Bro there’s way too much to tell, and I just dont like talking about these things a lot esp when it’s still early in my path, I have my reasons, some intuitively so
but… I’ll say I instantly felt improvement in the following
- (may or may not matter to you to me this is a HUGE deal) my posture
- my voice
- my general confidence, just no more people pleasing vibe at all, altho with stark this wasnt the case either but with emperor you’re even more punishing of ppl who would want to undermine you, wit stark it’s a bit more tactful I guess but I like taking a shit on annoying ppl
(this can also be a downside at times, esp when I’m this way to some lecturers - e.g. I had this today with an SJW lecturer - wont go into details! - but I think I easily picked up on her trying to disrespect me , like extremely fast, and before I’d kinda go around it stark way, but today I just really outright showed very little respect if any, and even that just because I want to have that common courtesy otherwise even that I’d not show - - but I really responded appropriately I think -
basically, expect I think that with emperor if ppl fuck with you and your patience you may draw clear boundaries, and some people can retaliate - I guess this is why I heard emperor is better when you’re already on top of your shit, and well atm I’m a student, I see how looking confident and dominant makes others feel threatened, more than anything the lecturers and staff unfortunately. /// so be careful with that, some people are unhappy and they dont want others to be happy either) but eff it, still love it
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zero care what people whose opinion doesn’t matter would think of me
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not so positive aspect: in a relationship way, it can sometimes make me more distant, but I put chosen of Venus in there and with love bomb and transcendental connection etc, I think I’m still being a great partner form that aspect
and… I went ahead and put forge in my last custom also
this was a decision I am happy I made
now remember as Rumi said: " Don’t be satisfied with stories, how things have gone with others. Unfold your own myth."
I also overthink my customs (maybe a good idea! and in fact I gotta do it even more, and think even longer before I order), but I want you to know, everyone’s experiences vary to some degree from what I’ve seen
so just go for it and tell me how you’re doing
I can say emperor is the first sub I ran and my favourite in manyways because it is so strong there was no way to doubt it was working, and omfg, it changed my life forever. thank you subclub 
this is on top of all the stark stuff btw
they integrate very well for me unlike in the past when I ran these things, but I was stacking too many things back then
I think mosaic and name embed helps tons too , probably also the experience of having ran it in the past