Man For Himself

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#180

Friday Evening

I purchased Elixir because I feel a greater need to focus on healing, particularly emotional healing. This is in line with me using Khan ST1 again. I noticed that the Elixir hits very differently from Rebirth. It is considerably heavier on the mind right now. I ran two loops on this evening and through the second loop, I was not feeling that good. I went to bed right after finishing this loop and I had some pretty strange dreams.

I also noticed a sensation in my upper-left thigh when running that title, which shows me that the Elixir is also doing physical healing; earlier that day, I had stretched that part of my body a bit more than expected (thankfully not to the point of injury) in the gym, so the Elixir was helping me recover.

Saturday

Elixir + True Social.

Several things manifested on this day, including a free drink from Starbucks and multiple people calling me on their own (+1 trying to plan a hangout with me) in addition to two new people reaching out to me on the penpal app. What I realized, however, is that I have to be more specific with my manifestations and truly focus on the end. I wrote in my lists sometime back that a certain specific friend calls me out of their own accord. Guess what happened? I got that call on Saturday, but I had to hang up quickly after telling them that I was on my way out (for a social event) so I was busy! I recognized what happened minutes after hanging up—I had focused on the middle, not the end. A similar thing happened with another call I got on this day! As a result, I am writing more specific items now, such as:

I have a satisfying phone call with someone who reached out to me on their own.

The social event itself went well. What helped here was when I was at a restroom at the event (after a long trek to get there), I imagined that it was the end of the day and I was telling myself, “Wasn’t that event so wonderful?” The bridge of incidence that unfolded after led me to telling myself this as I went to sleep at the end of the day. Of course, True Social worked wonderfully, too.

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#181

Elixir + True Social.

Ahh, what a Sunday. I woke up close to noon today due to the event yesterday. Then I finished Prayer: The Art of Believing by Neville Goddard. Also listened to the lecture How to Use Your Imagination while walking outside. Was very nice. Though I have finished 6 out of 10 of the books in The Complete Reader, I feel that the teachings are not to be looked at only once. In other words, I will certainly be looking at these again as I continue on this adventure. By the way, my favorite Goddard book so far is Out of This World.

Although I wrote a list today, I am thinking of taking a break from the lists. Just to put my mind off of it for a bit and regroup. I wonder if that would do anything.

True Social For The Second Day In A Row

In the late-afternoon/early evening, I hung out with some friends I hadn’t seen in months (one not since last year) due to the pandemic and it was very enjoyable. This is what prompted the use of True Social for the second day in a row (not done before since the Ultima version was released).

I have learned…that there is a buildup effect here.

While I am already close with these people, it is notable how much I was joking around this time. In addition I was living out some of the stuff I had read in articles and watched in videos before regarding certain aspects of the conversation. Such as using the opportunities to praise others (since they followed a certain path) as I talked about some of my recent developments and overall being able to put on a kind of act that allowed for a lighthearted mood while feeling natural about this at the same time. Perhaps the fact that these are my longtime friends had a lot to do with this. Still, I feel that I have changed somehow.

In addition, if I were to run True Social day by day that I would see a bigger shift occur. Alas, such a listening routine is unlikely to happen until the end of the pandemic as I’ve got other plans.

Coming Up…

What other plans, you might ask? That’s a good question! I want to use this time to heal and breakdown that which doesn’t serve, to prepare for the next level. Man For Himself alone already helps in this regard due to the phenomenal Blue Skies module, but I’d like to set myself up for success in the social sense. I’m going to alternate between these two over the coming week.

  • M/W/F: Commander + 3x MFH + Elixir
  • Tu/Th: Commander + 6x Khan ST1

Notice the following:

  • I have featured Commander, my favorite Ultima title so far. It pushes me towards getting stuff done, building a sense of personal power as well as removing the urge for bad behaviors.
  • MFH continues to be my main (it will stay this way until end of pandemic—which I consider to be the day everyone is back in the office and we’re vaccinated).
  • With the Elixir and Khan ST1 in the mix, I have a LOT more emotional healing. ST1 can potentially be on my schedule for months. As for Elixir, I’ll just have to see what it does in this setup but so far it’s been promising.

I see the use of Elixir and ST1 as a setup, if you will. I already know that I’ll be focusing on a different custom that’s much more socially oriented post-pandemic, and so building the foundation for it now is great. Don’t get me wrong, to say that’s all the Elixir & ST1 helps for would be wrong and would undersell what these titles offer. In fact, I anticipate that both will help with self-love (in tandem with Blue Skies) as well as improve my general introspective process in my day-to-day existence.

Hmm—the more I write about that, the more I seem to realize how much I understated the significance of running these two titles for what’s going on right now as opposed to running them for what’s to come. Anyways, off I go!

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#182

Commander + 3 Loops Custom + Elixir.

I’m getting exactly what I expected from Commander. That’s another thing I like about it—it’s a sub with very predictable results. I imagine it’s going to become more and more effective the longer I use it, and I will have lasting changes with it, even if the aura/action-orientation is temporary. Because I get stuff done with it, and that stuff is good for me in the long run.

Custom is chugging along just fine. In retrospect, it’s quite nice that I was able to start a sub like this at the terminus level and get results throughout the journey.

When I start running the Elixir, I set an intention to heal. Specifically, I tell myself “Elixir, heal X and Y. Heal anything else that may be good to heal.” X/Y may be negative thought patterns, physical healing (e.g. healing from my workouts), beliefs, and so on. I emphasize the emotional healing part more since I already know Elixir is going to heal the physical stuff that comes up day-to-day. This is gonna be good!

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#183

can relate I’ve been getting result from combining commander + executive, feel i will keep this till end of November. it really got me moving and completing task

#184

Enjoyed reading your journey in Man for Himself.

I should really build in QLST4 into my upgraded version of Glorious Dynasties.

#185

Commander + 5 Loops Khan ST1 + Elixir.

Elixir, heal me of my thought patterns that do not serve. Heal me so that I can reach the next stage of my life.

I did not have good sleep last night. I am going to make a strong correction on that with the temporary usage of a particular sleep supplement. That said, 1 loop of Commander took me back into action mode again. It is crazy how productive I was today, despite the meetings that were going on throughout the day. I had the energy to push through it all. My mind is on point. (It’s possible this energy contributed to it being difficult to sleep last night)

In fact, I feel as if Commander hit harder today than it did yesterday because of some sort of buildup effect. I’d like to see that continue through the workweek. I am crushing it.

Then there’s the healing. I was originally going for 6 loops of ST1, but then I decided to switch things up by doing 5 loops ST1 + Elixir. Does the power of the Elixir build up over consecutive days? What will I experience in my dreams and how am I going to transform when ST1 and Elixir are run on the same day? We shall see. For now, I can say that there isn’t any immediate reconciliation and it’s been smooth so far today.

Manifestation

A huge manifestation occurred today. I wrote earlier that a certain project at work is getting launched on time. At the time this was written, this project was coming up against some major roadblocks which made it uncertain as to whether it could be launched on time. That would impact things like performance reviews.

Today, I found out that this entire project will be put on hold for this half. If we can do some internal testing near the end, that’s great! But the project is put on hold in favor of a very special initiative that’s going to take up time over the next month. At the same time, our current effort (because we’ve done a lot for this project) is going to be rewarded in our performance this half. Our manager is making sure of that.

When I connected the dot between my manifestation action and this result, I thought “…I would not have guessed it would turn out like this!” This is amazing!

I am more aware of my manifestation power now and have faith in my ability to manifest other great things in my life.

Hope this is not an exit post! I do enjoy seeing your comments here, @King.

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Pacman Ascended Mogul to Khan
Regeneration + Elixir
#186

This sounds so much like a Christian prayer… Especially when you replace the word “Elixir” with “Jesus”.

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#187

Elixir, heal me so that I rise up stronger than ever before.
Elixir, heal me so that I no longer have inhibiting beliefs and avoid bad habits.
Elixir, heal me so that I have great sleep.
Elixir, heal me so that I may proceed to the next phase of my life.

Commander + 3 Loops Custom + Elixir.

I woke up today groggy from the sleep supplement I took last night as part of an initiative to correct my sleep patterns. The supplement worked; I woke up late, not able to perform my morning gym routine. NAC, a shower and running the Commander got me to shift into a work-ready state.

The Commander continued to rumble and rev up in the background, while I lazily went through the first half of the day. It was the middle of the afternoon when I was starting to fall into a trap again, where I considered watching some bad videos as part of some downtime.

As I went to get ready for this, a voice in my head said, “NO! Go do your workout, right now!”

And so I did. I dropped the previous thread and went straight to my workout. I excelled in today’s session, aided by the mechanical advantages working out later in the day has. And for the rest of the day, I did my work to the best of my abilities (this kind of setup is possible thanks to both a home gym and working from home).

And now, I shall have my dinner and then get to my interests.

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#188

Home gym is awesome. Not possible for me at the moment. But I do love 'em.

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#189

I am so glad I got it at the start of quarantine, because it has led to two things (among many):

  • Longest workout streak ever
  • Strongest self ever
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#190

This is interesting since I used to also intuitively offer my issues to my Elixir Ultima + RegenerationQ stack. Especially in the beginning part of the month when I started this playlist. Wonder whether Elixir has that effect.

#191

Khan, break it ALL down.

Dropping by here for a mid-day update. So far I’ve listened to Commander + 2 loops ST1. Currently on the 3rd loop, shooting for 5 and will get to Elixir by the end of the day.

Commander is helping me get to where I want to go. I am taking charge of my life. My thoughts, feelings and actions. My mission. What being a Man for Himself means.

Perhaps it does…or maybe I read your journal and was inspired to do this myself. You decide! :smiley:

I find that given it conscious intent feels good, because doing so is an action in of itself. This is especially notable for healing since the action (in terms of the classical 5 senses) isn’t so obvious when it comes to healing.

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#192

Today’s listening is really dragging on. Thanks to all the random occurrences and meetings breaking up listening in the middle of the day, I’m still in the Khan ST1 part of my schedule for today. In fact, I’m on the 6th loop as I decided to push it to the max (max because the single audio listening article recommends at most 6 loops of Q in a day).

After the 6th loop I’ll take an hour-long break, then go to Elixir. Will have to create a variant of my playlist using the ultrasonics so that I can avoid these kinds of interruptions.

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#193

Still feels very strange to read these other people’s journals—it feels like I’m looking at other realities where the pandemic doesn’t exist. All the characters involved in these other stories feel like they are part of a post-COVID world

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#194

The only one thing that matters is consciousness… Everybody is living in his own quantum bubble…

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#195

I feel that. This weekend is coming up and I am trying to figure out how to make the best of it.

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#196

Elixir, heal me of any traumas that hold me back. Heal me so that I do not follow and believe the undesired past that is ultimately a placement of my awareness on what I don’t need.

I’m stepping it up.

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#197

LOL! It did cross my mind but what the hell, we do learn from each other here.

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#198

@SubliminalUser
Six loops and no reconcilliation?
What sort of action are you taking ?
Do you think elixir is playing a role in this?

#199

Commander + 3 Loops Custom + Elixir.

Going to adjust the per-loop rest period to 30 minutes. My mind has upgraded and I don’t need an hour between each loop. Let’s see how that pans out.

I ran my custom at Ultrasonic for most of the day which was helpful to avoid interruptions, but it did feel a little weird to not have any earbuds on for a long time.

To be honest, I am not sure what reconciliation one would expect here. I experienced a funk in the beginning of my Khan journey (see The Road To Khan), but after a certain point I didn’t notice that much. Thoughts:

  • I haven’t had such effects as getting into a funk over several days or something like that in general.
  • I run Khan only two days a week as of now.
  • Man for Himself contains considerable amounts of feel good scripting, including EGO ADSUM, Joie de Vivre and Blue Skies.
  • Elixir probably helps, I can’t say for sure.

A more controversial point may be that I just don’t feel that Khan Q ST1 is aggressive enough for me to feel that much reconciliation. Heck, even in last days before I took a break from Khan and before starting Man for Himself I had some doubt in whether subliminals really work. Man For Himself—with it being at name-embedded Terminus—and the Ultimas—being as powerful as they are—changed that.

This is why I want to run a name-embedded Terminus/Ultima/what have you version of Khan ST1, so that things massively accelerate. In that case, perhaps I won’t run 6 loops of Khan ST1 on my Khan days.

This tangent may have some misguidance though since it assumes that effectiveness is strictly proportional to reconciliation, which it is not; this custom journal largely reflects the falsity of that assumption. Still, for a breakdown sub that’s as hyped as Khan ST1 I would have expected more than interesting dreams. Perhaps I’m just like @DarkPhilosopher who just doesn’t tend to experience the dramatic feelings as often.

I may be selling the sub and myself a bit short since I technically am taking action since I do talk to people at work, people I see on weekends, my parents, etc. There are some changes that have been happening that I note to myself every now and then, but I haven’t been too invested in documenting said changes largely because I’m not operating within a social mindset right now, and I don’t really expect to until post-COVID. That’s far away. Nonetheless, I would like myself to heal and be ready for that world—therefore I am doing some healing.

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