Has anyone else had this experience where your completely lost for words realising how much you’ve actually changed?
Also having this mad revelation where it’s like I woke up in a dream. Like something clicked. Everything is like the first time I’ve experienced it. Like I’m stepping out of my old self.
It feels like I’ve been living someone else’s reality and just realising it.
That’s what Dragon Reborn has done to me. I look back at even a couple of years ago and it feels weird but I know it’s just the beginning.
It feels like a lot of things took place in an alternative universe
Nailed it. I feel that way daily although at times I am consumed with regret unfortunately. All the stupid shit I put so much focus on.
Never in my life would I have thought I would be in the situation I am in at almost 55 years old.
It’s not a great feeling
It’s weird to think that there is a decent percentage of the population that has no internal dialog
With the way I think I’m almost scared to run RoM & Ros with Quantum Limitless
Running RoS & RoM with Dragon Reborn has helped me appreciate situations , time periods, and events in my life even though I am not exactly happy with my current situation
Perspective is a beautiful thing
Great to hear man
How’s the coding stuff coming along?
I’ve gotten to the end of my front-end stuff now and am working on projects for portfolio stuff now
Gotta say RoM has been an exceptional help in that regard 
After months since RoM release I have been feeling nothing short of amazing since running this sub
The only real negative, and I wouldnt really call it a negative (not really) is that RoM has had me been feeling slightly depressed and frustrated with myself:
For example, I am now learning to code and that will get me a very well paid job in near future but after walking home the other day I started to contemplate all the wasted years of my past. I would get saddened when thinking about how often I would let time pass me by. I would feel frustrated at my past self for not pushing myself harder and truly trying in life. I feel I could have made way more leaps and bounds earlier had I possessed more discipline.
I am more than making up for it now but it’s just since running RoM it has brought my attention to my wasted years.
You are a climber and RoM is the wise bearded sage, waiting for you at the shoulder of the mountain top; proud of you to have made it this far but pulls you in close, turns you around and shows you the vast and beautiful landscape you have not yet explored. You tear up at it’s obviousness and lament over how such an amazing opportunity has eluded you. The wise sage smiles and whispers gently “you still have time son, now keep going. This isn’t going anywhere.”
I broke my laptop so I have to wait a few months to get a new one but I am still coding with apps on my phone for now
How so?
day ten of washout ，it seems to me that the longer I washout ，the deeper integration goes…this is a process that never ends，and I am fine with it…
for me ，the process of integration is just a way of learning and incorporating new information and ideas/concepts into the existent database，it is always exciting to me even when I suffer from the emotional turmoils…so this process does not bother at all …
mild recon today，I am feeling a bit surreal…it feels like the outter reality is changing somewhere that I could not pinpoint…people are a little bit off …and shifting between different outlook…if I am the cause ，then probably this indicates that my inner world is battling …one example ，today ，someone told my mom ，the other day，he saw me when I was on a date，and he described to my mom how that girl looks like…and doubled down on the story saying that we greeted each other…in fact，I haven’t seen that guy for years and I knew no girl looks like that…that could never happen…he either lies flat out，or he mistakes someone else as me…or maybe there is some other explanation…whichever way ，I think it is funny…I mean this thing is quite absurd at the same time，it seem there is something behind the scene happening I dont know what it is but my intuitions tells me there another story…
recon seems to bring up funny things to my awareness…epiphanies on Rom are quite cerebral/logical，mixing with a sharp awareness into the deeper meaning of things that I contemplate…the deduction process is not step by step，instead，I see the problem and jump the conclusion immediately，and when I pay attention to the process，I could actually sense …my brain is going through that process rapidly…
I believe that the acquisition of knowledge has different layers…you could either learn it from a pure logical stand point ，dissect it bit by bit…incorporate it into your psyche…implement it on a daily basis…but still you dont totally understand it and embody it…or there is other level ，you become it ，not only you could make good use of it…you are that which you use…and renaissance man and quantum limitless will be the former …I am guessing the revelation of spirit will be the latter（even though ，I haven’t run it） and Rom will be the one that in between…at least ，that is how I feel…
I am gonna resume my stack next week，still have few more day washout，might have some more realization…who knows…
this would be so helpful.
maybe put it on roadmap?
I am kinda sure that there was another post there with the keyword “status amplification”
I don’t know if this is the right place to ask this but is there a module that makes you and your name be shrouded in mystrey, without the sexuality aspect?
Think Banksy or St Jermaine?
Thanks in advance
This is not the right place to ask, and there is no such module as I know.
There is the “Temptation” module in the q store which makes you mysterious AND coquettish.
This one should do it.
Eventide
Secrecy is power. Hiding your secrets, plans, moves, ideas, practices and even parts of your lifestyle can have a profound impact on your overall effectiveness in life. Eventide is the module that will help you hide anything you do or plan so that no one can predict what you will do next. You will become an avatar of secrecy and unpredictability. It will also help you divert attention from yourself to someone or something else if necessary, while misdirecting those who are scrambling to unearth your secrets. Finally, for the spiritual practitioners, Eventide will help develop your understanding and usage of the law of silence – a spiritual principle that helps you understand the deep impact silence has on your practice.
That’ll get the main part of what you’re looking for. But if you’re building a custom, you can select additional modules to further focus it in your desired direction/context.
Good luck.
Yes I think this mixed with glory seeker lifeblood fable and wanted would be what I looking for.
Thank you
Are you still listening to 3 minute loops? If so please explain why 3 minutes works better than 5 or 15 minute loops.
I still do, yes.
There is no “better.”
3 minutes is better FOR ME, because I can easier digest it. I have a high flow factor and are sensitive to overexposure. So longer listening times give me generally more recon and bad mood.
However, the more I expose myself to a sub, the longer I can run it.
With EOG, I was already at 5 minutes.
Honestly,
RoM is the best when it comes to gaming. I’m currently playing Apex, and my KDR has a huge difference between the last two seasons. I have a 0.3 increase.
Before anyone recommends GMX. I’m staying with RoM for gaming.
