Cycle 28th, Day 2 out of 5 of rest.
My initial impressions of Wanted Black.
I feel pretty good. Definitely lighter than how I felt the weeks prior.
I’m more productive, and surprisingly my leadership skills was boosted a bit.
I noticed I’m more social as well and not overthinking as much.
On Emperor though I’ve noticed some respect, I felt some intimidation that didn’t work too much in my favor. It’s probably that anger I have inside and people probably felt it. That’s why I want the chill. I’m angry but I don’t wish to be anymore.
I was hurt but I don’t want to live my life dwelling on that. Life is too short and I owe it to myself to pick myself up and let go of the baggage I shouldn’t be carrying.
Old business is also picking up, it’s tiring and a lot of work, but we are seeing more customers coming in, so that’s great. I’m very happy to see that.
I need to fix the procurement, raw materials, pricing and what not cause it’s not optimal. I want a win win situation for both the business and the customers. It needs to be sustainable, and worthwhile.
I still dream of a wonderful career, I like the office life, but having a successful business or a number of them on the side will make things so much easier not only for me but those I care for. I also have charities I feel I’d like to support, and I just feel I’ll be more fulfilled as a human being if I am able to do so.
I want my finances fixed, and to enjoy life at its fullest. No more lacking, stresses and humiliation.
As for romance, I woke up and my face was being stared at. I was shocked… hahaha… the hell was that…
Lots of clinginess and I recall getting bit on my chest. Another what the hell was that… and it hurt.
I don’t usually talk about the details of my intimate life but it’s pretty fun and lighthearted.
Anyway haven’t had time for more intimacy but I’m pretty sure WB has that covered.
In STKS era, I still felt the best in KB ST1, I felt alive, and took chances and did things I didn’t think I’d be able to.
However this is just one 7 minute loop of WB before my washout. I’ll run the major or in a custom on my 29th cycle.