day 7 of washout…the acceptance scripts execute like it should…I feel really open and comfortable about different emotions that surfacing up…I am so loose about it almost feeling like indifferent…emotions just flow through me without leaving any trace…like I am an empty cup ?when I repeat the sentence “I allow it to happen,cuz it is a part of the infinite possibility” I just feel a wave of energy surging through my body…a lot of times ,my whole body just shook…I could notice that those remaining stuck energies/emotions left my body as the shaking happened…it is really relaxing,soothing feeling…and as a result,I feel sexual energy more freely surging through my body…it is profoundly pleasant sensation…also ,I think,it enhances the KBst4 ‘s effects a lot….really nice experience…I will continue the washout and end it this Sunday…more to come…
Edit:one thing I forgot to mention is that this self acceptant attitude is also really great help for me to initiate a new belief /identity building…before the washout started,I consciously decided to build an empowering belief/identity for my singing endeavor…then I started to have dreams related to that theme…in the dream ,I was singing and being evaluated…three nights in a row……now ,I guess the belief is still in the process of integrating…probably soon,it will stick….let‘s see…