I keep my journal in the forum Black but I’ll be posting the most relevant information on WB on this thread.
That deep unusual recon I experienced yesterday dissipated quite fast. I feel like a newborn now, in the morning.
Again, on the surface that recon was easy to manage yet on the deeper levels it felt really intense. Perhaps that indicates profound shifts on those levels. Let’s see how it unfolds.
Send me your store email via PM. An anonymous benefactor has acquired a copy of Wanted Black for you. 
If that individual wants to reveal themselves, they will. If not, be thankful that someone’s looking out for you.
EDIT: And my thanks to that benefactor just for being awesome.
When I ran wanted, I’d get a lot of recon. Would that mean I’d get higher levels of recon on wanted B?
I ran 3 min of stark amd 3 min of WB in the morning, when my gf woke up she right away wanted to have sex with me.
After we had sex we went to eat something, the female worker there was staring at me a lot.
At the evening me amd my gf watched a movie and she starts playing with my dick, moving into a handjob and than sex.
We had sex twice today and on both times it was her who was horny and wanted it.
Damn, that’s legit awesome. Congrats Alpha & whoever did it, thanks for doin’ that. That’s great fr.
I’m curious what a Wanted Black + Libertine stack would do.
And. Well, I probably shouldn’t even recommend such a thing, but since we’re STKSing these days: Wanted Black + Libertine + Love Bomb and then a pheromone stack with imprinting. Something like Nude Alpha. Once you get your little harems going, swap out Love Bomb with Diamond and…
I PMd you my “stack” lol
EDIT: or maybe I forgot to
RE-EDIT: just sent it
Hmm could not sleep well yesterday. Had lots of energy left after running WB in the morning and KBC1 in the evening. Could be an effect of both titles.
But it was a good thing. And I have no work today.
I have Voodoo which if I remember correctly has imprinting qualities. Maybe I wear it today.
But I will be missing the other parts of the formula.
Well, I guess that’s it. Wanted Black + Libertine probably maximize results.
I’ve been running it. Definitely something happening.
Another damn kid doing the deer in headlights thing. 4-5yo. I guess if there’s indeed something to this whole energetic aura thing, kids would pick up in it easier.
This thought train reminds me of an episode of Quantum Leap where a kid was able to see and hear Al Calavicci.
The new entry:
I have noticed pre-subs when I was in a real good state after meditating my friends’ kids and animals acted different to me. Hahaha
That’s beautiful- to be able to enter into your chosen state.
It’s fighting off the recon and helping the scripting flourish. It works.
I’ve been thinking about this line, because I realize that it comes off as though I am shaming those who are looking for sexual results and am placing myself on a pedestal for being able to identify the spiritual elements of Wanted Black, that have been amiss in this thread.
It also reminds me of another interaction last week, where I went to lunch with people and they had mentioned how I’m always flirting with all the girls that come see me, and my reaction was “whaaaaat? Nooooo of course not”. It came from a place of shame.
There is something deep down inside of me that feels shame when it comes to sexual interaction, pursuit of sexual pleasure and sexual fulfillment. There is something inside me that is critical of myself for the fact that I, like every normal human being (and male especially), has a natural sexual desire.
Surely this shame stems from childhood, and the way sexuality was treated in my conservative household. While my rebellion in my late teens did not lead to much, one of the positives was how open I was with sexuality during this period. As I found religion, I began to close that part of me off again, as if I equated the two together.
I also feel there is a slight trauma involved in relation to the combination of being raised around extreme feminists (“believe all women”) , combined with the idea of false accusations for sexual harassment and rape that touches me in a sensitive place. That has made me very apprehensive as a result, to pursue my natural sexual desires.
This is a major problem in my subconscious: a distinction needs to be made between religion and spiritual needs, and the body and sexual needs, which are normal and natural. I also need to get rid of this doomer mentality that I didn’t realize was as strong as it actually is.
This was the type of realization I was hoping to get to with KBBC stage 1. The fact that I got it with Wanted Black (and perhaps it had a synergistic effect with KBBC) is a testament to how good this sub has been for me so far.
One loop y’all. Just one so far.
Join me in and run WB+KB paired up with DR:LD then. It’s an intense ride but it’s worth it.
Nude alpha… now that’s a throwback. Couldn’t wear that tho. Too much stalkers, Florida women are legit batshiii CRAZY
Nude Alpha is extremely potent.
Don’t ever use it on women you not interested in.
THE EAST COAST UNVEILS ITSELF LOL
deadass