I apologize for derailing the WDB thread with my own recon and overthinking projections. I should really go out more instead of overanalyzing all types of possible or not possible scenarios.
I tried WDB because of FOMO and tried to make it work mentally for me, but that didn’t work out, because I cannot force myself into an archetype I am not aligned with. I have now listened to WDB for 8 min in total. I didn’t get any external results like IOI’s etc. but some important internal recon work being done and realized that WDB is not my archetype and that I need to go back to WB, where I got the best results when I look back at my journal. I am restarting WB with 60 second loops and adding more rest days in between. The internal work that new WANTED has done for me over the past 3 months has been very helpful for a new cycle with WB and I have the feeling that I am going into this new cycle of WB with a stronger foundation. Also, I missed WB’s disruptive spark very much.
I also realized how my mind was using overthinking as a self-sabotage for not actually living life and I remembered this important post from @Saiyan4Blue:
This is literally what happened with me, I was simply mentally overwhelmed by the amount of possible choices and sub-hopped and FOMOed back and forth between different titles:
I have only been with SubClub for 4 years so far and looking back at my journal from 2022, I also had much less second guessing back then, because the choice for a romance title for me was always simply between WANTED and KHAN. As the years went by, I see how I started to question my choices with each newly released title or upgrade… and that is because I was trying to optimize internally (the stack) instead of externally (what I am practically actually doing).
Again, sorry for derailing this thread.
