Exactly @SoulFire. I can think of being young and having little to no boundaries for myself. Being a yes-man was a given since noone ever portrayed standing up for themselves out of principle, much less valuing themselves.
And normally, I’ll ignore it or look over it. But having that unique shift with LB was very loud to me.
I’ll give another avenue I’m using this for. In the last 2 or 3 weeks, my mindset has slowly shifted towards success in financial matters, courtesy of Emperor. I’ve owned a crypto trading platform for over a year and a half. And as evidence of a lack of self-worth: I’ve not used it a single time in these last 19 months. Not once.
Until this past week. I paid the monthly fee to allow access last week, and I spent some time comparing avenues I could use: active trading vs. automated bots trading 24/7. Well, since steady returns are at 4% daily with the automated bots, I chose that and began moving forward. I hooked up an exchange, bought crypto, and moved towards setting up demo trading to test it out.
Then yesterday happened with me noticing I’m craving some self-love, and everything else went by the wayside. Everything. Like my mind said “We’re gonna solve this FIRST!” I built an Emperor/LB custom last night (won’t have funds to purchase until this week), and I’m going to alternate CFW with LB every other day since I really need self-love. I’ll listen to LB tonight.
And this mirrors my stop-and-go mentality with finances I’ve done in years past. Maybe 4 years back, I began EOG, and it greatly motivated me. I actually stopped on St.1 after months of use, as I was hitting some block, some unsolved pain which I couldn’t identify. It was maybe a year back when processing LBFH that I understood I was in need of self-love, and EOG wasn’t filling that gap. I remember tagging Fire to include some self-love in updates to EOG, for I saw me holding back for that one reason.
Self-love, from my recent experiences, makes everything possible.
So that’s what I’ll be doing.