My Mental Software Updates

Cycle Day 11, 26/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 2.00
Cycle Day 12, 27/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 13, 25/09/25 - Wanted 4.00, RotNW 45s

Noticing recon was creeping in the more I increased RotNW. It was mostly anxiety and it was blocking what I feel Wanted wanting to express itself

Have dropped it back down to 45s so my mind can breath a sigh of relief

Have been toying pretty obsessively on the direction I want to go with my subliminals. I want to keep wanted but also boost my manifestation capabilities

I also want Wanted to be in full affect for a wedding I need to go to at the end of next month

So, can’t do custom as it usually take a month or so for me to feel them properly

This leaves Name Embed. But do I module it with Divine Dominion or leave it as it is.

If I leave it as it is I can have a direct comparison of how much better Name Embedding is for me compared to normal titles

But with Divine Dominion it is more stackable and longer lasting…

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Cycle Day 14, 29/09/25 - Rest

I actually thought of adding this journal last night because a thought occurred to me. There is this module called Naturalizer in the q store:-

I kind of realised this on reflection last night, all the changes that have happened over the past year feel like this module

You just sort of realise “Oh yeah… so that is changed about me. Forgot I used to think/act like that…”

Like I am a different person but I couldn’t say there was one big moment where I totally transformed. Just a lot over time

Interesting to realise that…

Something I’ve realised too is that my thoughts about sex have actually really gone down this cycle. Not sure if that is the bloom of KBST1 or effects of RotNW

Porn doesn’t seem to interest me. I actually loaded it up as a test last night and thought Huh? Unless I choose to PMO I am completely okay and disinterested in looking at this

Might be a temporary feeling or my brain actually rewiring itself, who knows

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Pulled the trigger on this custom:

WANTED Core
Revelation of the Nectar Within
Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon
Void of Creation
Pragya
Jupiter
Omnidimensional
Inner Voice
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
Auric Overdriver
The Architect
Energetic Development XI
Joie de Vivre
Gratitude Embodiment
Direct Influencing Aura
Synergy: Primordial Aura
Synergy: Beyond Connection
Synergy: Beyond Seduction
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation

Should give me enough flexibility to run main store titles on the side

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Cycle Day 15, 30/09/25 - Wanted 4.15, RotNW 1.05, Asc Ch 30s

  • Anxiety kicking in :white_check_mark:
  • Feeling needy and unnatractive :white_check_mark:
  • Feeling the need to change subs :white_check_mark:
  • Feeling the need for results to be faster :white_check_mark:
  • Getting annoyed at myself for feeling this way :white_check_mark:

Ah, don’t you just love recon

I thought I would listen to Asc Ch as it is something that gives me results a little while after I’ve listened in forms of strange synchronicities

It does give me recon though. The above I was feeling the day before as well

Its a result enhancer though so was curious how it would affect my stack

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Cycle Day 16, 01/10/25 - Rest
I’ll just have to let this feeling pass. Wanted started out outstanding for me but gradually this recon has been phasing in. Not sure if its RotNW or if something is being worked on at a deeper level

Its annoying phase where you just sort of have to weather the storm and trust the process

I do feel annoyed because I was doing so well but c’est la vie. Something needs to heal I am guessing

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Really liked this post, so putting it here

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Remember the temptation to quit is strongest just before you’re about to succeed…
Your survival brain is slick, it will say anything it needs to take you out of the game…

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Cycle Day 17, 02/10/25 - Wanted - 3.45, RotNW 1.00
Washout Day 1, 03/10/25
Washout Day 2, 04/10/25
Washout Day 3, 05/10/25
Washout Day 4, 06/10/25
Washout Day 5, 07/10/25



Manifestations are quite random


I’ve been noticing this lately with how I am manifesting things into my life

I get a feeling RotNW is contributing to this. For example, I wanted to cut quite a bit of body fat much more quickly from my body… Therefore body decides to get ill and results in vomiting and diarrhea

Not fun but I am looking leaner because I couldn’t eat for the last 3 days :joy:

There are other things that have obviously been manifesting in my life but I am just recovering from illness and that was the last one I remembered

After a cycle with RotNW some things I’ve noticed:

  • Sex is better ( I suspect its the sex mastery bit of it)
  • Girlfriend is definitely enjoying making me cum during sex. I notice it more as I’ve finished
  • Stamina is a lot better. Its been a step up after coming off KBST1
  • I definitely think manifestation scripting is in there and not just related to BJ and HJ’s
  • Noticing strangely with Wanted my interest in sex actually dipped quite a bit. It felt more controlled in quite a way which was a nice surprise
  • It seems to act as a slight booster/modifier really to my stack in way. Giving Wanted a more seductive (couldn’t think of a better word as Wanted is pretty seductive already) edge in a way
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I’m calling this one Gemini

Cycle Day 1 - Gemini - 2.00

First thing is I wished I did this for 5 mins instead of 2

I noticed my mood being better than normal and I thought it was a combination of Joie de Vivre and Synergy: Primordial Aura.

I’ve run Synergy: Primordial Aura before in a custom with Primal Nights and Primal Romance. I noticed I was always in a good mood on listening days. It was a very distinct uplift of mood while I’d be listening

But no, this custom feels different. And I remembered I put in the Anti-recon module. Going to see how it plays out for the next few days to see how well it works

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Module Choices for Gemini:-

WANTED - Main core. I wanted to focus on this for a bit as I ran Wanted Black for a good while with good results. Think attraction is an area of my life I want to cement down

Revelation of the Nectar Within - Supporting core. I don’t have really a reason to run this other than it will be fun. I also had phenonemal results from running Primal Nights in customs for 3 or 4 months. So, the sex skills, lasting ability, beliefs etc. stay long after consistent listening

Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon - Wanted to see how this would work. Seen really good reviews of it so far. Was not noticing the anti-recon effects of Wanted too much so added this in to support it

Void of Creation - Something I’m not quite sure how to explain it or how it works. But its a favourite for some on manifesting

Pragya - Seems to make the entire custom smoother for me. A good way to describe it is like a laser to your brain as it shoots the custom into your mind quicker than usual

Jupiter - Another manifestation module which is favoured by quite a few here

Omnidimensional - A module I actually really like. I ran this a while ago with DEUS. And the two would be firing off manifestations into my life so rapidly it almost became comical

Inner Voice - Noticing my inner voice could do with a bit more positivity

Epigenetics & DNA Modulator - I got the idea of this from listening to Joe Dispenza book. He talks about how your beliefs can affect down to the epigenetic level. Thought process is this should cement the things I want from this custom to that level

Auric Overdriver, The Architect, Energetic Development XI - I find I react pretty well to energy modules so have included the next three to boost my overall energy while I run this custom

Joie de Vivre - A feel good module to improve my overall mood

Gratitude Embodiment - Gratitude is needed for manifestation to occur

Direct Influencing Aura - Seen this as a popular addition to many customs including some of the more recent ones. So have included it here

Synergy: Primordial Aura - I really like this module. I was described as “having such an Aura” when I ran this. It’s noticeable. People come out of their way to talk to you or acknowledge you. Was a huge energy drain though when I ran it with physical shifting modules. So hence added the energy modules above

Synergy: Beyond Connection - Great module too. You become genuinely interested in the conversations you’re having with people. It also makes them feel important

Synergy: Beyond Seduction - Really good module for its instant gaze module alone. Can give a spellbound affect on someone you make eye contact with

Synergy: Secrets of Seduction - Wanted to refine my seduction skills without having to add in the SSX title

Synergy: Perfection Manifestation - Adding this more for seeing what its capable of. I want it to act as a booster for the modules in Wanted so the positive experiences increase for that title

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Hmm I should have added feel good modules before

At the gym and feel that great feeling you get after having a coffee or high caffeine drink

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Cycle Day 2 - Rest
Cycle Day 3 - Gemini - 4.00, Sanguine 3.45
Cycle Day 4 - Rest
Cycle Day 5 - Minds Eye 4.00

So, I was going to see how Sanguine would fit into my stack as I have a little anxiety that imo is stopping me fully expressing the sub

but I felt a bit of regret as I think I should have just gone with Minds Eye. It is a title I’ve been wanting to play for a while for its cognition/manifesting power abilities

Realised something. I see negative scenarios playing in my head when it comes to women. I don’t know why just yet other than its my mind protecting me from rejection

And this is what is stopping me fully expressing Wanted and is probably contributing in some part to my anxiety

So, Minds Eye. Perfect for visualisation and having positive scenarios play in my head

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Weirdly enough, on the day of playing Minds Eye a random woman I knew from High School reached out to me on Instagram to see how I was

Then another liked pictures of me without a top on, even though she’s married :eyes:

Odd, reality seems to change day by day

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Quote from the post below:

Then comes the breakthrough. The person realizes something about themselves that they never knew before, and whether they continue with the stack, or even subliminal audio itself ends up opening opportunities and viewpoints that they weren’t capable of seeing before. New “paths of manifestation” begins to emerge, and their new inner system begins to externalize. If the breakthrough was reached through steady, consistent means, we avoid the destabilization effect and instead the individual feels motivated, with a deeper sense of internal power.

If they continue with the inner work, the process then repeats from the start. Subtle, building to a breakthrough. The thing is, with each cycle, what one calls “subtle” changes, as the individual is now capable of experiencing more “in your face” results without it causing destabilization.

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Tips from @Invictus on why play order matters:

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Cycle Day 6, 13/10/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 7, 14/10/25 - Mind’s Eye 5.00, Gemini 5.30

Distinct lack of recon.

Getting a pretty good emotional control over myself.

Noticing slight improvements in my visualisation when it comes to how I want my physique to look

Can see why Mind’s Eye is being compared to Sanguine in the calmness factor, was in a pretty good mood yesterday

Also noticing how my reflection is more pleasing to me even on online meeting calls

Pretty cool. I am definitely feeling like I can handle more exposure than usual. Noticed this yesterday after listening, thought I should have gone up to 7 mins

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Cycle Day 8, 15/10/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 9, 16/10/25 - Mind’s Eye 7.00, Gemini 7.00, Sanguine 5.30
Cycle Day 10, 17/10/25 - Rest

This cycle has felt distinctly different in that I seem to be able to listen to more whilst still keeping my cognition high and recon pretty low

Distinctly noticing that I feel a lack of irritability and tiredness overall

I’m thinking it’s the anti-recon as well as Pragya which makes the listening experience smoother

Anyway I wanted to try the new 3 title a day schedule. Sanguine is playing a bit of catch up here

I am pretty sure Sanguine is smoothing out any recon further now as well that I think about it but I’ve only ran it twice so far

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Noticing the way I’m posting my journal entries is different too. The words seem more cognitive, so I am guessing that is Mind’s Eye

Physical shifting is accelerating with the visualisation. I just sort of hold the visual of how I imagine my physique to look

Results are more tapered body, muscles looking bigger, fat loss

Actions I am doing are diet and gym

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Cycle Day 11, 18/10/25 - Mind’s Eye 9.00, Gemini 9.00
Cycle Day 12, 19/10/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 13, 20/10/25 - Mind’s Eye 11.00, Gemini 11.00

I’ve been using Claude to go through my offline journals, examine my current custom and stack as well as the titles in the store I most need.

Issues:

  1. Anxiety around women
  2. Body image obsession
  3. Feeling unattractive
  4. Need self-love

It eventually landed on Love Bomb + Sanguine: The Elixir for these issues

The Stack You Actually Need

Custom 2: The Elixir + Love Bomb

Sanguine: The Elixir
Love Bomb

Modules:
- NEHE Core
- Psyche Restoration
- Synergy: I AM ATMAN
- Synergy: Breath of the Storms
- Synergy: Semper Praesens
- Synergy: Subconscious Mastery
- Singularity's Paradox (the MODULE, not the program!)
- The Feedback Loop
- Synergy: Iron Law
- Pragya
- Safety Net

Interesting how it would break down and review everything I threw at it. Including telling me what would lead me to frustration and expected time lines of results

This included every module and title I was asking it about

As an example this is snippet of what I got for Alchemist: Singularity, have a look at the break down it gives week by week:

When Alchemist: Singularity Would Be Right

Consider this title in 2-3 YEARS when:

  • :white_check_mark: You’re fully healed (anxiety gone, self-love established)
  • :white_check_mark: You practice Qigong/Tai Chi/Yoga regularly
  • :white_check_mark: You’ve mastered several subliminals successfully
  • :white_check_mark: You want spiritual advancement (not healing)
  • :white_check_mark: You’re comfortable with abstract work
  • :white_check_mark: You have developed intuition and energetic sensitivity

NOT now, when you:

  • :x: Need foundational healing
  • :x: Have consistency issues
  • :x: Need direct, clear solutions
  • :x: Are worried about recon
  • :x: Don’t describe spiritual practices

The Danger

If you ran Alchemist: Singularity now:

Week 1-2:

  • “This is interesting, I’m feeling things”
  • Abstract experiences begin
  • Confusion starts

Week 3-4:

  • “This isn’t addressing my anxiety”
  • “I’m seeing weird perspectives but still feel unattractive”
  • “This is too abstract, I don’t know what to do with it”

Week 5-6:

  • Frustration builds
  • Switch to another program
  • Pattern repeats (your history)

You’d waste weeks/months on the wrong tool.

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What the AI is pretty clear on is to run a stack/title for a MINIMUM 6 months to see the results you want

Pretty in line with the experience I’ve been having on titles and modules

And what I’ve been seeing from others on the forum who run titles for over 9 months etc.

Pretty sure I saw a comment from Saint saying the titles were supposed to be ran for a year as well…

Timeline Without MDFY: Freedom

If running standard execution:

Phase 1: Initial Impact (Weeks 1-4)

  • Honeymoon period
  • Initial changes noticed
  • Excitement and hope

Phase 2: Heavy Recon (Weeks 4-12)

  • Deep work begins
  • Wounds surface
  • Identity crisis (if I AM ATMAN included)
  • Intense emotional processing
  • This is where most people quit

Phase 3: Integration (Months 3-5)

  • Recon subsides
  • New patterns forming
  • Transformation becoming visible
  • Hope returns

Phase 4: Solidification (Months 5-6)

  • New identity stable
  • Old patterns broken
  • Transformation complete
  • Ready to maintain

Total: 6 months for “complete” transformation

But “complete” means:

  • Major shifts done
  • Core wounds healed
  • New baseline established
  • NOT that you stop running the programs

Complete meaning a new baseline is set is pretty interesting to me. It doesn't mean to stop running the title
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