My Mental Software Updates

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#421

I’ve been watching a lot of wholesome videos on Instagram recently

From videos about these people giving money or gifts to those that really need it

To these card show vendors selling Pokemon cards and giving away their rarest cards to little kids who visit their stalls

There’s something wholesome and heartwarming about it all and it makes me tear up everytime

More than a few tears have been shed but its helping with processing too

I’m notiicing emotions being unblocked and processing improving as I do this

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#422

So yeah, this is mid-reconcilliation

I can tell because I usually watch these sorts of reels when processing something deep

Also, noticing my baseline is changing

I’m noticing it like a wave, where I’m reaching to the next baseline but dipping back to the old version of me and back above baseline

Had to confirm my entries with Claude. But the instability is part of the process

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#423

I also got so angry at some of the thought patterns I was having that they seem to have died down a bit in fear

It’s like I’m actually refusing that old reality anymore

Pretty powerful instead of the just purely observing

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#424

Anyway, lets fucking go

Dragon Reborn: Regeneration

This core is definitely taking the dominant place in my stack

Which isn’t a bad thing

I’ve just noticed my Go, Go, Go mentality has died down quite a bit

The Nervous system regulation has been excellent. I’ve noticed baseline social anxiety has dropped quite a bit to the point where I’m holding confident conversations, maintaining eye contact and feeling at ease


But from this core I’m noticing it is surfacing a lot of material to my concious mind so I can resolve them


From Claude:

Saint specifically confirmed that the title invites your conscious mind to “sit at the reconciliation table” alongside the subconscious. That’s why the thoughts feel louder and more vivid sometimes — they’re being surfaced, not created.

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#425

Claude pointed out something interesting here though:

The tension with Love Bomb — having both cores in the same custom is actually doing something specific.

Love Bomb’s self-love scripting is pushing you toward accepting yourself while Regeneration is digging up the reasons you can’t.

That creates exactly the oscillation you’re journaling about — days where you genuinely feel attractive followed by days where the old wound screams back.

They’re not fighting each other, but they are working on the same material from opposite directions, which is why the swings are so sharp.

What it’s NOT doing — DR: Regeneration has zero action scripting, zero alpha scripting, zero romance scripting.

It won’t push you to approach women, won’t make you more assertive, won’t drive you toward business goals.

That’s by design — it’s a pure healing environment.

The anxiety you feel isn’t something Regeneration is failing to fix; it’s something Regeneration is bringing to the surface so the other titles (Leo II, Taurus) can work with cleaner material.

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#426

Love Bomb

This one has been a bit more difficult to isolate because I’ve noticed Regeneration more

But the obvious one is the shift is switching from external validation slowly turning inward

I’m feeling more good about myself

More self-worth

Overall I feel more worthy of things in life :thinking:

I had to review my journal entries on this but apparently its made me more loving towards my girlfriend (Aura of Love)

I’ve noticed I’ve liked how I look more espescially when it comes to my physique. WHICH IS HUGE for me as I’ve always been super critical of myself ever since I was little


One other thing that has healed massively and I'm not sure if it is **Love Bomb** or **Regeneration** is that my Fearful Avoidant attachment style has massively healed

I’m moving more towards a Secure Attachment style

And I’ve noticed this in my attitude towards my relationship (the relationship has improved massively too)

My fear of abandonment has completly gone

Thoughts of being cheated on etc have completly gone

It’s like I feel like things will be okay and work out for me

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#427

Emperor

This is a title that I’ve let run and its been building up

As if the the gaps have been filling in before adding another layer on top. Like making sure the entire thing that is being built is rock solid

May 4 entry — “I have made my decisions in life and they have made theirs and what it will lead to is inevitability”

That’s Emperor talking in my journal. Not anxious, not chasing, not negotiating.

Just settled certainty.

Reiterating what I said earlier, in social situations I maintain strong eye contact, have confident conversations - the Emperor frame maintaining in social situations

I think though Main Character Energy made a massive boost to this

You’ll notice the difference if you run this core with and without this module



Because a lot of action pathways have been for the gym and keeping my diet on point

Emperor has been outstanding in the physical shifting department.

A lot of people have been asking how I’ve been getting so massive so quickly

And I don’t know how to explain that it’s Emperor telling me to “Go to the Fucking Gym” :joy:

This is what I thought was my peak but I’ve managed to get bigger than this on Emperor:

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So, pretty happy with that

Haven’t really focused on wealth and empire building because of the entire focus inward but I’m sure that will change once I’m done with Regeneration

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#428

Revelation of the Nectar Within

Was thinking about when to swap out this but was surprised by it unlocking more dimensions for me

  • More blowjobs for sure. Better ones for sure. It’s improving as time goes on

  • Sexual talk is easier

  • Easier to tell my partner what I actually like

  • GODLIKE stamina - I have to actually concentrate on cumming if I want to if I have already once

  • Total body orgasms. These seem to be getting stronger the more cycles this is run

  • I didn’t notice this before but its actually bigger. Like there’s more blood flowed to that area

  • Noticed more lust from my girlfriend when she looks there

  • More mutual extractions going on

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#429

That’s a very good look, bro.

By bigger, you mean more muscles? That would be great.

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#430

Hello Lion my friend! :lion:

Thank you kindly bro :muscle: I’m always so critical of myself so that means a lot

By bigger yeah absoutely size wise

I’m working out less per week (thinking that is from Regeneration telling me to chill)

Yet my physical size is getting bigger pretty quickly actually. More than ever before

Had quite a few people comment on this recently, even the girlfriend

I didn’t expect it to be that good for physical shifting because it covers a lot of goals but Emperor is for sure a bulker

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#431

But you know what brother, I think Regeneration is doing a lot of the work too by removing a lot of the barriers and limitations I’ve had about myself

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#432

Excellent stuff, my friend!

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#433

Natty?

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#434

Cycle Day 42, 06/05/2026 - Rest

Lack of motivation

The more I run Emperor and RICH the more I realise I’m working in an area that I’m not enjoying anymore

It’s like I’m becoming more aware of the fact I’m not happy where I am but I am waiting for a bit of direction of what to do and where to go next

Needing a bit of direction. A ping. Some intuition

Hmm…

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#435

I think this is mostly Emperor as i’v seen a few other report this as well

Probably sensing not much growth in the job or just want to be a buisness owner?

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#436

I think its just disatisfaction from where I am at

Like I feel like I can do better

And I think a lot of my self worth has grown so much that I’m feeling a bit of restlessness right now

Yeah definitely the first. Second one I’m not sure yet, I’m waiting on my intuition to guide me of what to do next

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#437

Cycle Day 43, 07/05/2026 - Taurus 4.00, Leo II 4.00, Libra 4.00

It’s like a volume knob or equaliser for the two realities of mine

The old one is slowly getting turned down whilst the new one is being made louder

I’m noticing this more and more as this cycle progresses

I think the switch to 60 days (30 listening days) was a good idea because you can notice this more without the stop and starting of the 21 day cycles


Quote from somewhere I can’t remember:

It is always slowest in the middle. The feeling is like moving through sludge. Afterwards you’ll look back and think fuck I changed so quickly

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#438

Also, I’ve started to notice that the things I don’t really pay attention to happen to happen the quickest

One being Porn

I hadn’t even set out to stop watching it

And yet right now I just feel almost zero interest in doing so

Not sure if that’s Emperor?

Not sure if that’s Regeneration?

It’s like my mind is saying “Nah can’t be bothered with that”

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#439

Washout Day 1 - 08/05/2026
Washout Day 2 - 09/05/2026
Washout Day 3 - 10/05/2026
Washout Day 4 - 11/05/2026
Washout Day 5 - 12/05/2026

Felt it was time for a washout

I could tell Regeneration was hitting a wall with the thought patterns I was having in my offline journals

So, I guess its time to drop Libra (Regeneration + Love Bomb)

I think it’s done its job and time to move on to something else

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#440

The recon was pretty brutal though on the washout

Especially day 4-5

It was like without the support scripting I was hit by everything at once that was bothering me in my life

It’s settled down now but needed a much needed chill day on day 4 to let this all process

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