Slept pretty deeply last night, for about 6 to 7 hours. Woke up feeling ‘sober’ and settled.
Had a work deadline that was past due, so I sat down to take care of that first.
Now that’s out and it’s time to move on to other things.
Haven’t meditated yet. Might make sense to do that now.
Subliminals giving me a lot of food for thought at the moment.
Had another evening meditation tonight.
8:12 pm to 9:12 pm.
30 minutes quiet sitting
15 minutes gentle, simple daoyin
15 minutes quiet sitting
One more reason for meditation practice is that we’re constantly using our imaginations wrongly. It’s easy to miss that you’re even doing that. But meditation gives you a chance to notice that you are doing that.
Sort of like how if there’s too much noise around you, you can’t tell if you’re singing in-tune or off-key. But if someone gives you a little noise-isolating headphone now it’s much easier to tell.
I think that we can ‘sing off-key’ with our imaginations too.
Also.
Got another very clear Genesis-Revelation of Mind manifestation today.
There’s a certain kind of work that I’ve been planning to do for some time, but have been dragging my feet with.
Today, someone contacted me out of the blue with a potential client contact and asked me if I was free to do this kind of work with them.
I just might.
More Gold
Evening meditation: 8:30 pm to 9:30 pm
Just trying to face reality.
Sit with the sensations of life and consciousness
Gradually get used to it
And here we are.
Second (and final) day to be on-duty all day for this conference. So, yet another evening meditation tonight. Look forward to possibly having at the start of the day again tomorrow.
Still have about 2.5 hours until everything is done.
I’ve been using ChatGPT to extend my Yi Jing (I Ching/易經) interpretations. What an amazing resource. Love it.
Meditation tonight seemed long. Interesting.
Time dilation.
Thats a very nice RoM effect in my experience. Thinking about it… Alchemist gave me this effect too.
I feel you on that one, @Malkuth is on another level most of the times lol. There are times I also don’t understand or know how to respond but you gotta love and appreciate the knowledge and anologies coming from him 
I"m just another ape trying to figure it out.
(Spoiler Alert: he won’t)
An advanced one but I hear you 
I’m also noticing a concomitant ramp-up to accuracy of clock time estimation.
It doesn’t feel ‘under my control’, but in the past 2(?) weeks, I’ll wake up and it’ll be like, ‘Feels like 2:50 am’, or ‘Feels like not quite 8 am’ and so on. And yeah, lately, it’s a bit more accurate. (As in completely accurate, often).
Something seems to be happening internally with regards to time and perception (or generation) of time.
I’ve experienced this somewhat before. It’s that It feels more now.
That having been said, this one week of having been with my current stack, feels, subjectively, almost like one month.
There’s a feeling of aptness and rightness of fit to it that makes it seem as though it’s been around much longer than it actually has.
There is a huge difference between:
“DIFFICULT” and “OUT OF MY ESTABLISHED HABIT”
between:
“INACCESSIBLE” and “NOT INCLUDED IN MY MAP”
Remember this.
Remember this.
Remember this.
Most of the things that I want to do are not even difficult.
Bringing them to their highest levels, might be.
But entering, engaging, being happy?
No. Those could often be done easily.
“I CAN’T SEE” is not the same as “IT’S NOT THERE”.
Humble yourself.
And receive everything.
Three parts/Three players/Three phenomena:
1 Myself
2 Others
3 The ‘Field’/The Environment
Each one of these must be engaged and investigated NON-JUDGMENTALLY and with balance.
At first, that is hard to do.
Our emotional reactions are powerful, compelling, and seemingly authoritative. But, gradually, as we begin to gain perspective on emotion itself and thought itself, it becomes possible to begin proper exploration.
As a young person, I put A LOT of energy into investigating myself. Some energy into investigating others. And very little into investigating the field.
But each part is of equal importance.
None of this is for the purpose of “winning” anything. If you think that, you’re still a young ape playing the banana game.
It’s for the purpose of living a good life.
I’m curious, which title is it?
Today is the 4-year anniversary of when I first joined this discussion forum. And I think that my first day to ever play a subliminal was two days before that on 1 September 2019.
The journey continues.
Wish everybody great, prosperous blessings!
More dream-active sleep last night. Decidedly not lucid.
Threw off my time sense. By about 20 minutes.
Woke up feeling like it was about 20 minutes later then it actually was. Think it was a holdover from the time-flow during the dream.
There was a lot going on in there.
But it’s kind of on the other side of a paywall right now. I can almost recollect it.
Going to keep that personal for now. Nothing very obscure or difficult to find for anyone interested in that area. It’ll come up.