If you can just remember what you are, it will be difficult for you to lose a fundamental sense of gratitude and awe.
ongoing tension level.
the way that tension is constellated in my mindbody system
the configuration of sensations and perceptions: what guides it?
Imagination. Imaginal Technology.
Progress of Paradigm vs. Progress within Paradigm
Somatosensory vs Visual
(okay, unfiltered thoughts. directly post-meditation hour.)
Embrace and trust your potential.
Dance
Cultivate your experience within a somatosensory paradigm.
Engage the world as a feeling experience.
Reality is immaterial. It’s been commonly understood for thousands of years. Materialism is the new kid on the block, but every day physics is inching toward the old conclusions–there is nothing material at all. It’s just an illusion.
Step 1:
Step 2: Remember the above when you’re smacked in the face.
Ha! The simplest truths are the most easily forgotten.
Tell me about it.
No… Seriously…
Tell me about it. (I keep forgetting!)
On pen and paper, I feel like the Buddah. Then some dude cuts me off in traffic and in a flash I forget it all.
So much to learn here on Earth school.
It’s my honor to have you as a classmate.
The honor is mine. May we cross paths in this incarnation or the next.
Back to basic meditation today.
Just one hour sitting and settling down.
was very necessary.
Finally back to benchpress again today. Gave myself two weeks away. Felt I needed longer recovery
Didn’t gain, but at least I didn’t lose.
Ran 4 miles in 1 mile intervals with one minute rest in between.
Finally starting to see Organization Perfected beginning to show its face.
Just getting started.
You’re at your corniest when you’re trying to put someone else down
Gripping and ripping 185 for a set of 8 the up to 205? Malkuth? Siddhartha GAINtauma more like it.
I’m way down from where I used to be. But I just want to not injure myself. I’ll take it slowly.
I used to measure my macronutrients in order to put on mass and all of that stuff. Not going to do that again.
Slow, steady, consistent. That’s the goal.
( But I also know I won’t really feel quite right until I’m passed 225.)
Well you got me impressed. You’re benching my deadlift.