My Mental Software Updates

Cycle Day 6, 21/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 7, 22/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 45s

Yesterday was much, much better in terms of reconcilliation.

Overall, a good day. Was at a tradeshow and found myself interacting with a lot of women in general.

I’m becoming more relaxed and comfortable bantering with women I’ve just met

IOIs are just becoming my norm

Even though I wasn’t even looking my best (my girlfriend commented I looked like a hobo with my unshaved look and out of bed hair :laughing: it didn’t affect me I still felt attractive)

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Thought this was a cool reminder for when we go through reconciliation

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Cycle Day 8, 23/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 9, 24/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 1.30

I’ve been looking at how to create a custom for a while. Trying to decide how to stramline my stack have a bigger focus on manifestations.

I’ve been noticing a lot of manifestations have actually been happening in my life but I’ve not really been paying attention to them

RotNW seems to add an extra layer of smoothness to Wanted. Still feel like Wanted is doing the main driving of this stack which is fine by me as I wanted RotNW to just be an auxiliary in case I wanted to drop it

Recon is fine. Noticed I had a very sexual lucid dream last night though. It was almost a wet dream, I was laying in bed and multiple women would climb on top of me and have sex with me one after the other. Not sure how it almost became a wet dream as i haven’t been abstaining at all

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Cycle Day 10, 25/09/25 - Rest

Noticing the effects are carrying over into the second day which is pretty nice. It is usually the second day after listening that I start to feel a bit of anxiety creeping in

But I am actually pretty impressed with how much I am getting from this cycle already

Still going through the little obsession over building a custom. Tinkering and swapping modules in a spreadsheet I have. Pretty sure this is one of my forms of reconciliation but c’est la vie. I’ll take that over feeling miserable or something :joy:

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Reminder for myself on how NSE cores work

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Cycle Day 11, 26/09/25 - Wanted 3.45, RotNW 2.00
Cycle Day 12, 27/09/25 - Rest
Cycle Day 13, 25/09/25 - Wanted 4.00, RotNW 45s

Noticing recon was creeping in the more I increased RotNW. It was mostly anxiety and it was blocking what I feel Wanted wanting to express itself

Have dropped it back down to 45s so my mind can breath a sigh of relief

Have been toying pretty obsessively on the direction I want to go with my subliminals. I want to keep wanted but also boost my manifestation capabilities

I also want Wanted to be in full affect for a wedding I need to go to at the end of next month

So, can’t do custom as it usually take a month or so for me to feel them properly

This leaves Name Embed. But do I module it with Divine Dominion or leave it as it is.

If I leave it as it is I can have a direct comparison of how much better Name Embedding is for me compared to normal titles

But with Divine Dominion it is more stackable and longer lasting…

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Cycle Day 14, 29/09/25 - Rest

I actually thought of adding this journal last night because a thought occurred to me. There is this module called Naturalizer in the q store:-

I kind of realised this on reflection last night, all the changes that have happened over the past year feel like this module

You just sort of realise “Oh yeah… so that is changed about me. Forgot I used to think/act like that…”

Like I am a different person but I couldn’t say there was one big moment where I totally transformed. Just a lot over time

Interesting to realise that…

Something I’ve realised too is that my thoughts about sex have actually really gone down this cycle. Not sure if that is the bloom of KBST1 or effects of RotNW

Porn doesn’t seem to interest me. I actually loaded it up as a test last night and thought Huh? Unless I choose to PMO I am completely okay and disinterested in looking at this

Might be a temporary feeling or my brain actually rewiring itself, who knows

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Pulled the trigger on this custom:

WANTED Core
Revelation of the Nectar Within
Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon
Void of Creation
Pragya
Jupiter
Omnidimensional
Inner Voice
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
Auric Overdriver
The Architect
Energetic Development XI
Joie de Vivre
Gratitude Embodiment
Direct Influencing Aura
Synergy: Primordial Aura
Synergy: Beyond Connection
Synergy: Beyond Seduction
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation

Should give me enough flexibility to run main store titles on the side

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Cycle Day 15, 30/09/25 - Wanted 4.15, RotNW 1.05, Asc Ch 30s

  • Anxiety kicking in :white_check_mark:
  • Feeling needy and unnatractive :white_check_mark:
  • Feeling the need to change subs :white_check_mark:
  • Feeling the need for results to be faster :white_check_mark:
  • Getting annoyed at myself for feeling this way :white_check_mark:

Ah, don’t you just love recon

I thought I would listen to Asc Ch as it is something that gives me results a little while after I’ve listened in forms of strange synchronicities

It does give me recon though. The above I was feeling the day before as well

Its a result enhancer though so was curious how it would affect my stack

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Cycle Day 16, 01/10/25 - Rest
I’ll just have to let this feeling pass. Wanted started out outstanding for me but gradually this recon has been phasing in. Not sure if its RotNW or if something is being worked on at a deeper level

Its annoying phase where you just sort of have to weather the storm and trust the process

I do feel annoyed because I was doing so well but c’est la vie. Something needs to heal I am guessing

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Really liked this post, so putting it here

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Remember the temptation to quit is strongest just before you’re about to succeed…
Your survival brain is slick, it will say anything it needs to take you out of the game…

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Cycle Day 17, 02/10/25 - Wanted - 3.45, RotNW 1.00
Washout Day 1, 03/10/25
Washout Day 2, 04/10/25
Washout Day 3, 05/10/25
Washout Day 4, 06/10/25
Washout Day 5, 07/10/25



Manifestations are quite random


I’ve been noticing this lately with how I am manifesting things into my life

I get a feeling RotNW is contributing to this. For example, I wanted to cut quite a bit of body fat much more quickly from my body… Therefore body decides to get ill and results in vomiting and diarrhea

Not fun but I am looking leaner because I couldn’t eat for the last 3 days :joy:

There are other things that have obviously been manifesting in my life but I am just recovering from illness and that was the last one I remembered

After a cycle with RotNW some things I’ve noticed:

  • Sex is better ( I suspect its the sex mastery bit of it)
  • Girlfriend is definitely enjoying making me cum during sex. I notice it more as I’ve finished
  • Stamina is a lot better. Its been a step up after coming off KBST1
  • I definitely think manifestation scripting is in there and not just related to BJ and HJ’s
  • Noticing strangely with Wanted my interest in sex actually dipped quite a bit. It felt more controlled in quite a way which was a nice surprise
  • It seems to act as a slight booster/modifier really to my stack in way. Giving Wanted a more seductive (couldn’t think of a better word as Wanted is pretty seductive already) edge in a way
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I’m calling this one Gemini

Cycle Day 1 - Gemini - 2.00

First thing is I wished I did this for 5 mins instead of 2

I noticed my mood being better than normal and I thought it was a combination of Joie de Vivre and Synergy: Primordial Aura.

I’ve run Synergy: Primordial Aura before in a custom with Primal Nights and Primal Romance. I noticed I was always in a good mood on listening days. It was a very distinct uplift of mood while I’d be listening

But no, this custom feels different. And I remembered I put in the Anti-recon module. Going to see how it plays out for the next few days to see how well it works

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Module Choices for Gemini:-

WANTED - Main core. I wanted to focus on this for a bit as I ran Wanted Black for a good while with good results. Think attraction is an area of my life I want to cement down

Revelation of the Nectar Within - Supporting core. I don’t have really a reason to run this other than it will be fun. I also had phenonemal results from running Primal Nights in customs for 3 or 4 months. So, the sex skills, lasting ability, beliefs etc. stay long after consistent listening

Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon - Wanted to see how this would work. Seen really good reviews of it so far. Was not noticing the anti-recon effects of Wanted too much so added this in to support it

Void of Creation - Something I’m not quite sure how to explain it or how it works. But its a favourite for some on manifesting

Pragya - Seems to make the entire custom smoother for me. A good way to describe it is like a laser to your brain as it shoots the custom into your mind quicker than usual

Jupiter - Another manifestation module which is favoured by quite a few here

Omnidimensional - A module I actually really like. I ran this a while ago with DEUS. And the two would be firing off manifestations into my life so rapidly it almost became comical

Inner Voice - Noticing my inner voice could do with a bit more positivity

Epigenetics & DNA Modulator - I got the idea of this from listening to Joe Dispenza book. He talks about how your beliefs can affect down to the epigenetic level. Thought process is this should cement the things I want from this custom to that level

Auric Overdriver, The Architect, Energetic Development XI - I find I react pretty well to energy modules so have included the next three to boost my overall energy while I run this custom

Joie de Vivre - A feel good module to improve my overall mood

Gratitude Embodiment - Gratitude is needed for manifestation to occur

Direct Influencing Aura - Seen this as a popular addition to many customs including some of the more recent ones. So have included it here

Synergy: Primordial Aura - I really like this module. I was described as “having such an Aura” when I ran this. It’s noticeable. People come out of their way to talk to you or acknowledge you. Was a huge energy drain though when I ran it with physical shifting modules. So hence added the energy modules above

Synergy: Beyond Connection - Great module too. You become genuinely interested in the conversations you’re having with people. It also makes them feel important

Synergy: Beyond Seduction - Really good module for its instant gaze module alone. Can give a spellbound affect on someone you make eye contact with

Synergy: Secrets of Seduction - Wanted to refine my seduction skills without having to add in the SSX title

Synergy: Perfection Manifestation - Adding this more for seeing what its capable of. I want it to act as a booster for the modules in Wanted so the positive experiences increase for that title

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Hmm I should have added feel good modules before

At the gym and feel that great feeling you get after having a coffee or high caffeine drink

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Cycle Day 2 - Rest
Cycle Day 3 - Gemini - 4.00, Sanguine 3.45
Cycle Day 4 - Rest
Cycle Day 5 - Minds Eye 4.00

So, I was going to see how Sanguine would fit into my stack as I have a little anxiety that imo is stopping me fully expressing the sub

but I felt a bit of regret as I think I should have just gone with Minds Eye. It is a title I’ve been wanting to play for a while for its cognition/manifesting power abilities

Realised something. I see negative scenarios playing in my head when it comes to women. I don’t know why just yet other than its my mind protecting me from rejection

And this is what is stopping me fully expressing Wanted and is probably contributing in some part to my anxiety

So, Minds Eye. Perfect for visualisation and having positive scenarios play in my head

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