MALKUTH The Phenomenaut

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#483

If you say that you know something is true, while the reality is that you hope it’s true, then what you’re actually doing…

is lying.

#Religion–a wrong way to do it

As human beings, Lying is in fact one of our magical, super powers. Also among our super powers are Lying’s close cousins, Hope and Faith. With enough hope, faith, determination, and force behind us, we can actually lie something into reality.

But be careful how you use this super power. It usually does not work out quite as planned.

My own preference is usually that hope and faith be expressed experientially–in actions, rather than rhetorically–in words and narratives.

Both have their places, but it’s just my preference.

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#484

I was noticing a yin and a yang to ‘Enlightenment’. Two levels, if you will.

One is a visceral remembering and recognition. This is similar to the scientist who, confronted by any phenomenon, is able to remember the atomic and sub-atomic activity that constitutes that phenomena. No phenomenon can cause her to forget. You show him a piano, he remembers atomic activity. You show her a breathtaking waterfall and as the tears of awe spill from her eyes, she yet remembers…atomic activity. Nothing can cause her to forget.

This person is, in my metaphor, enlightened or awakened to atomic activity. This has to do with a Knowing.

Another expression or form of awakening is about equanimity and constancy.

I am able to remain engaged with What Is through all of its 10 million changes and configurations, and I do not lose balance. Or having lost balance, I regain it.

This is like the surfer or the skateboarder, the Existential Surfer; cultivating powerful equanimity through every wave of change.

This one is more about Doing.

These form two polar contrasts.

One holds to a constant Knowing. The other engages with a ceaseless Transforming.

There are times when one is primary. There are times when the other is primary. There are times when there are both.

These concepts are, in themselves, a Practice.

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#485

Many people’s greatest aspiration is to become a lie so convincing that the entire world believes it;

a fantasy so compelling that anyone can become lost in it.

I’m not convinced that this aspiration is totally wrong; but I’m also fairly certain that it’s not totally right.

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#486

What, today, does avant-garde mean?

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#487

Let’s take it back to a new classic

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#488

The Three Priceless Treasures:

Existence

Life

Consciousness

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#489

As we get older, “time” seems to speed up.

But that’s because your brain is more fully developed. Its capacity to hold moments has increased. You can more accurately imagine 10 days from now and 5 years ago.

But how you relate to that flow of experiencing is (in part) up to you.

You can actually calibrate how you attend to and engage with moments and conditions.

The brain and mind do not have to “run on auto-pilot”.

The day we grasp this point is the day we stop cursing fate, and start learning how to use this amazing vehicle.

Everything you feel is generated. And you have the capacity to influence (not control) that process of generation.

So let’s get to it.

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#490
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#491

remember, before Reconciliation,

recon also stood for Reconnaissance and Reconnoiter.

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#492

Lots of Reconnoisseurs around here.

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#493

Set myself the boundary of completing my annual major work responsibility (not something I like in this case) and then resuming my stack.

Finished 10 minutes ago.

Resuming now.

Khan Black Stage 3.

Phenomenaut GENESIS.

(5 weeks-to the day-since my last listen)

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#494

Well, after 5 weeks of both 1) resting from subliminals, and 2) working like hell at work, I finally got to return to my stack last night, and, yes, I actually jumped in feet first with one full-loop each of my two current programs.

Today the main thing I’m feeling is an unsettled feeling with regard to work, but i was actually kind of feeling that before the subs. so not a major reaction.

One Manifestation that I noticed today:

My QTKS custom PHENOMENAUT Genesis, which, as I’ve said, I ran for the first time in 5 weeks last night, contains the module Polyglot.

This morning , I noticed, in the background as I was doing other things, that a podcast had updated. It is called ‘Cantonese and Mandarin for medical matters and much more’. I had not seen it update for quite a while, but today as my mind is processing Polyglot…boom, up it popped.

That’s pretty cool.

Just now I wanted to be sure that I was not imagining things so I went back to see when the previous episode had been posted. The date? 30 November 2023. Interesting.

The date of my previous most recent subliminal exposure? 29 November 2023.

So, feels kind of Result-y.

Guess I should probably listen to the thing at some point.

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#495

yooo

this reads like how the crazy conspiracies start.

but its freakin real and positive.

I loved it. :slight_smile:

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#496

I think that conspiracies are developed and maintained by people who are just really shocked and confused by the possibility reality that they don’t know, understand, and control everything that exists.

haha.

I’m not shocked by that.

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#497

I don’t notice anything yet.

Tonight, I talked to a group of 10 people about a topic in which I’m interested. It’s going to be an ongoing meeting for a few months.

I did not feel particularly superhuman. But I think that the talk went fairly well.

I made a choice to emphasize 6 concepts that I felt could really help to contextualize the whole topic, but I also knew that my own way of thinking about and relating to the topic might not be so relatable to the group. But apparently, I went ahead with it. I did my best in the moment to come up with metaphors and framing perspectives that would help to make the connection.

So, that.

And I’m currently dealing with some financial and work-related issues that make me feel hunted and on the defensive. It’ll be important to take what actions I can over the next few days to deal with them. And I will.

But for now it’s bedtime.

I’m not yet reintroducing Genesis Mogul to my stack. I want to play 2 titles every other day. The first is Khan Black Stage 3. The second is PHENOMENAUT Genesis. (Modules listed in the first post of this journal.)

Been feeling terse for a while now.

But I still manage to push some words out.

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#498

Mind is so crazy.

I’m getting small flashbacks of times when I went to a place/city/space that seemed to be alive or magical.

It’s been a long time since that happened.

And I say that mind is crazy, because I realize that part of the reason (probably most of the reason) for those experiences was the state of my mind and how it responded to the conditions of that moment.

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#499

Sometimes you only notice the magic of a particular moment when the moment has passed.

It’s important to me to recognize how hard my mind works to produce a sensation of ‘Normal’ around the moments I’m having.

It is not–by any stretch of the imagination–that any particular moment is actually or intrinsically normal. It’s something that my mind, my energy does.

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#500

I think I’m going to allow two days between sub plays this time. I resumed listening on Wednesday night. Thinking I’ll play my next loop on Saturday.

As I meditated this morning, the ‘waters’ of my awareness felt a bit choppy, like the water in the bay on a bright, breezy day. Not unpleasant, but not calm.

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#501

What makes life deeply beautiful?

Ask with your body and with your lived experiences.

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#502

From 11th December until about 3rd/5th January was a straight shot of pure working. It preliminarily ended on Wednesday (thereby inaugurating this resumption of subliminals), but then ended more definitively today.

Just about 3.5 weeks.

I think it was prudent and correct to pause subliminal exposure during that time. And it feels good to be back to it now.

But I did find results and developments continuing to occur during that time.

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