Last stack: Sanguine and Primal Nights.
In retrospect effects integrated so well that they were invisible. Nowadays I have a clear mind or notice the silence in the background. Also doing some spiritual work with a teacher.
After the work, when I am here, women just stare at me attentively.
Next stack: Sanguine and Love Bomb.
Started the new stack today.
In other news, I have become very empathic through spiritual exercises. Yesterday I was with a friend who is depressed, and it took a while after the visit to get rid of this feeling. I am trying to protect myself now with some visualization of a kind of shield. But will also ask my teacher next time I meet him.
Cheers,
Matt
We should chat sometime about this!
I’m very passionate about this subject.
I grew up a HSP with extreme empathy and empathic abilities to the point where I would feel people’s physical pain.
Today I found the pink elephant.
I no longer believed in manifestation.
When I was younger I did and was in awe of all the wonders.
A mentor recommended me on Sunday to manifest a pink elephant and one other thing I won’t disclose yet.
And today (Tuesday) I saw one in the „people you might know“ section on Facebook as profile picture.
Why did I stop believing in manifestation? Because it seemed like pleading the gods. And something to get attached to on the „way“ to ultimate freedom.
Today I am switching between a silent mind and
I am too much on the smartphone.
This is not a fun habit. I will stop it.
A few days ago I joined an online course. It was okayish entertainment and not expensive. Today I heard about the upsell. Most part of the session was advertising. For the longer, more direct course for 50x of the original price.
I feel betrayed. It’s probably time to run.
False advertising in my opinion.
In thought the course would be to gain coaching clients.
And today I got a sell talk for one hour instead thin information and tools like in the other 4 sessions.
She even tried to make my non duality teacher bad without knowing anything about him.
I am the (d)anger. Nah, time to move on
This morning I got some bad news about the conditions of my Dad. He lives in the USA, was in the hospital and is now in a nursing facility for poor people. He was visited by his girlfriend, talked gibberish and was in a lot of pain.
I pray for his conditions to get better.
Also I am shifting my view about money. In the past money wasn’t important for me. Now I see that being old without money is hell.
Wealth sub next cycle? Thinking about Stark Black or Nouveau Rich.
In other news, I ran my second loop of LBnew today and one loop of Sanguine.
Today I listened to 5 minutes of Sanguine and Love Bomb. I listened to less because I had a headache in the past few days, and I am not sure if it’s connected to listening to full loops.
Yesterday I went out for a cigarette. A girl sat on a bench and signaled me to sit next to her. We talked a bit. She lives in the neighborhood.
Are you drinking enough water?
Electrolytes?
Do you have access to maple water around there?
No, but I read about it now, seems to be good. I have bought two Powerades with electrolytes.
Yeah it is good and natural sugar.
Working on getting my money trip handled.
Start loving money like a beautiful woman, romantic love for money energy.
Made love to a beautiful woman yesterday. I could go and on and on without ejaculation. I attribute that to the relaxation from Sanguine.
Have you listened to RICH?
I recommended it to one of my clients and thought of you while I was reviewing the sales copy.
