was released. I always like these feelings. The days when you don’t listen is when you feel things happen. Nothing to report in terms of attraction though but that’s on me. Saw 2 girls that were beautiful in the supermarket and choked.
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Don’t know how many people read my last post before I deleted it but the reason why I did was because that didn’t feel like me. Its an inner conflict between what I want out of life and what I feel I have to do. I’m choosing to focus on what I want and who I want to be but will do so with a slight twist. I’m going back to OG Wanted for a while and back to WB later on down the line.
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What’s the difference between both?
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Too early to say for certain but WOG feels a bit more focused; probably due to the short script.
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Been back on WB since Sunday and I think there is something I should point out. I am someone that since childhood I have had issues with canker sores. Sometimes I cold deal with them other times they would be painful to the point where I could barely eat. On Wanted and Wanted Black, notice they aren’t a problem. If I’m using one I don’t get the sores. If I stop using them, I would start feeling them come on, I can use either one and the sores would disappear in a week or less. Canker sores usually occur when I feel stressed so I sure the nonchalance plays a part as well. I mention this because over the weekend I had 2, know 1 is gone and I barely feel the other.
Listen to my first loop of the New LBFH, too early to really say what is happening. It definitely felt strong during the loop though.
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Waking this thread up. I want what I want, and I can’t let paranoia get in my way. Went on a 6 day washout and started listening to WB solo from Sunday Jan 14th. I’m feeling really good today and not just because its my birthday. I’m feeling good and chill and I believe its going to be a good day.
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