New journal new me

Hello! if it won’t be too much trouble for you, Can u please include the stack you’ve played for each day, for upcoming entires. Because I am following your journey closely, and that helps me assess the listening with the days results.

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I will do what I can, presumably if I’m building a business that pays 10k+ a month I might be too busy to journal as much as I do now but I will certainly do my best to keep my fellow subclubbers updated :slight_smile:

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Yesterday I just listened to Mogul V2 on repeat after I got home. Normally my stack is:

  • Emperor v3
  • Ascended Mogul v2 (x2)
  • Godlike Masculinity (x2)
  • Inner Circle
  • Emperor V3

I’ve been tempted to sub out the Emperors for another instance of AM and one instance of Mogul but for now I am sticking to this stack

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Bro, have you done anything regarding removing limiting beleifs (if you had any)?

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Not with subliminals (though I believe Limit Destroyer and Rebirth are both in Emperor and AM) but I’m trying to do personal change work to overcome limiting beliefs. I read a short ebook over the weekend that defined beliefs as decisions and to overcome them you only need to make a new decision that serves your purpose. E.g. If you have a fear of dogs then your belief is a decision that dogs are scary. In order to overcome you have to

  1. Be aware of the belief/decision
  2. Acknowledge where the belief comes from (usually past trauma)
  3. Make a new decision that serves you (dogs are friendly).

Then you can allow your mind to use that decision to make internal changes. Gonna try it out slowly and see what happens

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That Sounds like a solid framework.

However, I would believe, that no change is real change as long as it is perceived only by the conscious.
How ever by enough conscious repetition of a certain idea, it will eventually be accepted by the sub conscious. And that is when the real change takes place.

I would think the process outlined above is definitely effective, but not very efficient.

Just thougts from my limited knowledge of how the mind may work. I have not tried it myself, so please don’t take it otherwise.

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I believe for it to be effective it needs to become a recurring practice/way of life. But once you have it mastered it will reshape you faster and more efficiently. Like most skills, practice and consistency is the key

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Did you manifest anyone with inner circle?

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Hard to say. I went a networking event on Thursday where I made some connections but haven’t pursued them yet. Since then though I haven’t really met anyone

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DAY 11
Okay it’s actually almost the end of day 12 in reality but I didn’t come on to post yesterday so I might as well drop a few sentences on what happened.

First let’s start off with my dreams. I had a dream (potentially more than one) where I was on a road trip. I had an urge to drive. The road conditions where snowy and bad but I knew I had somewhere to go. There were stops and obstacles but I had to keep driving on this trip. The subconscious implications to pretty clear me. This dream was about me going down the path of my desires, no matter how tough, to get where I need to be.

Conversations yesterday with people were good, I was joking a lot and the conversations were always fluid. Everywhere I went I had an “all eyes on me” feeling. Like everyone was in awe of my presence. I sent out the orders for that large piece of business so that ball is officially rolling. For my network marketing company we have a group chat where people post business they do/money they’re making. I had to post about this work and have been receiving praise for it since. It feels kind of weird, almost hollow. I don’t feel as though I earned the praise because, truth be told, this sort of just fell into my lap. Because of this “imposter syndrome” I feel the need to keep going, and earn more. I cannot just allow it to be one giant piece of business and then fizzle out again. Come Hell or high water I need to make more happen.

I did a guided meditation while listening to Godlike Masculinity and it felt like it was really pumped up. The meditation felt like it was supercharging the masked track into my subconscious. I’m going to meditate twice a day from now on while listening to different masked tracks in a pattern. Today was GLM, tomorrow morning will be Mogul, tomorrow night will be AM, the morning after that will be Emperor, and the final night Inner Circle. I’m going to try this pattern once and see how it feels. After the first round I might switch to one full day on each on (meditate day and night one program, the the next day meditate twice on the next one, etc.)

Nofap day 11 went pretty smooth, few mild urges if any

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Also: I’ve decided to “blast” myself with one sub every night before bed. After I’ve run my stack for two full loops in a day I am going to play one particular sub on repeat for the rest of the day. This started after I ran Mogul on repeat Sunday night. I felt like I had an extra boost of “work mode.” For the rest of the month it will be Mogul, then in December it will be AM, January will be Emperor. February onwards will be decided by how it goes.

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DAY 12
I had a dream I was teamed up with the cast of Titans, that was pretty cool. I can’t remember to much about it but it was neat. I’m not surprised about it at all since I’ve been watching the show a lot lately. I had another dream where I watched porn and edged myself but then stopped before climax. After that I woke up really horny and rock solid. I’m kind of glad for that because with my ease in how well nofap was going I thought I was losing my mojo completely. But nope, it’s still there lol

I did 3 round of my HIIT routine this morning. When I woke up I didn’t feel like even doing any but I told myself 'Show up for yourself and do one round." The next thing I know I’m finishing my third round. Definitely building discipline and endurance.

Very fluid conversations today, making lots of jokes. Feeling more at ease in social situations.

Today was the coolest day of the season so far (-8 degrees Celsius). People were rushing around trying to get through the cold but I focused on my breathing, visualized warmth and resisted the cold in a way. I think the Wim Hof cold showers helped with that too (though I’m only at 60 seconds for those).

Nofap day 12 continues though today was definitely more challenging than the last couple lol

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is the show worth watching? i rarely watch series bellow 8.0 in imdb

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It depends on your taste. I’m quite a big fan of DC comics so I found it well done. I did enjoy season 1 a bit more than season two. There was more sarcastic humour in that one :stuck_out_tongue:

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DAYS 13/14
Not much progress over these two days. In fact, almost the opposite. There was a lot of regress. I started smoking weed again, which I hadn’t done since September. Smoking has made me way more lethargic. As well my eating habits went out the window and even my Wim Hof times seem to be down. I avoided journaling because I didn’t want to admit to taking steps backwards but I think that is, in part, what happened before when I stopped posting into my journals. I was afraid to be honest about my journey because that would mean facing myself in the mirror while I’m not making progress. I am meeting a client either tonight or sometime this weekend (currently waiting to hear back from them) about their investments and also potentially recruiting them.

Nofap has been super tough the last few days. I have been having very strong physical urges but am holding steady. November can’t be done soon enough lol because then at least I could have sex. My December stack will hopefully do wonders on that front :wink:

More progress to come soon. Adios for now

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Destroy Dick December :hammer:

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Text book classic reconciliation. Don’t be hard on yourself, breathe easy and just try to refocus your efforts.

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Is that a month where I have my dick destroyed with all the sex I’m having ooor…?

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Hmm, good to know. Perhaps the previous times where I’d given up so easy was because of this and rather than push through I stayed confined. Will keep at it. Thank you :slight_smile:

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DAY 20
Fuck, almost a full week since my last journal entry. I need to be more accountable. There were definitely things that would’ve been good to document which I might forget here. For one thing my sex drive is through the roof. Not sure if it’s nofap or what but my appetite for lust has been damn near insatiable at times. One of my dreams involved me “blacking out” and upon “waking up” (still in the dream) I was watching porn. My immediate reaction (in the dream) was to stop.

In general there has been an increase in confidence. Posture is improving immensely. Conversations are incredibly fluid.

Part of me not putting up entries is a lack of action. This makes me want to avoid journaling since it would force me to be more honest about my lack of motivation than I was ready for. Though this has been subtly changing over the last few days. There has been a definite urge to increase productivity. Still feel some resistance but am sticking the course (sort of, more on that below). On top of feeling slightly more restless, my problem solving has boosted quite dramatically. My ability to work out solutions is far sharper than before.

There was a conference call for work tonight where we took part in some role play prospecting. Usually when we do these our mentor/coach will stop to criticize very quickly or people will get noticeably flustered and simply freeze then give up part way through their scenario. I was selected to go first with a coworker and I crushed it. Got through the whole scenario without a single critique. The only comment my mentor made he did so afterwards and was about a conversational thread I didn’t go down. He said didn’t really matter, though, because I recovered by going about the conversation a different way. After finishing I was able to go back and analyze it myself and learn immediately how I could do/be better in real world situations. It was a huge confidence boost to nail the scenario so flawlessly and a huge motivator to go out take more action. If there’s any evidence I can give that something in the subliminals is working, is this experience.

Still eating somewhat poorly but getting back to proper diet day by day. Cutting out sugar is my main hurdle. Am smoking weed somewhat consistently again but so long as I can be productive and smoke then I think it might be beneficial (also so long as I can replace sugar snacks/munchies with something healthy - eg. carrots). If for nothing else, smoking helps feel more relaxed and gets me in a good theta state (especially when meditating) - that in turn makes me feel more receptive to the subs :stuck_out_tongue:

I decided to take AM out of my stack and replace it with basic Mogul. I did this for 2 reasons. 1) I want to focus much more on wealth generation right now and 2) My stack for December will have LOTS of alpha/status scripting so for at least the next 10 days I’m going to dedicate more to work/wealth. So that makes my current stack:

  • Emperor v3
  • Mogul v2 (x2)
  • Godlike Masculinity (x2)
  • Inner Circle
  • Emperor v3

That’s it for now :slight_smile:

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