Only if I still clenched the threesy 
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Nay still manly af 
Maybe somewhat more even
Not a criticism but are you still married?
Woah. You canāt end the story there. Thatās the beginning of the story! What happened? Why did you go from planning a threesome with her to treating her like a canker-sore in the breadth of half a sentence?
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I feel like this happens with many guys, once you reach the point where you can have it (while in a serious relationship), something inside clicks and makes it seem worthless.
I can relate to him, cause I was given the same opportunity, but for some reason, it felt meaningless.
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Yup. been there. Know exactly what youāre talking about. But the whole ācut her off like a tumorā thing makes me think thereās more to it.
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Lmao, well played
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Similar to a movie, much happens between scenes that we the viewer are not privy to.
After my lady asked me to ask the chick for a threesome, which she happily accepted (very dry and inorganic business that, not a fan), the girl started getting comfortable really fast, to the point that it seemed to my girl that the other girl was tryna take me from her.
She was. My lady is a very passionate Latina who will go from sweet to scrappinā in less time than it took for me to type that.
So mostlyā¦
For the girlās safety 
Edit: Hell, just the other day, I pointed out to my girl that this fine ass Latina milf kept staring back at me in the BofA atm line, from the car ahead. My lady rolled down her window, popped her head out and stared at her. The chick seemed to be saving the last fuck she had for me, cuz she paid my girl no mind. Luckily for the lady, my kid was in the car cuz my girl, after a lot of words from me calmed the hell down.
I just realized I was inadvertently āplate spinningā in a way 
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I just saw this. I did notice and I believe I journaled about the fact that the inclusion of Alexanderās Play actually neutralized my poly-ish intent for a time.
Itās true for me that once I know I can have a female, I want her far less. Itās the thrill of the chase, for me.
Girls that throw themselves at me are amusing distractions, I find. Girls that maintain a certain aloofness and mystery, hinting and yet not? Oooooooo boy.
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this is why I become less interested in 99% of the girls I see and meet whenever Iām on WANTED, because itās just āmehā to break my loyalty over a girl thatās throwing herself at me.
but the status boost from being surrounded by these girls? oolala
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I think itās safe to say that ZP really makes a person question what they really want. Dragon Reborn St 1 has put me on a journey of self discovery that has made me question literally everything about myself and what I believe.
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Yeah. I am
Stark was my first real non-recon sub (I bought Emperor v4 prior to Stark but got recon instantly) and it made me an absolute success on a live streaming app to where I was making 3k per month within a couple months. I stopped hosting on there but whenever I go into peopleās lives they remember me and they talk to me instantly. Theyāre drawn to me. I may go back to hosting but itās a lot of work. Stark would continue to help tho.
Mindās Eye is continually manifesting things into my life that Iām thinking about and even letting go. For example I didnāt want to do my company last week and three people said they couldnāt make it so I cancelled it. Other things too.
Emperor ZP got me back into working out and gave me productivity and drive.
Most people know my results from WANTED. I went through heartbreak on WANTED but I ended up losing weight and changing my style for the better. I got skinny af and was called hot and stuff which was great for my self-esteem.
R.I.C.H never fails to manifest money in for me. May be a few pound or hundreds. Whatever it is Iām grateful.
Khan got me over my fear of having a kink and being different to others. It also improved my social game and gave me more respect.
CHOSEN stopped my from killing myself. I was going through a tough time from the heartbreak during WANTED and other things. Literally the day after I felt so much love and positivity that it drove me away from being on the edge and whilst that might be deep it needs to be said. I literally havenāt been to that place since even though Iāve been off chosen since last week. Edit: Until last week.
DR helped heal me. I got a lot of recon but also a lot of healing. It was an insane time and manifested a lot of challenges and stuff (this was during Q or Qv2?) But it helped teach me to be better as a person and changed my perspective about a lot of things.
Alchemist and Sage have taught me A LOT about manifesting and spirituality. As well as many practices I can use with manifesting and mindās eye. Both have helped shape myself and bought along a lot of education in many forms.
Heartsong I personally believe bought along the break up between me and my ex boyfriend. We live together still and weāre perfectly fine BUT it was probably one of the best things ever to happen ultimately. Weāre meant to be just friends and deep down I knew he wasnāt the guy for me, as did he. Weāre perfect soulmates as friends.
Canāt remember if Iāve used anything else but yeah.
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@praisetheurdtree Idk how insane it might be for youā¦ Itās definitly cool.
Basically I wanted to kill myself and had really bad ups and down with my emotions, antidepressors stabilized it. I started Sanguine in January, it got my head out of the sand, started changing my mind to see the future as positve.
Three weeks ago I stopped prozacā¦ And yeah, I keep working on my stuff. My outside circonstance havenāt changed a lot, but my perspective have done a 180 degree.
Also, back in the day I was a āfriendzoneā type of guy you know. Pretty boy but never able to make a move because I was too scared. Khan changed that. Now I get laid.
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Only been here for 2 months. Ran CFW and Regeneration. All I can say so far is that running Chosen from within took my anxiety ridden, obsessive thought machine of a mind and stopped all the noise!
My mind is quiet, my mental anxiety went from an 8+ to a 2. Iām forever grateful.
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I mean thatās pretty insane @GoldenTiger. Thatās like a complete psychological transformation.
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Another thing which I wouldnāt call it an āinsaneā result by any stretch, but I definitely got a LOT more inwardly focused with my wealth custom + emperorā¦ including not really thinking about it when I deleted ALL of the āunnecessaryā apps from my phone.
The side effect was I must have appeared to have just dropped off the grid to people I was talking with via those apps, including @Brandonā¦ oops sorry bud! 
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Iāve been running Emperor + Stark + WANTED for about two months now. Iāve attracted a few sexual partners, one that I am regularly seeing now as a pseudo girlfriend.
Iāve attracted a learning course for a busines project Iāve wanted to start for years that I was trying to get my hands on. Itās over $25,000 in value added to my life.
Iāve been feeling a strong urge to push myself out of my comfort zone and get a sales job with $150,000 in potential earned income by doing it. And I have the confidence in myself that I will crush it.
These are just some of the benefits Iāve noticed and am consciously aware of.
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Good luck with that high paying sales job man!
Just curious about this quote, how do you figure it added 25K of value to you? Did it help you make more money, make your life easier, or something else?
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The program itself is worth $25,000 based on current estimations.