I have been following your journal for months.
I am going to encourage you to consider taking 4 rest days in a row, and keep your mind open to perhaps do 2 weeks off.
I’m wondering if the subliminals might be affecting you more than others, and perhaps you might need fewer loops.
Yeah, I’m definitely more sensitive to the persuasion of the subs. I’ve noticed.
I took a wash out just over a week ago. Last week I started subs again.
I think my recon was from my extra loops of MSQv2 and WANTED. Which I’ve now cut down on.
Ok good am thinking about a washout too
Wash outs are great for sure. I’ll be doing one every 4-6 weeks.
Sounds good. For how long?
I need some PCC aid.
For those of you that have used it in the past, I’m not sure who that is - maybe @Azriel , @Lion (I’m not sure)?
Ever since using this my energy has been super sensitive on who to trust and who not to. I’ve pretty much always been like this but it’s been even more sensitive whilst on PCC - or what I feel is PCC.
Anyway there’s a guy I spoke about in my journal a while ago, and now he’s at the studio all the time - he’s a nice guy but there’s just something about him. Something off about him. I’m not sure what it is, it feels like he’s hiding something and I have no idea what. I’m so confused.
Is this something that is related to PCC? I feel like I can’t trust him right now. But I also obviously could be wrong and I’m so unsure on whether this is even related to PCC or something else in my stack but my feelings toward this are so strong. We talk a lot but I’ve had to take my distance because the feelings are so strong towards this.
Most likely a week. I found it difficult to stop listening 
but really depends. Max 2 weeks for sure. Until Q+ comes out at least.
Yes, this is with most certainty PCC. It doesn’t mean he is a series killer but it would be surely wise to follow this nudge.
I don’t think he’s a bad guy or his intentions are bad it’s just there’s something he’s not telling me and it’s made me keep my distance.
He’s actually really nice, but he’s definitely hiding something.
That you for the input man!
Maybe he has feelings for you? 
That’s what my boyfriend thinks too. He said he’s been non-stop talking about me (like how he cares for me), my body, and all this kinds of stuff. Which I found a little strange.
However the guy has just broken up with his girlfriend like a week ago and is adamant that he’s straight.
I hope whatever it is gets found out quick because the energy…I can’t explain it.
Seems like a lot of sexual tension you two are building 
He has helped me out with the fetish I wrote about in the past, like 5-6 months ago. He keeps saying he wants to do it because he feels bad that I’ve been so nice and helped him out (non-sexually) and he knows the fetish is a relief for me.
But in the past there was two guys that I fell for that helped me out and I thought they were also both gay/bi and that didn’t end out great and left me feeling sucidial and all sorts. That’s why I don’t went to jump to conclusions this time.
You are definitely a wanted man, let me tell you this. 
We shall see my friend. I’ll definitely keep you updated now haha.
Thanks dude!
I’ll tag him in the post.
As stated, that is definitely PCC…follow your intuition, nudges about people in general, but especially while on it.
He could also be ashamed or trying to impress, or likes you but has an std lol…there are lots of things that will ding your ‘off’ radar about people. You have to trust yourself and be discerning.
Recon on PCC at times I remember- also has me not trusting anyone
I’m still working on it with PCC. There was such a weird energy and I had no idea what it is or was.
I definitely think he’s trying to be impressive. He’s a guy who does martial arts so dance is completely new for him. He’s used to be perfect and I believe he looks up to me. He’s a very nice guy. He’s helping me out sexually with my fetish even though he’s straight. My fetish doesn’t take a lot so it’s not like he could be branded gay/bi for doing it if people knew what it was.
However I’m still trying to figure out if he’s really straight but he’s adamant that he is, and he just broke up with his girlfriend.
PCC is definitely giving me nudges towards people though but figuring what the nudges are are confusing.
Last week I bought a course by TheChadFam.
It’s about becoming more attractive and using certain tools to appear more attractive.
They talk about nutrition, hair, fitness, teeth, jaw line etc.
One of the recommended things is using a jaw exerciser (I’m aware this is potentially known as bad so please let me just say the experience).
I’ve been using the Jaw exerciser since around Wednesday/Thursday last week and I feel like I’m seeing a difference.
I’ve always struggled with eating real food like steaks and stuff that I have to actually chew, going for junk food normally, so I was intrigued by the use of it. Like I said, I feel like I see a difference and I feel like a majority of that is also using WANTED.
I’m eager to be more attractive. I’ve never been the ‘it’ guy that people fancy or wanted and that sucks. I want to be that person. I may be wrong but that’s how I’ve felt in the past. A lot of the stuff on the site you guys will probably know about already like IF and macros etc but its good for me to have the stuff all in one place.
I’m working on the stuff mentioned:
I feel like WANTED is helping direct me to the things that will help me become more attractive and shift. Something I felt I wasn’t. I’m grateful for this 
