Day 18
I have listened to
Ascension and Limitless on loop for over 4 hours today, and I don’t plan to stop.
The reason I am doing this.
In the past I have not profoundly felt “reconciliation”
Emotionally I have felt bad about life’s state and etx. and I have gotten the feedback that it could be reconciliation. However, it could just be that my life sate made me feel that way and not Recon.
Other times I wanted to completely stop sub usage, that could be recon or maybe I stopped for the reasons I felt back then we’re the real culprit.
So, I wanted to feel reconciliation like people say feel. Ie. Being mentally immobilized for a while.
And hence I’ve been purposely over exposing myself