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So was at a yoga class, stepped out cuz it was intense, asked a girl for a honey stick, she said she was new and didn’t know where they were etc. I said they’re in this cupboard, she said she doesn’t know how to charge me and I said they give them to me for free, and she was all skeptical, and I said something like “what do I look like a…” decided not to say anything negative, don’t want her projecting negative things onto me. She was treating me like I was sketchy, in my mind I was thinking “weird”, she said well you might be a manipulator, and I said “well, aren’t we all to a degree?” She said no, I laughed and said “oh bullshit”, and she gave it to me. But anyway not saying it was good or bad, just notable.

Will continue to note effects.

Also, this feeling of other people make me sick today. Anyone know what I mean? I feel like Draco Malfoy or something. Maybe recon.

^ I’ve had recon like this btw, not new. It seems like attraction is generated when I’m socializing or face to face with a person. Aside from the weird yoga girl (who might’ve actually been into me), interactions have been good.

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It feels so good not to be pulled away from my Zero Point and from my most immediate experience of reality (the here and now) that the new tech provides me with. Every irrelevant thought and emotion is noticed and released as soon as it emerges.

The sense of governing my Zero Point has never been this strong.

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My last night’s pary experience and my shadow work episode

My friend and I went to the nightclub zone in the city last night. The first club was packed, so we stepped out, and I noticed a girl standing alone in the parking lot, waiting for someone. I approached her, touched her arm, and danced with her—lighting her up and making her smile. Then I let her go.

We walked around the zone looking for the perfect spot. I could easily scan a venue in just a few seconds, determining whether it was a good place to build “my cobweb.” Eventually, I found one spot we returned to after checking out some other venues.

I was always a very good dancer, but the way I danced last night was otherworldly. All eyes were on me. It was effortless to hold eye contact with the most beautiful girls and brush against them as I passed by. I felt as if I could do whatever I wanted, and I even had to resist the slight urge to just approach a girl and spank her rear for fun.

We ran into a guy we were acquainted with, and he mentioned he was there with his mom and brother. For fun, I asked if his mother was married. He didn’t say anything—just showed me a picture of her. Well, I wasn’t really interested in getting acquainted with her.

The staff treated me like a celebrity, bowing to me, while they didn’t do that for anyone else. Cool.

At some point, I realized I wasn’t really into any of the girls around me, and my excitement dropped significantly. That’s when I had the shadow experience I hinted at in my previous posts. I’ll share the details in my journal. It began with the thought of how powerful I’ve become thanks to the new tech, contrasted with how vulnerable and fragile the women around me seemed. At that moment, my shadow reminded me of its name—cold cruelty.

I’ve mentioned my shadow countless times before:

I’m learning more about the devil inside—the part of me that could watch the world burn without a flinch. There’s so much hatred for humanity within me…

I went into shadow work mode for the last two hours of the night, and even when we switched clubs, I was still in it. I believe that integrating the shadow is my very next step on the road to Union—perhaps even for everyone using the newest tech, since it seems to give us better access to that part of our psyche.

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Shadow work is super simple. I’ve done it with clients and myself for a long time. It’s shining the light of awareness on the parts you hide subconsciously—not trying to banish it, but understanding that it happened for a reason.

Like, x event happened that was traumatic for you, consciousness split into two, one part went into the dark. And understanding even that part, even if it holds you back in life, it was always just created to keep you safe.

The problem lies in how it thinks it keeps you safe. It does not care if it hides from relationships, or is ruining your life, as long as its interpretation is that it keeps you safe from x.

And then letting that part of you feel safe by giving it love, and then reintegrating it in a healthy way into you.

There are also projections, introjections, and split ego states. Introjections are beliefs or behaviors you just took from your parents, usually without understanding it.

Introjections you give back. Projections you take back. And split ego states, you merge.

I see shadows a bit like your inner child. And you should treat it like it’s a child—you don’t banish it or hate it. You let it feel seen and loved, and take care of it, but don’t let it be the boss.

That’s a very shortened explanation, but yeah.

And then you embody the energy that comes from the emptiness of where the hurt was, and a new awareness opens up. Super fascinating.

You can also have shadows in different stages of ego development, and in different value systems.

Like, you can be more green stage, but have a shadow that’s more in red stage.

Like, your life might feel great, but then something triggers it, and you feel like you just went back five years into your self-development, because that part of you is so undeveloped.

Like being in a relationship is a fantastic way to find shadows, Cause girls are great at triggering your shadows,

Sometimes you even trauma bond, Been there done that, (not healhty) but hey atleast you get tons of triggers to work with XD.

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Do you think we can integrate it once and for all, or will we have to keep “parenting” it forever?

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Nah it goes quite fast to integrate, but then you find a new shadow, to do the same with, and so on, until the end of time XD,

I still find new ones, but they are way less severe, or destructive, and so much easier to deal with,

It’s fun though embodying new levels of awareness as more of you get integrated, Your worldview shifts more and more,

A shadow usually take max 2 weeks, if you really work on embodying it

Oh and something to think about is to not do too much shadow work, especially the deep intense sessions,

I would say max 2 times a week, where focus goes energy flows, and if you focus too much on your shadow you start becoming it, instead of healing it,

I relapsed so hard back in my development when i did 3 hours of shadow work everyday,

Like cleaning up shadow work, is to clean your garden, MEditation, metta is to make your garden thrive and be filled with magic,

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24 hours since the first full loop of the new WANTED.
The first 18 hours or so I was in heavy recon, sleeping and binge watching entertainment trash on YouTube.
Now for the last 6 hours I was suddenly productive again and working on my projects.
It might have to do with the “WANTED Execution” scripting but I don’t really know since my last full loop of EE was 4 days ago.

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Personally I don’t hate humanity as a whole, or wish harm on anyone, but yeah sometimes I do find myself being a hater, but for me personally I find that it comes back to me somehow, like I think I’m projecting my frustration of myself onto others when I do that, and once I move towards my goals in some way or do something I wanted to do (which if I don’t it’s usually because of fear), I then love everyone lol.

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It just occurred to me that energy work (Estern approach) and shadow work (Western approach) should go hand in hand, complementing each other as we work through our traumas, blockages, and limits to reclaim our most important birthright—living a fulfilling life.

Thank you for your input, mate. I really appreciate it.


For me, the ‘heart of my shadow’ is something I envisioned a couple of years ago when my system (body/mind, to use the traditional terminology) was functioning at its peak that night. It was like one of those visions mystics have. I saw myself as Lucifer, sitting on his dark throne in the emptiness after annihilating God and the universe. I literally believed I was Lucifer when the vision reached its peak. I felt the whole darkness of my heart.

Crazy stuff, I know. Perhaps, that the thing I should meditate on the most.


Let’s not go off-topic any further. If you don’t mind, I may tag you (@SwedishBuddha) later as I get more insights into what we’re talking about.

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Is there only WANTED in your stack?

Current stack is:

  • KHAN Black 1 (full)
  • EE (full)
  • new GLM 3 minutes
  • new WANTED (full)

Always at least one rest day between each of these.

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Considering a name-embedded custom with the New WANTED plus Magnetic Social Flow (ESSENCE of Inner Circle). WANTED already includes Reality Bubble and approach scripting for connection, and my thought is that MSF could enhance this by making the attention feel warmer, more social, and easier to act on. @Fire, curious if you’d see this as synergy or overlap?

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Lol agreed, that’s a potential rabbit hole that could fill up this thread. Very interesting symbology there though :thinking:

As for New Wanted results: yeah this seems powerful. I approached one lady with a canned opener and planned on leaving afterwards, but she kept me there and talked for like 10 minutes. Oh shit, the Instant Connection-type scripting, straight up, like she was talking to me as if I knew her and exactly what she was thinking/feeling (which I sort of did but maybe not as much as she thought lol). I feel like it’s very powerful, but very much in the user’s control of whether to envelope a person in your bubble or not.

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Just got back from a kink rave. Interesting results from a single loop (1 min). Will try to have a write up tomorrow just gotta say haven’t had that much fun in months.

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To me, recon is MOSTLY caused by an insufficient amount of energy required for scripting processing. Period. I had that assumption before, but my current experiences of being really grounded and, therefore, producing much higher amounts of energy have confirmed it.

So either become more grounded—relaxed and fully in your body—or reduce the input from those subs who don’t have the newest anti-recon tech as that tech seems to make you way more grounded.

It’s not an official SC idea but my own original and unique insight based on my experiences and observations .

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Eating more protein and sugar definitely seems to help with the processing for me.

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That only increases your energy generation, not its usage, which means a lot of it is wasted. What increases its level the most is grounding. The best example is the new tech in WANTED, which grounds us immensely.

KB 1 may increase your energy generation, but I don’t think it does much when it comes to grounding you strongly in your body.

You can try Focus 10 tape #2 to get much more grounded (like I do), but keep in mind what was said here:

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Why do I find that coffee often helps with execution or during recon? Is it the energy boost from caffeine, or the acetylcholine clarity bump?

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Yeah, I found myself more relaxed in situations that would upset me in the recent past, and… not as tired come to think of it.

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I see it differently. I wanted to reply to you in PM on this since my reply is too esoteric for this public discussion. System says, you are not allowing to receive PM’s right now… :neutral_face:

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