Man For Himself

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#74

Today is a rest day from my custom, in accordance with the strategy outlined in support documentation. However, it is certainly not a rest from taking action. It is as if I have gotten a boost in motivation, in joy and in focus. It is as if there is a mini subliminal bloom going on here.

  • At work I’ve been fairly focused in executing upon my project. I found that I was able to get into a state of focus quickly and just do my work. In addition I find myself thinking about perceiving my time blocks as maker vs. manager times (planning vs. execution). There’s also the general sense of being more well-spoken and communicative in meetings.
  • Greater sense of joy in what I am doing right now.

I’ve been watching a lot of Joseph Alai videos in order to understand manifestation more and as a result I’ve been taking a few steps in that direction as well.

  • Trying out the list method for manifestation.
  • Trying out the journaling exercise that @DarkPhilosopher posted (thanks for that!)
  • Also learning more things about the manifestation process itself. I watched a video about three different stories of quick manifestation and learned some interesting points.

I appear to engage the ability of first-person visualization more. While it’s not like I am seeing 4K HD behind closed eyes, I do get the sense that the pictures I think about evoke more emotion and sensations. Which by the way, I am trying to increase by running this Sacral Chakra Healing audio I found from a YT channel.

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#75

Two loops again today. One in the morning after my workout, one during lunch. I’ve found that to be a good cadence so far.

  • Working out: I powered through this one way more easily than expected! This workout usually takes longer than the one I did two days ago, but instead it measured up to be the shortest workout for its kind in a long time.
  • I find myself to be a better planner for a project at work today. Although it’s still not quite my forte I found myself doing well here.

Another thing: I manifested something. I wrote yesterday that “I am hanging out with a friend I met online.” Today, a friend messaged me out of the blue on social media about some food-related topic. It’s kind of funny though, because that means the sentence got interpreted a differently from how I wrote it. Is it an approximate manifestation? Is there more to come? We’ll find out. Nonetheless, I feel much more confident about my ability than before.

  • “I am hanging out with” <= Action
  • “A friend I met” <= Object
  • “online” <= location
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How To Cultivate The Mind's Eye?
#76

Will be listening to 2 loops again later today. Anyways, I manifested more stuff. Have to say that it’s really cool to have this ability. I will certainly be cultivating it more along with inner work as I have been doing a meditation that helps me complete the past so to speak.

Work out in the morning today also went very well. I hit new records on my key lifts. Visualization is definitely coming along as a result of my dive into manifestation and meditations as mentioned above. More and more, I know that I am in charge of my reality.

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#77

Ended up listening 1 loop yesterday. That’s alright—I was quite overloaded by the day which had a lot happen.

Today’s a rest day, and I have thought more about what I’ll be doing during the rest of my time during COVID. I’ve decided that I will be focusing much more on inner work. This was already a theme, but now I’m pushing it even further. Curbing things of a social nature—which is mostly in the form of calls and video chats at this time—as I became aware that many people are apathetic about it. I’ve been the one to reach out over all these months and they never did. In retrospect, did I really enjoy these things? For the most part, no—it was me pushing myself to be more ‘social’ whatever that could mean in this time. Just unenjoyable stuff that felt more like work. So I decided that I will stop reaching out to the majority of the people on that list.

My exploration into the world of visualization-manifestation continues to grow deeper. Joseph Alai’s videos and the scripting practice do make me feel really good about the topic, more than ever before. I remember when manifestation was at first a foreign thing, and then a thing where I thought it was just thinking about stuff in a positive way. I see it’s more than that now. Some of the stuff I wrote down in my manifestation lists did already materialize. I very much aspire to develop this ability even further.

Shoutout to @Malkuth who talked for quite a bit about manifestation in the other thread.

Of course I am not forgetting about the other things that I set out to do.

  • Currently at record levels for strength in the gym.
  • I am believing myself to be more attractive recently.
  • My hair is changing. It feels a little different when I run my hands through it, certainly.
  • Going to capitalize on QL by learning memory techniques (including the memory palace, where visualization will again come in handy) and speed reading. Wish me luck there as I tried doing both those things in the past to no avail.

This doubling down on inner work type and personal interests makes me more glad that I picked the modules in MFH that I did.

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#78

A Look So Far

Overall, things are going good when it comes to MFH.

  • Joie de Vivre is a good one. I think it can serve as an indicator that I’m doing the right thing. E.g. in my manifestation exploration I have had a level of joy that I haven’t had for an interest in a while. I think this module really kicks in for one’s proper goals, as I wasn’t really enjoying the whole call rotation habit I was forcing myself to do.
  • EGO ADSUM: Definitely a greater appreciation of the present moment and especially of moments of silence.
  • Deep Sleep: I track my sleep and my sleep quality percentages have been good despite largely not using supplements—the main change I’ve made recently is using memory foam pillows.

Manifestation

Here’s some of the stuff I’ve manifested since starting this sub:

  • Free milk tea (multiple times)
  • Referral points on an app
  • A free car wash at the dealership where I got my car maintained recently
  • A new friend reaching out to me online
  • Feelings of happiness after enjoying a very specific meal (the conversation and the general vibe that actually occurred was great)
  • A conversation with a friendly individual who approached me in public
  • A “hangout” went unexpectedly well during this weekend (that hangout turned out to be a phone call which yielded the insights I discussed earlier regarding rest of COVID)
  • This one: “I am in enjoyment of a day made better by a meaningful phone call” (same as the hangout one)
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Main Disc. Thread - Mind's Eye Q
How To Cultivate The Mind's Eye?
#79

Did three loops today, with an hour-long break in-between each one. Let’s see what happens. I envision the sweet spot to be three loops on M/W/F.

Manifestation & COVID-19; Man Is Really For Himself

Joseph Alai has a fairly interesting theory on Manifesting & COVID-19. It is perhaps due to one or multiple individuals’ thoughts that COVID-19 itself was manifested. I don’t think of this idea as a way to blame someone. Rather, I’m running with it as I theorize what coronavirus really is supposed to mean for me. See, I’ve yet to encounter or know of a single individual who got ill (or worse) in this time. I’ve only heard about it in terms of a few famous people’s cases. So the impact for me has been staying home, working remotely, and not seeing many people in all this time, in a year which I originally dedicated to social goals.

Is coronavirus itself a bridge of incidence that I am supposed to walk and use to transform myself? Perhaps to me, it is a trial of sorts in which I must do lots of inner work, heal myself, remove even more negative attachments and overall improve as a human being before I start seeing people (be it my coworkers, friends, and new people) again. Essentially, the conclusion is that coronavirus itself is a type of manifestation which is supposed to promote growth. That is what I have decided, and that is why it is imperative for me to not wait. The moment itself is perfect for exactly what I am supposed to be doing. So what’s next?

  • Stay motivated. I have to remember this.
  • I am continuing to push hard in the gym.
  • I am continuing to do more advanced meditations which are particularly for healing.
  • In a few days, The Complete Reader (Neville Goddard collection) will be coming in. Up until now I have not read any of Goddard’s teachings but Joseph Alai’s videos and the successes that I’ve had in manifestation so far have intrigued me greatly.
  • I now have another reason to start the memory techniques and speedreading course I’ve been putting off. Using the enhanced memory and reading techniques, I can understand and internalize these spiritual teachings even better. There is no better time to do this course than now, given the amount of time I have at home and the fact that I’ve got readings that will take a while. Of course, QLQ ST4 and ME (for visualization) are obvious subliminal-level integrations with this course.
  • Transmute my sexual energy for good. I really am seeing to it that it is used to support the initiatives I have outlined here.
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#80

Numbers. This post itself is post 79 on september 7 (7/9 or 9/7 depending on date format. It was 7:09 when I posted this.

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#82

I decided to search up the meanings of these numbers right now and I must say that I really like what 999, in particular, seems to mean. It is extremely relevant to my life right now. For the sake of brevity and redundancy, I’ll leave it to the curious reader (and I’m sure an intelligent searcher) to find out all the interpretations. The first one is particularly outstanding:

angel number 999 announces the end of something in your life. It is possible that a certain situation will come to end or that a certain phase in your life is going to be over. Most important is not to have fears because of that, because something better is expecting you.

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#83

The Complete Reader (Neville Goddard) came in a day early!

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#84

Saw 77 and 999(9) again today.

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#85

2 Loops Today.

Something about reality itself is changing. I find that there is a stronger connection between my thoughts and what happens. Because of the videos and teachings that I am getting myself into, I am also more concerned about what’s in my conscious and I take a more active effort to redirect conscious thoughts towards the better.

I remember when I used to find the connection between thinking/visualization and reality to be fairly tenuous. At the very least, in the past I would find this a hard process to take control of, even if I believed it to be true. I thought that I would have to strongly think about something for a long time for anything to happen. Now though, I am finding that there is a shorter time to manifestation and I am much more confident in this being an ability that I can hone and master.

Earlier today, I wrote down that my refund for a product I want returned is occurring effortlessly. I wrote this right after I got an email which said that they couldn’t cancel my order because it shipped out yesterday. Later, I went on the phone call and I found that there were 40+ people ahead of me, which got me tilted (more on that later). However, a few things happened:

  • Despite the automated voice message in customer support telling me that it may take several business days to get a response back via email due to being impacted, support got back to me within hours of me sending me email requesting a return label for my refund. Even better, they got back to me within an hour after I responded to that email asking a question about it.
  • So I had this thought pattern and belief that “I am in a tilted state right now.” However, after lunch I thought, “wait a minute, by thinking this I am being in a reactionary state and affirming a negative reality!” So I decided to drop the thought and countered with thinking positively and understanding that everything is going to work out. The push for this was especially strong after recently watching a video about accidental negative manifestations as well as about ensuring to become aware of thought patterns, uprooting them, and replacing them with better thoughts. Nothing too new to me but I was surprised at how quickly I turned around my conscious in the middle of the day like that. Even a few hours later I was really wondering and laughing at myself as to how I could have been so tilted earlier, especially because I now see that in fact the refund is going to go smoothly and work items went well.
    • The funny thing about the accidental manifestation video: I think the whole situation with the way the refund went was the result of an accidental manifestation. I had written in an earlier manifestation list that my order is arriving earlier than expected. However at this point, I had made an order from place A (but sent out a cancel request late last week) and an order from place B for the same item (much cheaper). Place B’s order is the one I’d want, not place A—and on place A’s website it said that they were expected to ship about 4 days from now. Yet they somehow shipped it out yesterday! In other words, I wasn’t quite precise with my manifestation!

Interesting stuff. Other than that:

  • Burst of energy today at the gym, completed my workout effortlessly and in record time. On top of that it happened in the afternoon after I had already ate (usually prefer fasted workouts in the morning), which is very unusual because I usually do not like to work out at this time.
  • Going through the course and I remembered how much of the memory improvement techniques rely on visualizations (not even talking about memory palace). Looking forward to be very effective here!
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#86

Looks like QL and Mind’s Eye are good fits as major modules in a custom sub.

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#87

They really are. Mind’s Eye even has a tailored version of QL Lite so the signs of that are already there.

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#88

Feeling the need to heal myself strongly. Considering whether an ultima healing sub is worth it. Of course, I’m also checking out something from another author which gets at what I want directly (healing the inner child, among other things).

If anything, I’m excited to soon hit 3 loops a day for every day I run the sub.

#89

Whoah…this video offers such an amazing take on healing.

The spiritual community has many beliefs about emotional healing, most of them are wrong - and this is creating widespread confusion.

Today, let’s put an end to that, at least for you. And then perhaps you can become an embodiment of healing, which you can pass onto others.

There are a couple of things you must understand about healing from your past trauma, your limiting beliefs, and attachments.

A couple of things you must understand, without which your healing process will seem like a never ending journey.

Here they are:
-Healing is not about revisiting the past and “doing something” to release it.
-Pain and trauma are in mind only - your essential Self knows no trauma or limitation. You are already free of all past. True healing is about just recognizing this fact.
-For any real and lasting healing to occur, you must let go of “the one that needs to be healed” - this means relinquishing attachment to the identity which claims to be wounded and incomplete - thereby fading away all belief in your hurt and limiting ideas about yourself and your world.

Today’s video is dedicated to these points.

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#90

Why not just read the Pruning Shears of Revision and revise your past?

#91

Is this just a lecture? http://realneville.com/txt/the_pruning_shears_of_revision.htm

#92

Yes, just a lecture but the concept of revision is very powerful.

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#93

Made an investment and the final unit price was 111.11, so my total was 444.44. Interesting numbers…and it’s also the 11th today.

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#94

Mind seems to be able to easily handle three loops now.