It is quite interesting that just after I started using Emperor I went back to Neville Goddard and now everyone speaks of Neville Goddard haha
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Real good stuff. Have been inspired to learn from Neville Goddard myself. At the moment listening to “Immortal Man” on Audible by him. Read by someone else though. Love the way he explains the Bible in a mystical way rather than the way most priests do to induce unnecessary guilt.
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This YouTube channel has a ton of cleaned-up audio lectures of Neville’s: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWDzpEXnwcMXW9apxH1Bw0A
Listening in his voice is really something special, he has the highest level of spiritual development I’ve ever heard in a Westerner outside of the Open Heart community. He underwent the Kundalini during the time he experienced the Promise, which corresponds to 9th bhumi in the Open Heart model (of 13 total). Glenn Morris, author of Path Notes of an American Ninja Master is also 9th bhumi. Culdasa (John Yates), Daniel Ingram, Lester Levenson (during his later recorded lectures), Hale Dwoskin (Sedona Method) and RSD Tyler are 6th bhumi, which is the highest you can go without doing pretty intense energy work. Eckhart Tolle is only 1st bhumi; awakened, but no further.
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There is also quite a bit at http://www.mindserpent.com/?page_id=33 where that page is solely dedicated to Neville.
Agree about his voice. He LIVED The LawI
I had a dream once where Nev was in a travel agency type office, sitting on the desk nonchalantly talking to me, but it was a thick New Jersey accent.
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I’ve always wondered whether through my readings on Neville Goddard’s teachings, I actually manifested this. Had been hoping for a Neville-focused topic on this forum for a very long time and had been imagining that there would be a convergence between the principles behind Subclub subliminals and Neville Goddard’s thoughts.
Looks like the convergence has finally come into my reality.
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Day 1:
I’ve run ST1 Masked since my first post today. I find masked to be more powerful because it prevents my mind from getting as wound up.
I’ve got a very subtle low level urge to fidget; I tend to get this on Khan too. I’ve felt more more dominant and less willing to entertain BS or lame attitudes from family members (I live at my parents house) and been a little angrier in general. I rarely feel anger due to all my practice with letting go. I felt this way yesterday too, but it was stronger today.
Learned a new meditative technique: adding a mantra and connected breathing to Chi Kung makes it ~10x more powerful for me. Very strong energy flows, on par with the strongest I’ve ever generated. That’s unusual, I haven’t done a lot of energy work for the last few months. Felt inspired to do the full Damo’s Cave exercise from Glenn Morris’s Path Notes of an American Ninja Master; you visualize going into a cave that’s a metaphor for your subconscious, then travel through different doors that correspond to chakras. Again, I felt much stronger energy flows than usual, and I noticed a number of changes since the last time I did parts of this exercise over 6 months ago, which was before I was awakened.
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Day 2:
No dreams from last night, slept about 6.5 hrs and felt like I’d received enough sleep (usually I need close to 8 hrs). Mind was noisy on waking, as is typical when I run subs. I charged my lower dantien with just a few breaths while lying in bed, never done it that effectively before. I felt easily relaxed while doing my morning Chi Kung practice, and like I didn’t need to do my usual elaborate stack of practices to clear the energetic garbage floating around my body when I wake up. My Feel It Real sessions felt pretty normal. I felt inspired to try out the Middle Pillar ritual, which I’ve been wanting to try for a while. Also found out Israel Regardie is at 1st bhumi on the Golden Dawn audio tapes you can find on YouTube. My mind feels very sharp and alert.
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@throwthekitchensink, you talk a lot about your moment and time of enlightenment, and it seems awesome and extremely fascinating:
Can you share more how that felt?
I would really love to know.
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The first part was awakening (1st bhumi), which I did by taking a Guidance to Awakening from OpenHeart.fi . From what I remember: I didn’t feel anything specific at the time, but by the time I got to work everything seemed a little brighter. It felt like there was a thin layer of pure awareness underneath everything. During lunch time I did atiyoga/dzogchen, also called “just sit” meditation. It’s not really a traditional meditation, you purposely just let your mind wander without trying to control it. My mind went wild for a while, as it usually does, but after 10 minutes, the mental chatter spontaneously snapped off and I felt pure bliss and peace for a while. One of the biggest lasting changes is that I don’t feel like a bus has hit me in the mornings right after waking up. Eckhart Tolle describes this stage extensively in the Power of Now, and if you read it or listen to the audiobook of it you’ll get a taste of how it feels.
Every stage after that felt like increasing levels of peace, and more and more pure awareness or light beneath everything. When I reached Buddhahood it felt like everything had a large layer of pure awareness underneath it. Whenever I put my awareness on a thought or feeling, there’s a very clear separation between it and “me”.
There’s a cute little saying I read in Mastering the Core Teachings of the Buddha about enlightenment that I like: “Highly recommended, can’t tell you why.” That’s because you can’t fully describe it in words, you have to actually experience it.
Honestly, this wasn’t something I did just for fun, I did it to escape the low level psychological pain I felt. I was super logical and stuck in my head all the time from my earliest memories, never happy for any length of time. I numbed myself with facts and video games until my first proper year of college, then I decided to start working on myself. I tried pretty much everything: being a top student, lifting weights, online dating, cold approach pickup (started meditating per RSD Tyler’s advice), online business, then various spiritual practices. Actually seeking enlightenment was my very last resort. Almost 3 years ago, after my first nightgame pull, when I realized that all my self help work hadn’t led to any permanent changes to my happiness if I stopped my habits, I decided to seek a permanent increase to my baseline state (end to suffering). 1 year after that it became the focus of my life, and 1.5 years after that I reached Buddhahood; Neville’s teachings on the Pearl were what allowed me to finish the journey. The whole process, from pushing myself in school to Buddhahood took 7 years. Seven corresponds to grace in the Bible, which seems poetic.
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Day 2 Part 2:
Felt kind of irritated and intolerant with life after I finished work, not as severe as the day before but still there. Brain felt like it was running on overdrive, napped and walked around and thought instead of working on the business I want to start like I planned to. I questioned whether I should even run subliminals at all, when I’ve already used Feel It Real to create the states needed to live my ideal life. Felt much more peaceful after using Feel It Real to deal with the states that were causing me inner turmoil.
Day 3 Morning:
Slept 7.5 hrs, felt very calm and mentally sharp on waking, my central channel was already clear (which I don’t remember ever happening before). I have a light sore throat, which usually happens when I do energy work with the central channel; my neck is probably the tensest part of my body, I’ve been working on it more regularly. I had several dreams during the night, mostly spiritually related. In one of them I remember telling my dad that I used to feel the need to avoid danger, but now I don’t even notice that feeling because I can handle whatever I run into. I almost didn’t see the point in meditating, because I felt so calm already. I worked with one of Glenn Morris’s meditations that I hadn’t done in about 9 months, it felt easier and more effective than the last time I ran it.
I’ve noticed subliminals cause my thoughts to race. Other people in Open Heart that have opened their 11th bhumi or higher can sit in bliss without doing anything for 60+ minutes straight with almost no mind wandering. I’m not even close to that, although I was amazed at how calm my mind 2 months ago when I took a break from subliminals for a couple of days. I started using subs again because I’ve noticed that I tend to get stuck in apathy if I don’t use them, although that may not be as true anymore since I hit a new level with my Feel It Real sessions in early September.
For Neville, I highly recommend the resources at freeneville.com . Their email list is excellent, as are their Feel It Real Fun videos on YouTube and their podcast. For their paid products, Feel It Real Powerpack and Manifesting Mastery are incredible, some of the best bang-for-the-buck I’ve ever gotten in self-development. Also, actually study Neville’s lectures daily. I’d recommend listening to one of his lectures every single day, or reading if you can’t find the audio.
My favorite Neville lectures can be found at this YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWDzpEXnwcMXW9apxH1Bw0A :
The Secret of Imagining
Power
Imaginal Acts Become Facts
How to Use Your Imagination
Mental Diets
The Pearl of Great Price
If anyone has general questions about spiritual practices, I’m happy to answer them. I’ve tried a lot of stuff, so I can probably recommend something good that’ll save you a lot of frustration.
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I love this journal and your definition of what it means to be a Buddha resonates with me. It’s also nice to see someone putting in the work and not just listening to subs and expecting miracles.
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Day 3 Midday/Evening:
Didn’t work today, early in the day tried doing atiyoga (“just sitting” or nonmeditation) with my gaze held upwards. It was surprisingly easy to not get lost in thought, much easier than without controlling the eyes. I suspect it has to do with interrupting the eye accessing cues talked about in NLP that loop you through different thought patterns and states. I still felt that low-level internal discomfort I’m used to on subs until about 4 PM, when I nailed several Feel It Real sessions around receiving and effort. All discomfort/reconciliation from running Alchemist seems to have gone away after making these shifts. I also did some strength training today, my first proper workout in several weeks. I’ve noticed I’m not nearly as hungry running Alchemist ST1 as I was running Khan, which is good since I’d like to lose some bodyfat.
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Day 4:
One dream, super calm on waking, I just feel at peace with myself. It’s so smooth now it feels like I haven’t been running subs at all. I even jumped to the next level of my Perfect Meditation brainwave entrainment audios, which in the past has stirred up pretty serious internal garbage for 1-2 weeks; this time it stirred up nothing. This state maintained throughout my whole day, even with going to work. I felt content the whole day, which has never happened to me before. I was a bit worried that I’d lost all desire for a while, then I found some more things I wanted to change about myself (and yes, I’m aware this is a recurring pattern for me), including finally nailing what financial abundance would look and feel like for me and letting go of acting subservient around authority figures. My energy levels were very good the whole day despite fasting, I never really felt hungry.
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What did you come up with as far as wealth state? Only if you care to share here I mean. Understand if not. I’m always curious what sorts of things people come up with for their ideal day and all.
In the Neville-themed FB group I’m co-moderator of, I commented on someone’s post with what I’m playing with lately for the state of “Wealth Creator”:
“One thing I’ve been imagining from the state of wealth creator is going to see movies at the cinema during the daytime on weekdays. paying cash for it.
Usually for me, going to the movies is an ORDEAL in terms of planning it out days in advance, making sure I have enough money SAVED up to go, enough to get a drink, hot dog, etc.
Basically, before, it was doing from the state of “Gotta make sure I can actually afford to go”…
Where if I am truly wealthy, and get bored with what I’m doing, I just hop in the car and go see a damn movie whenever I want.”
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Yeah, I saw your post in that group. For security, I imagined buying gas and having no emotional reaction to the price. For abundance, I imagined clicking send on an email that implied I was doing a $10k training I really want to do and it feeling totally normal. I nailed that session, but I found when I woke up I hadn’t fallen asleep in that state, Alchemist pushed me onto something about my spiritual purpose, so it doesn’t feel done. I’ll dig deeper later today, see if there’s another scene I need to use.
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Day 5:
Had a funny and positive dream in the morning (I don’t remember having any dreams like that before), still felt very calm throughout the day, but felt a little dull. Only moderate tiredness despite finishing a 47 hr fast today, which was way easier than it’s ever been in the past. I feel less and less urge to do sitting practice other than my Feel It Real sessions. After breaking my fast, felt kinda tired and sat around watching pretty mindless YouTube videos for a while (my old vice). This time I noticed I actually didn’t enjoy them at all and felt no pull to continue watching them; probably because there wasn’t actually any negativity that I was trying to distract myself from. Read lectures 1 and 2 from Neville’s 1948 Core Lecture series before bed, realized that I needed to add a scene about buying a $1k seminar I also wanted to go to and hanging out with my best friend who lives on the other side of the country.
I ran a 2:3 ratio of Khan ST4:Alchemist ST1 at night. I woke up in the middle of the night, felt that I needed to add a scene of me living where I want to live to indicate financial abundance, then when I woke up I could feel I’d actually nailed financial abundance. I ran Khan to help prep myself for going out tonight, and to bring back some of the body language and sexual vibe that’s been slipping on Alchemist ST1. Now when I run Khan, I no longer feel that unpleasant feeling in the background that makes fasting difficult, I just feel warm and kind of heavy. Another thing I’d done a Feel It Real session on is being excited to get out of bed. It was easy to feel on Alchemist, but since I perceive the sexual vibe from Khan as heaviness, I actually mistook the sexual vibe for tiredness/apathy.
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Day 6:
Very calm just like yesterday, I feel like I’ve pretty much maxed out the purification part of ST1. I feel nearly desireless most of the time, and my sex drive is almost nonexistent (which I’ve noticed since running Alchemist, though it usually wasn’t very strong while running Khan either). I also used my Feel It Real sessions to determine my spiritual purpose/meaning of life, and to feel 100% satisfied with my primary source of income. Doing those sessions released a ton of energy. Also tried walking while doing abdominal breathing and only exhaling 70% of my lung capacity (inspired by the book The Art of Chi Kung), which made me feel very powerful and energetic. Tried running Libertine, it had almost 0 effect on me this time; very odd, it was very effective in the past. Decided to skip using subs tonight, per Saint’s new alternative listening pattern recommendations.
Day 7: Slept 8.5 hrs, woke up feeling pretty yucky but quite sexual. Spent a while doing standing Chi Kung to flush the emotional garbage out of my system, managed to hold Holding the Ball for the full 20 mins without having built up to it, which I’ve never done before. More Feel It Real sessions, mix of finances and pickup related stuff. Learned what my spiritual purpose/meaning of my life is. I practiced pickup drills using TV shows and studied infield footage for most of the day. Didn’t run Alchemist much during the day, ran Khan ST4 for 2 loops after waking (felt smooth), then 2 loops Alchemist ST1, then Sex & Seduction with a bit of Primal Seduction. I noticed the vibe was very different between Sex & Seduction and Primal Seduction, and that I had a hard time practicing technical game while running Primal Seduction. While initially running S&S, I found I had 0 patience for family members interrupting me to do other things. When I ran Primal Seduction for a couple loops, I found I was super chilled out and some emotional garbage got stirred up, though I couldn’t figure out exactly where it was coming from. S&S had more of an Emperor feeling, while Primal Seduction felt a lot more like Primal (which makes sense given the subs each is built on).
Before today, I thought I’d basically purified everything and was just about ready to move on to Alchemist ST2. After taking the night off for my mind to process all the subliminal input, I found I’m nowhere near ready to move on. I’m also noticing much stronger differences in the feelings generated by different subs.
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Day 8 Morning:
Slept 7 hrs after going to bed late, woke up feeling light and energized, had some fun dreams, felt like I could probably move on to ST2 later today. Realized I had a deep limiting belief around success with women; that if sex ever felt like a real possibility when I go out again, my life would self-destruct and I’d fall into a very deep apathy. This fear isn’t completely irrational: that’s what happened when I had my first taste of real success in Jan 2017, took me 6-8 months to sort of pull out of it and my whole almost 3 yrs of spiritual focus to finally end it. Of course, with my spiritual growth since then the same event would maybe mess me up for a few days, not years. Crazy that this belief was hiding all this time. I believe Primal Seduction was responsible for digging this one up (I could feel some sort of deep apathy coming up, but it didn’t seem like there was much emotional garbage there), and Alchemist helped me clear it.
I’m moving to Alchemist ST2 today, after running 1 full loop of ST1 this morning. I believe that was my biggest major block remaining, signified by how good I felt when I woke up. If I run into serious reconciliation/emotional garbage in the future I’ll toss in some loops of ST1, or even go back. For now it feels right to move on to ST2.
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