New Chapter After running GLM since around September, i’ve decided to switch it for a more focused driver for my career and so listened to Vibes St4 for 15 secs.
Noticed a lot more drive, a better knowing of how to navigate social stuff/ dynamics, a push to become better organised in my life as i’ve kind of forgot what that was like to some degree and that’s something i’ll love to be as it helps with stress and clarity in life.
My weaknesses when it comes to developing my career has been social and fear of failing. I’ve almost quit music so many times yet when i run various subs, i always go back to music as my main purpose. I can do so many other things but just doesn’t feel right, it’s a lot more freeing. The thing i want to navigate is maintaining health while pursuing a career in music. I may have to become more comfortable in the spotlight so to speak but touring and all that just doesn’t seem optimal. I’m interacting first hand with all these bands at a grassroots level navigating gigs and all that stuff and puts me off. I want to maintain my hearing too and that lifestyle really isn’t good. I’d love to do ones now and again, it’s not all bad in my eyes, theirs nothing like smashing a set and having a great time.
I want to focus on songwriting in general and i have a great outline for a course i’d like to make that i believe will be different and more affective for people than the general advice musicians get when wanting to become better musicians. I just need more authority, more of a name for myself to monetise it.
I’m not sure how i’m going to actually do any of it so just going to do one thing at a time for now, not rush into anything, maybe a clearer path will light the way.
