How intense my recon is with LBFH/LB also makes me wonder “what is wrong with me?”
For some reason, LBFH hits way harder than LB. But that’s old tech LBFH compared to New Tech LB.
Sort of… maybe… I didn’t think so at first but I guess you could say this is what’s happening?
When I ran Nouveau Rich, Revelation of Spirit, and Stark Black all fairly close to each other, I connected to a deeper sense of purpose in business - going back to coaching roots, etc. Basically the same “awakening” and approximate product/lifestyle that I had come to in 2022 after a lot of EOG1 and only a few loops of Dragon Reborn and Revelation of Mind when I realized I wanted to shut down my marketing agency and start a Entrepreneur’s Health/Performance coaching program.
But I didn’t DO that, in 2022. I knew it was a good idea. But, I had excuses of "I’m not ready, I’m not experienced enough, I don’t look like an industry leader, i need XYZ first, etc."
This time around, however, when RoS and Stark Black gave me the idea, then I listened to Love Bomb, I notice I don’t have those same excuses. I’m starting it. I’m not pursuing employment right now. I’m extremely grateful for the free time to do what’s really like a heart’s calling, the thing that any time I’m NOT doing it, I wish I could be doing it instead of what I’m currently doing for work.
I’m in a very distinct mood of "feeling the fear and doing it anyways."
YouTube might not work, coaching might not work, etc., and I might not go viral, I might not be profitable, I might just make myself look like a total freaking idiot pretending to be a guru. In which case, I’m going to be “unemployed” for 6 months, then fail, then go crawling back to a job with my tail tucked between my legs.
But That’s OKAY
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That’s the realization. That’s okay. If that happens, and I fail, I failed at something worthwhile. I’m pursuing what deep down I have been wanting to do for the last 7 years, and pushing off, too afraid to start without a guarantee of success. I’ll fail pursuing the thing inside of me that unless I do it, I won’t feel aligned with my life, or complete, or on purpose.
So, Love Bomb is bringing up fear from healing, certainly, but it’s also bringing up self-acceptance, and trust in myself, and a willingness to fail.
In that way, I guess it is acting as a results enhancer for the other subs. Wealth subs, no less!