My subs background: I’ve run SubClub subs for the last 50 weeks with very few breaks. Subs I’ve spent 1+ month on: Ascension, Emperor, Primal, Primal Seduction, Khan. I’ve run Khan almost exclusively for the last 3.5 months, got to the point where ST4 smoothed out a few weeks ago. Emperor piqued my interest in Neville’s teachings, though Khan was what really unlocked their power.
My spiritual background: I’ve meditated daily for almost 4 years, at the same time I got into cold approach pickup. Tried around 10-12 different practices, from basic breathing meditation to the Sedona Method, Reichian therapy, Chi Kung, the Open Heart school of vajrayana buddhism, and Neville Goddard’s teachings. I started focusing my day-to-day attention on my spiritual practice right when I started using subs 11 months ago. Using the Open Heart teachings I became awakened at the end of February 2019, and by my understanding of their definition (condition of the energy body) I became fully enlightened, a fully realized Buddha, in early June. Khan ST1 was instrumental in reaching that level. I’ve worked with Neville Goddard’s teachings for 5 months, had many internal successes, many small external successes and a few big external successes.
If you disagree with my assertion that I’m a Buddha, ignore it. To me, it means I feel light and my mind easily becomes restful when I interrupt my thought loops. The world is brighter, I don’t suffer much when bad things happen, I experience pain or I get really crappy sleep (I only slept 3 hours last night, but after doing some Chi Kung and meditating I feel much happier and mentally sharper than I used to with perfect sleep). I’m internally relaxed even when my body is showing signs of stress. It makes my experience of life much more pleasant than it was before, and it’s a lot easier to do shadow work because I don’t identify very strongly with my emotional garbage. However, I’m still uncovering new emotional blocks every day as I push forward with becoming a Khan in my external life. I’d describe it like this: imagine your mind is a house, and it’s full of crap you’ve hoarded over the years. Most people are stumbling around blind. I have a really good pair of glasses, I can see all of it clearly. But, I still have to know where to look, and I still have to throw the garbage out.
- To master Neville’s teachings
- Maintain a spiritual calm based in awareness as I take action in the external world
I plan to run each stage for 1 month, unless my intuition strongly suggests otherwise. I’ll also continue to run Khan a few times a week to maintain that progress. I’ll probably also make use of running 2 or 3 instances simultaneously at times, I found that to be very effective with Khan for overriding my conscious mind.