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#104

I ended up not running Heartsong anymore to make room for EF. The summer is gone and I’m now in a much better emotional place.

I don’t want to talk about that excrush anymore, but he’s a thorn I can’t seem to get rid of.

I’m no longer interested in meeting someone else. If I do and we hit it off great, but that desire is gone. My partner and I are in a better place, but I’m not a fool.

My efforts of getting more physically attractive are paying off. I have a desire to make more money. I want it all.

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#105

I forgot to mention that I believe that Heartsong led me to find a meditation that focuses on love. The meditation is supposed to bring a relationship into your life. I practiced the meditation for over a month, and weirdly enough, no relationship came into my life. I experienced lots of love and attraction from guys but I didn’t meet anyone I was interested in. It was lovely to experience so much love from people, and I connected to my heart and felt the love emotion from my own heart like never before in my entire life. It was a beautiful daily experience for that whole month. I sometimes did the meditation 3 to 5 times in the same day while running errands. It was life changing indeed.

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