Bro just listen to yourself
Thats progress.
Acknowledging those feelings.
Now sit with it and allow it to run its course, could be a day, weeks or months but it will leave as long as you stop trying to resist it
Examine it. Why do you have that instinct? Where is it coming from? Past experience? Event? Dive deep into and meditate
Fear of rejection never really go away, itās always there. But when you keep on approaching despite the fear, you getting used to it. Iāve approached lots of girls still some days I still canāt talk to a pretty girl. I took a report from my journal from two days ago when I approached 3 girls, one rejected me and two gave me their phone numbers and I didnāt approach one other girl:
āI let Val and Iām glad I had the courage to go approach her, she gave me her number and I found out the guy she was with was the coursemate, if I hadnāt approach her I wonāt have experienced these benefits, so you see? Fortune favors the brave and I have to make bravery a habit and not once in a while thing. Iām so very grateful that girl that rejected me told me I was dull bcos if she didnāt I wonāt have switched to being more brave and approach Valā.
The good thing about wanted black is i donāt feel so bad about rejections anymore like i used to in the past but lately Iāve been having more rejections than good results, i just label it as feedback like the instance i just narrated now from my offline journal 
Unrelated to attraction or game. In general, there is sadly no outrunning pain and discomfort except for prolonging the eventual showdown. In the end, there is comfort in knowing there is no point in fearing the inevitable. Hope everything goes your way mate. Im rooting for ya 
Recon wise:
Todayās another experiment where I ran SSX, new WB and AsCh at full durations. Planning to take a break for two weeks. No noticeable recon. Also keep in mind that I was running a QTKS WB custom prior.
who else is feeling intense recon on this sub?
I feel like WB is really bringing to the surface what I truly wantā¦
Do I wanna be having numerous sexual relationships or do I want a good girl?
Is it my ego or my soul speakingā¦
Idk I feel like Ive been pondering everything lately
Dude I feel like with WANTED Black its causing me to redirect my focus to Heartsong lol
Lol I had that once. Then I realized it was me trying to abandon ship from WB.
It is an intense title. No doubt. I started with 30s. I only graduated to a full minute about two weeks ago. But it goes hard.
Or sexual relationships with numerous good girls
Cause iām really questioning if this subs goals resonate with who I am
I think im getting this because Its like the complete opposite of me in my romantic life
I was never the dude with like 15 girls on rotation lol I was never the dude girls go head over heels in love withā¦
Fuck I wanna experience it but I doubt it so much.
Iāve also done that lol. For me I realized the āwho I amā is just limiting beliefs wrapped up in a false representation of authenticity. I decided to just keep running WB until I hit at least 90% of the goals then reassess from there. Canāt know whatās me or not if I havenāt actually experienced. On the other hand S&S is good to sort of integrate WB more with your personality.
Its like this guilt? maybe?
I was always taught one girl, and ive been my happiest in a relationship tbh
Saaaame, I went through that āevolutionā too. In my 20s I was more cold and selfish because of some experiences in my teens.
At least I feel that once I have 15 girls, I can select the one, who matches me best.
Like Im so emotionally unavailable and I hate putting in effort with a girl now
When honestly if I stayed who I used to be and not let it faze me I woulda been so happy in my romantic life cause what I used to do would get me any girl I desire now
Now its like I just refuse to put in that work lol
I had really good game with girls and was more in tune with them emotionally and mentally, just was lacking in the physical sexually when I was a teen
Now its complete opposite LOL
Stack them
Lol see, for me, if a girl I was seeing did this, Iād be happy for her. Iād think, yeah that looks way better than what WE were doing. She found a guy whoās spending all this time and money on her and taking her on adventures and shit, dayum thatās cool, good for her! Like Iād use that as inspiration for my own situation, like if she could do that, so could I. Like take ideas from what theyāre doing (or just forget about her altogether, donāt go on her instagram in the first place etc.). But yeah when I was younger, Iād definitely have a hurricane of negative emotions inside me going on over it lol.
For sure, Iād say thatās where subs and lifestyle/mindset changes come in.
Yeah I need to run Heartsong LOL
