Regarding the micro loops: Is it still deemed necessary to have listened to the whole script, before getting results?
Today was the third listening day, 30 seconds.
Haven’t felt anything, as is usual for me.
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Not any longer. Less emphasis being placed now on the “Get the full script” and just increasing exposure to find the sweet spot.
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day 7 of washout…the acceptance scripts execute like it should…I feel really open and comfortable about different emotions that surfacing up…I am so loose about it almost feeling like indifferent…emotions just flow through me without leaving any trace…like I am an empty cup ？when I repeat the sentence “I allow it to happen，cuz it is a part of the infinite possibility” I just feel a wave of energy surging through my body…a lot of times ，my whole body just shook…I could notice that those remaining stuck energies/emotions left my body as the shaking happened…it is really relaxing，soothing feeling…and as a result，I feel sexual energy more freely surging through my body…it is profoundly pleasant sensation…also ，I think，it enhances the KBst4 ‘s effects a lot….really nice experience…I will continue the washout and end it this Sunday…more to come… 
Edit：one thing I forgot to mention is that this self acceptant attitude is also really great help for me to initiate a new belief /identity building…before the washout started，I consciously decided to build an empowering belief/identity for my singing endeavor…then I started to have dreams related to that theme…in the dream ，I was singing and being evaluated…three nights in a row……now ，I guess the belief is still in the process of integrating…probably soon，it will stick….let‘s see… 
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5th day of washout after another round of 7.5 min of Love Bomb and 7.5 min of Heartsong:
(Disclaimer: other titles of my stack are KHAN Black 4, Stark Black, KHAN 4)
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The most important thing first: Love Bomb is the most alpha sub out there!
Nothing beats self love in terms of a sense of feeling high value.
It feels much more congruent than the status increase from KHAN.
I can definitely feel that the self esteem increase from Love Bomb hits much deeper than KHAN’s and therefore it feels like a “more congruent increase” of self worth than what I experienced on KHAN alone.
With KHAN I feel like I am internally inside myself climbing the status ladder belief by belief. Reconciled aspect by reconciled aspect.
With Love Bomb I feel like that I am perfect, pure and divine already, always have been this way, and I just needed to remember that. I am feeling like I am beyond that status ladder in the first place. I a looking at the status ladder from the outside and seeing myself as someone who has the freedom to choose everything and anything. I am back to the levels of divinity.
The self-forgiveness and self-acceptance scripting are absolutely top-notch! -
A lot of recon dreams.
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Eating much healthier and because of this going through some detoxing.
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Effortless semen retention.
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Much less irritated by people’s behaviors in general.
“They are all just doing their usual things, coping and searching and I don’t have to react to it – in the same way I don’t react to trees being shaken by the wind.”
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Starting to see most people who do evil things not as “evil” but as “traumatized lost and hurt souls”.
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The more I love myself, the less I need in terms of material possessions, external attention and validation. It feels like a deeper level of the neediness-healing I experienced back then with WB.
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Feeling more and more like the best possible women are barely enough for me. Time will tell ha ha. Their attractive physical bodies are definitely not enough. I am starting to judge people and especially women, more and more by their aura and energy, than by their looks and behaviors. Super good looks and respectful behavior are now a minimum necessary requirement for me to even consider to put any attention into a woman at all.
It is a strange feeling and ironically, I now feel more confident than ever before to approach a sexy woman, but my internal aura/energy radar simply tells me that “she’s not worth it”
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A woman whom I have encountered on the public transport in the very first seconds of seeing me tried to play “hard to get” by rolling her eyes upwards and acting like she is “the Diva” (my intuition told me she was obviously following some “girl boss” BS dating advice from social media).
Then, after 2 minutes she finally was feeling my Love Bomb aura and started starring at me more and more with curiousity until she couldn’t put her eyes off me.
But at this point I couldn’t care less anymore for the reasons mentioned above:
If she is a broken soul (i.e. her energy/aura/behavior/etc. is off), it is not my task to save and heal her. I have my highly increased minimum standards now and cannot bother to waste time with someone who has not yet reached a level where they can meet these standards. Love Bomb is simply the most alpha title so far I think.
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Me too! (I’m on day 8 of washout.)
I noticed today how someone’s aura/energy felt “off” which resulted in me seeing them as less attractive.
I decided to cancel our plans and take myself out for a lunch date instead.
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This explains what has been going on for me with my mental thought process regarding my relations with a man.
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Interesting realization today:
My boss entered the Gass station and seemed a bit annoyed and grumpy.
I immediately felt a bit off and feared that I’ll lose the job in a few minutes. It became worse after she talked with my colleague that teaches me for 20 minutes.
After that, she talked to me how I liked it so far and I got the impression that she’s pretty pleased with me so far. Next shift I’ll be alone in charge of everything without supervision.
So what is going on in my mind?
Is it still low self love and selfesteem?
Is it some other trauma?
Are these reflections part of LB? Healing?
Tomorrow I’ll look at this issue with my fiancee.
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This might’ve tempted me to chose LB over Khan
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Might be a personal synergy thing, might also be that khan built you so well that now LB has a better grip on you. I assume one would not feel that great about himself on LB if he was homeless or working at mcdonalds and was obese etc.
Maybe I’m wrong? I just can’t imagine LB outdoing the title that’s probably the strongest multistager.
Then again, I guess they’re both going in different direction. Love Bomb is more towards acceptance, Khan seems to be a sub that focuses on finding what “Masculinity” means to you, how you define it and how you accept your own type of masculinity into your life (and utilize it!).
Do you think you’d get the same feelings and effects if you only ran LB, without any other titles, from the very get go?
The thing is, as SaintSovereign stated, that LB activates scripting that lay dormant in you because you didn’t love yourself enough.
He experienced it, I experienced it, JCDenton experienced it.
If you would run Khan for a year, but your self love is low, you’d never feel like a Khan.
But selflove alone is enough to change your life, even if you’re working at McD. I’d guess after some time, you wouldn’t work there either.
For me, LB did things, that neither Emperor nor Mogul could because I didn’t allow the script to become active. After a few loops of LB, I suddenly felt worthy enough for a minijob at a gasstation. And now I’m aiming higher.
And I guess, with conscious guidance, you could become the Alpha of Alphas with LB alone.
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We are heading for a breakup . Self worth is high . What I want is what I get nothing less . If you will not give me what I want joyfully lovingly you don’t have place in my life .
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I don’t think this truly correct, then khan doesn’t increase your self love?
I asked about self love thing to support and I received this answer:
Khan can contribute to self-love, self-care, and self-confidence by enhancing your overall sense of masculinity and empowerment,
In summary, Khan can help with various aspects of personal development, including self-love, confidence, and charisma.
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All I know is, that Khan doesn’t containself love scripting like LB and it was released before Saints idea of adding LB scripting as a primer to all titles.
IF Khan can fix self love issues completely through other means, then ok.
But just through masculinity?
I doubt that pure masculinity and empowering scripting would bring the results you want as long as you despise yourself in your deepest core.
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How can you despise yourself and then be masculine and powerful
I think you can’t despise yourself if you have pure (?) masculinity and sense of power.
I don’t say khan has LB self love scripting
That is exactly the point. How can you develop masculinity if you despise yourself?
If you truly think you’re the worst kind of scum, do you really think you can develop strong masculine traits? Or will the scripting lay dormant in your subconscious until it gets activated?
Even Saint stated, that LB activated stuff from other subs that was ingrained into his essence but couldn’t come to fruition because he was lacking some kind of self love in that aspect.
I think this is all speculation from my side. Interesting but not founded on more than my observations. Which are very limited.
I think we will hear some theories sooner or later from Saint or Fire himself when they speak about the LB primer.
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I’m doing microloops . Not fighting it any longer. Yet I still don’t entirely understand why it’s not necessary to " get the full script " even if it’s done over a longer period of time like a building process. A bit confusing but I’m sure there is a reason. I sort of see microloops now as a way of building a new habit. Start small and go from there. Something I learned from Atomic Habits
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After reading what you wrote, this book and quote came to mind.
If you want to know who you unconsciously believe you are, just take a look at your life, your surroundings, your relationship. Your life mirrors those deep beliefs.
Carolyn Elliott, [Existential Kink: Unmask Your Shadow and Embrace Your Power]
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If you’re learning how to build a house, do you want the full explanation on Day 1 of how to clear the lot, do the foundation, the walls, the roof, the utilities, and the finishing? Or on Day 1 do you just want to learn about clearing the lot and maybe a bit about the foundation?
Same principle with the microloop, it’s for people who get lots of recon.
They are getting recon because their mind is struggling to process and reconcile all the new information about themselves coming in via the sub.
Microloops as a solution work by lowering the amount of information coming in so it is digestible and not overwhelming to the subconscious mind.
So instead of getting a big masterclass on how to be high status via Emperor, which might give you tons of recon because you look in the mirror and you see someone lame and low status, you microloop Emperor instead to just get Lesson #1 on being high status, until that has been integrated well enough and you can now listen a bit longer and get Lesson 1 & 2, etc
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Imagine hearing the same 3 hour lecture every day for a month, while you only understand 10% of it.
Sure by the end of the month maybe you’ll understand 25% of it after hearing it so much, but you’ll also feel exhausted and burnt out.
Maybe by listening to the first 10 min of that lecture for a week, and increasing the amount of time you’re listening to the lecture every couple of days as you realize you are understanding more of it, by the end of that month you can comfortably listen to 1.5 hours of the lecture and understand 60% of all the ideas being discussed.
So you end up learning more, integrating more, and becoming better faster by taking in the information piece-meal rather than trying to bruteforce it all at once.
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