Don’t ask, ‘When will these subliminals start working?’, ‘When will these subliminals start to save me?’
Ask, ‘What do I want to do now?’, ‘What is here for me to do now?’, ‘What inspiring possibilities am I not exploring now?’
(and guess what’s going to be right there with you, helping you to find, recognize, and act on the answers to those questions?)
Okay, so this latest Active Exposure Phase began on Saturday 29 October 2022. And I’m playing subs only on Saturdays and Tuesdays. 3 weeks on, 1 week off.
This effectively forms a 28-day cycle of which 18 days are primarily for active exposure, and 10 days are primarily for processing.
I notice that when I begin a new Active Exposure Phase, there is an energetic load on my system. My whole system reacts. There is a temporary lowering of energy; as resources are diverted towards processing, integrating, and adapting to the stimulus.
I’m currently in that stage.
It’s more pronounced because of the particular configuration and approach that I’ve chosen.
But I’m very happy with this configuration and approach.
3 20-module Terminus2 customs subliminals that represent the complete vision of what I want my lifestyle to be.
These customs pull together (almost) everything that I’ve aimed to do over the three years that I’ve worked with subliminals. They literally are about 50% comprised of modules that I’ve previously run for significant periods of time.
So, some of the heaviness of the configuration is not as much as it seems. PATHS includes 10 modules that I ran at Terminus strength for over a year. It has 10 other modules that are new (including one of the cores). Sapiens is almost all new modules. Naissance has about 8 to 10 that I ran for 6 months or so.
Anyway, I’ve described most of this up above already. Just doing a morning review here.
I woke up today at 4:15 am or so. Wife got up for something. And I’m normally a pretty easily roused sleeper. So I got up.
Thought I might try going back to sleep. But after a few moments, ended up doing an early morning meditation.
Didn’t get a lot of sleep.
Might possibly nap at some point today.
I’ll have 3 meetings interspersed here and there. The first one at 10 am is looking pretty interesting. I’ll get to talk to someone for about an hour on their work and their project on a topic that I find intriguing.
Okay, time to wake up the progeny, so he can get ready for school.
And the beat goes on…
When a person is more aligned with a given archetype we sense the power flowing through that person.
If, in addition, that archetype is a particularly culturally salient one, then the person will wield or embody socially relevant power. Such a person will seem to be a Winner or a Major Player within the cultural context.
A person who is highly or strongly aligned with a given archetype is referred to as an Avatar.
Cool manifestation result today:
So as I mentioned above:
I was led to a particular book entitled ‘A Comprehensive Guide to Daoist Nei Gong’ by Damo Mitchell.
After some reflection, I decided to look into it, and I requested it from the library. Maybe 10 days ago?
It arrived last week, and I went to collect it.
It’s been in my home for the past few days, and when I find a few moments, I’ve been starting to dip into it.
Here’s the manifestation part:
So today, I opened up YouTube and I saw the following announcement for an upcoming video:
It just so happens that he’s the next scheduled interview guest to be posted, tomorrow night, by the Guru Viking channel.
It feels like a bit of personal confirmation that there’s something for me to hear or learn from this person.
Most of what I write here are reminders or guidances for myself.
Often what the intellect or the intuition can grasp is beyond the immediate capacity of practice.
Anyway, the above principle is one that I have not yet internalized.
I know it’s true AND I’m still working on it.
It’s ironic how we’ll vigorously push away the realities and opportunities of the present so that we can feel the subtle pleasure of longing for an imagined future.
“Shut up and leave me alone! I’m looking for someone to spend time talking with.”
Emotions and attitudes are magnetic. And whether they’re ‘positive’ or ‘negative’, there’s a certain satisfying solidity in going along with them and following the directions that they indicate.
This is just as true for Desire as for anything else.
But the emotion is not ‘True’.
It is also not ‘False’.
It is an energetic current, with its own pull and gravity. We can choose it or we can choose another. And in exchange, it will add power, energy, and meaning to life.
But it is not “True”.
Reading this Im reminded of a time I ate a pretty significant amount of mushrooms, I was lying on my back at the top of a small hill, very close to the ocean. I had full 360 view of the sky.
Suddenly from the south a flock of ducks appeared flying in a V formation, the magical thing was that every one of them had a road right in front, a string of energetic, semi transparent fluid crossing the whole horizon to the north, every one his own road, but perfectly synchronized with eachothers. I remember thinking to myself wouldnt it be awesome if they follow that path all the way across the skies… I became very intrigued, it took me like 45 minutes of watching, but it was worth it, they followed the road to the T and the road wasnt a straight line, all of them in a perfect dance changed path just when the road did.
Since that moment I had a realization… Our minds works in the same way we project a path in a subtle realm and follow it, naturally we seem to project our path due to our own programming, beliefs, trauma and life experiences in general. The more we resolve our issues, the more the path updates itself. Funny thing is also that our intellect is capable of creating multiple paths at the same time, sometimes allowing us to find a better one, sometimes just creating confusion and paralysis.
Sure the ducks seems to have it “easier”, but they lack our enourmous ability to create.
Ducks cant be Alchemists.
Anyways a “crazy” idea I had at the moment and I remember it vividly to this day and felt I might share it with you.
This rings true. I can feel the truth of it.
Thank you so much for sharing it with me.
I live for these kinds of teachings.
Sharing is Caring…
Im honored and also Im thankful for the wisdom you share.
The best you’re going to do on this plane is to Thrive In Imperfection.
That’s literally the top score.
Don’t fall for anybody’s bullshit.
I’ve been in Recon. And still there.
Quantum Limitless results (and Mind’s Eye, recognized way after the fact; last played Mind’s Eye for 4 months in 2021, and then for a month in March/April 2022 ):
Taijiquan Form Practice
(The form is a series of movements that are used to explore, identify, internalize, and refine the features of the approach.)
I’ve noticed improvements in the manner in which I’m going about relearning the form.
I’ve never felt fluent in translating visually-observed movement into my own body’s movement. I’m still not fluent, but I’m noticing an improvement. My mind is finding ways to bridge the gap. (Quantum Limitless and Mind’s Eye)
The pace of relearning the superficial details of the form is faster than expected. (Quantum Limitless)
For the first day or two, I just wrote/typed down the names of each posture. That turned out to serve as a mnemonic prompt that helped to bring back some of the kinesthetic memory of practice in the past. (Quantum Limitless and Mind’s Eye)
Yesterday, in between working, I started tentatively doing the actual movements. I was surprised to find that I could get farther than I’d thought I would. After just 30 to 60 minutes (cumulatively), I could crudely reconstruct about half of the form. 38 out of 75 movements. (Quantum Limitless)
This morning, after I woke up and meditated, I found that a series of concepts came to me that organized my understanding about how to proceed (Quantum Limitless):
Learn and combine the elements of a movement vocabulary
Integrate that vocabulary by means of a style—a set of movement principles
Use that style and those elements to navigate space in specific directional orientations
Perform specific movement tasks as you navigate space
Use the style (the movement principles) to transition between movement tasks
Neurologically integrate the anatomical and kinesiological range and possibilities of the human body with the above style and tasks.
(Quantum Limitless)
When those popped into my mind, I finally had the ‘Duh!’ moment of recognizing a subliminal result.
Today was another play day.
I’m remaining consistent with the Saturday, Tuesday play schedule.
I love the three programs that are my stack.
My name for the stack: Phenomenaut Optimized
I’m finding myself confronting (and I hope processing) my bitterness, my frustration, my doubts. It’s cyclical And there was a lot of that today and in the last few days.
But it’s also sort of beneath the surface, and somehow at a distance.
My psychological and emotional defenses are, of course, intact. And there’s only so much of this that they’ll tolerate.
I won’t pretend that I have accurate maps and frameworks for all of this. I don’t.
But I’m here.
And I’m grateful.
I’m confronting a major internal barrier to action-taking. Been working with it over the years.
Will keep doing so.
Phrasing it as ‘a barrier to action-taking’ is too vague.
A little better would be ‘a barrier to the focused, real-time application of personal will’.
So, Emperor is very timely. But at the moment, we’re circling each other warily.
Walk the path. Walk the path. Walk the path.
The Image
There are also Peace and Healing in the Shadow.
Allow the waters to submerge you.
Embrace it:
The Immersion
The Letting Go
The Emergence
As the pale moon lights your way…
Decent amount of sleep last night.
No early morning waking this time.
Woke at 8:30 AM, feeling reasonably well-rested. (Probably finally fell asleep at around 2 AM though.)
More dream activity and dream recall. This, which was previously unusual for me, has become a consistent feature over the last month or more with my current stack.
There was a very clear psychic event that occurred back in early September, but it was isolated. No repeats of such obvious clairvoyance since then. I’m thinking it may have been one of Simon’s Trailer Effects, or something similar.
Meditated today from 8:57 am to 9:57 am. The meditative feel is reminding me of Shinzen Young’s work, and so I’m thinking of returning to his work for some fresh teachings, guidance, and inspiration.
Now just for my gratification, I’m going to list the modules of my three programs. Then it’s time to get on to other tasks.
The Alchemist
Sage Immortal
Harmonic Singularity
Spiritual Reality Alignment
The Single Point
Khronos Key
Metamorphosis
Avatar
Immortal’s Blade
Immortal’s Courage
Awakened Perception
Spiritual Freedom
Starfilled Night
Gratitude Embodiment
The Wonder
Yggdrasil
Jupiter
The Merger of Worlds
Ascension Chamber
Void of Creation
Emperor
Quantum Limitless
Entranced
Wisdom Personified
Eagle Eye
Empath
Mercy Protocol
Way of Understanding
Whispered Power
Chiron
Storyteller
Polyglot
Ultimate Writer
Trailblazer
Technological Prodigy
Instant Business Tactician
Carpe Diem Ascended
Productivity Unleashed
Victory’s Call
Mountain Breaker
Ecstasy of Gold Complete
Emperor: The House of Medici
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy
Sultan
Debt Annihilator
Wealth Limit Destroyer
Positive Being Attractor–Wealth
Secrets of Akasha–Wealth
R.I.C.H.
Dynasty
Secret Source
Mystery
Mastermind
The Lines
The Way of R.O.I.
Organization Perfected
Machine: Action
Machine: Rest
Purity Without
Okay, @Malkuth. You see what you did. Three programs. Exactly what you want. But…significant, substantial, and dense.
You’re lucky that they’re processing at all.
And since you’re committed to playing them together, then you also must be committed to Patience.
In view of the amount of content that you’re processing and integrating, the experience that you’re having is a cakewalk.
Keep it in perspective.
and keep walking.
walking the path
CHIRON result
Had a teaching/training meeting this afternoon. I’d been having an issue of challenges connecting with some of the participants. Long story short, I improvised some changes to the format and engagement went up. By the end of today’s meeting, people seemed more happily involved.
That was encouraging.
Now another meeting comes up. Need to do some last-minute preparation.
On an Open Road…
The participants in the second group are now in breakout groups (in-person breakout groups).
I feel that today’s teaching and training really did go better.
It’s interesting because on a subjective, energetic level, I’ve been in a ‘lower’ space. Easy to feel discouraged and to project feelings of hopelessness. But it’s important to recognize, I guess, that the ‘missing’ energy is actually being used for growth and manifestation projects.
It’s like Saint said:
It’s interesting to me that my process of working with my subliminal stack right now feels so much more purely energetic and energy-related than in previous phases of my journey.
That entails some unique and specific challenges (and promise).
What the fool curses as bad luck, the wise one calls treasure.
