New member and journal SS+WB

Thank you :slight_smile: I was thinking of getting Paragon for this…

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Hey Lion, I’m recovering from a sickness, still have an annoying cough. I bought Paragon, do you (or anyone else who reads this) think I should add it to my stack today?

Day 10.

5 min SS, 00:30 WB (going easy today since I was sick for a few days).

Edit: felt a bit depressed and anxious for like 10-15 minutes after listening. Recon?

How many titles are you running right now?

2, SS and WB

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You can add Paragon Complete then.

Do this though:

Day 1: Sex & Seduction x1, Wanted Black x1
Day 2: Rest
Day 3: Paragon Complete x1
Etc

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For sure, that’s what I was thinking, thanks :slight_smile:

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Day 11 rest day.

Just about over this annoying sickness. Feel a bit ā€œfuzzyā€ mentally today. Not sure if it’s the sickness or recon. Aside from that, feel mostly okay.

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Day 12.

SS for 5 min, WB for 4 min.

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Day 13 rest day.

Not much of note. Went to the gym, nothing out of the ordinary as far as I can tell, except maybe I feel more secure and less needy… thinking about running Genesis and/or Khan for next cycle to really figure out what I want. Haven’t done any approaches this whole time, mainly due to being sick for the past week, which is annoying af given the timing… maybe I’ll force myself to do 2 or 3 today just to do it, for science!

Edit: didn’t do the approaches lol, just wasn’t in a position to.

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Day 14.

5 min SS, 3:30 min WB.

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Day 15 rest day.

Haven’t noticed too much. Sometimes I seem to get looked at a lot by women, other times not really. Still haven’t done any approaches because I’ve been busy with other random sh*t like today was my parents’ anniversary, and before that I was mostly sick and just not out and about doing approaches. Very frustrating. I could go out alone tonight and see what happens, but I’m feeling a bit tired and lazy as today was pretty full. If not tonight, I will 100% approach at least 3 girls tomorrow.

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Day 16.

SS 7 min, WB 2:25 min.

Edit: didn’t do any approaches today -_- was just not in a position to today. Tomorrow will do 3, even if I don’t want to and it sucks etc. lol.

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Day 17 rest day.

Feeling frustrated and angry today, and a bit sad. Recon? Bad sleep? Slept with my head propped up which I usually don’t. I don’t know if I can approach today, idk if I should feeling like this… should I anyway? Maybe…

Edit: lol I approached one girl (two other girls I just talked to, wouldn’t really count them as approaches though), and it went nowhere, her Uber arrived, or so she said. Normally I’d be butthurt and frustrated that it didn’t go well, but I actually felt GREAT afterwards, like I was so happy I just DID IT. And I ended it on a positive note and wasn’t needy or weird when she had to go and yeah, like it was just good, and my attitude with approaching just seems positive. Wouldn’t have learned any of this if I hadn’t done any approaches, I would’ve just remained annoyed and frustrated. So yeah like you still have to do the legwork, but once you just do it it pays off. Totally gave me a natural high and I’m excited to do more. Also, I immediately saw after the interaction where I went wrong: didn’t maintain eye contact, and introduced myself too soon. Btw I’ve done approaches before, a whole bunch in fact, just not in a while. So yeah given my bad mood, I was certain a rejection was gonna make my mood worse, but it was the opposite, which is not usual for me! :slight_smile:

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Day 18 extra rest day.

I’ve decided to do the unthinkable and take an extra rest day. I don’t feel bad or recon or anything, just experimenting to see how it goes.

Day 19, yet another rest day.

One more rest day, I feel like I was getting recon off and on a bit for the past couple days (low mood, frustration, irritability, tiredness). Went to the gym etc. now feeling a lot better. Not 100% sure it was recon, but taking an extra day seems wise in any case.

Day 20.

7 min SS, 3:30 min WB.

Day 21 rest day.

Chilling today, went to the gym, feel no recon for now… hopefully it’ll stay that way lol. Yesterday though, I was at a shopping plaza, a cute girl caught my eye. We looked at each other a couple times, I saw her later and approached her, did some small talk, it went well and she kinda negged me (hasn’t happened to me a long time) but I had to go. I think I could’ve escalated and asked for a number or something but I didn’t. Next time…

Day 22.

Was pretty busy today and I was gonna do my loops, but decided to just wait till tomorrow. No recon as far as I can tell which is good :smiley: Also I do think I’m getting effects, but want to keep it to myself for now so as to not jinx it :wink:

edit: decided to just run 3 min SS and 1:30 WB, shorter than usual since it’s late.

Day 23 rest day.

Yikes, I think I’m feeling the recon today lol. Tired, groggy, slightly dizzy even… I got a full night’s sleep but still feel kinda bleh mentally. Maybe will go to the gym…