Brand new user here, need some help please? Planning on buying three major programs Emperor; Dragon Reborn and Alchemist. It will be something like Emp+DR for about 6 months then Emp+Alchemist after that.
Bio: 37 y/o straight male; Virgo; INFJ-T; born again Christian; single; mild stutterer…
Reason for Emperor: Done being a Mr Nice guy; getting stepped on, used and taking advantage of. Relationships don’t last. I was told by one girl once I wasn’t man enough for her. Approaching women or just talk to them with a sober mind is but a dream, hopefully meeting the one. Not very social anymore so this fits perfectly, had my fair share of nightclubs; alcohol and hookups(when drunk). Starting my own business and helping those in need.
Reason for DR: All kinds of fears; insecurities; childhood trauma. Accepting and being proud of myself or even better creating a new me. I modeled a few bad characteristics from my parents, dad is controlling; proud; perfectionist; passive aggressive when drunk. Mom is stubborn; moans a lot and a bit of a narcissist(guilt trips), the messed up thing is is they don’t recognize any of those traits lol. I love them to bits and very grateful for having them as my parents.
Reason for Alchemist: Soul is weak, overpowered by the flesh. Back slided a bit but never lost my faith. Praying just to get it over with, reading my bible with no focus or meaning and don’t remember a thing. Celibate for 2 years now but because of my high sex drive I fell prey for porn, not easy getting rid of that demon. Should be meditating on the word and be mindful with Christ but here I’m fantasizing about the new 992 GT3.
Is this a good approach and what is the best way starting with the loops? Thanks in advance.