Yes, three customs. I do feel some drain sometimes. I had the KB ST1/ ROTNW/ PN custom the longest… I stopped running it for a while to run the others, which are newer. I usually run them at 3 or 5 or 7 minutes.
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Originally was going to keep this private but decided to share some of it.
Have 2 close female friends, nothing sexual and have been friends over a decade. Well, years ago we dated briefly but haven’t had any kind of physical intimacy or desire on either side. Just…good friends.
First friend lets call her Rosie. Was having a conversation with her and she comes out of the bedroom wrapped in a towel and puts her thong on (rather slowly) in front of me. We never dress in front of each other or have that kind of relationship. Also she started going into my bedroom at other times and just chilling out on the bed. I generally just move the conversation to another room.
However, very unusual behaviour for her.
Second friend we’ll call Sheila. Since splitting years ago we barely ever hug and just do fist bumps. Recently she gives me these long lingering looks that don’t leave anything to the imagination. When I hey what’s up, it’s like she snaps out of a trance and becomes extremely apologetic. She’s also more affectionate.
I feel off balance with Khan. Think I’ll pair it with Love Bomb next time to help smooth the transition, then E:TWTP so there is less of that sexual vibe. I wonder if pairing it with Emperor would ground things differently. Two different archetypes, however with conscious guidance wondering what the effects would be.
Women respond extremely well. A bit unfortunate that side is not really my focus:)
Thank you for this. It’s exactly what I’ve been feeling but couldn’t find the right words. Reading your comment just gave me a flash of insight.
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Finished my second run of total breakdown and now onto my third cycle of it .
Kinda sucks but going deep down into myself to really get out of my own way is very uncomfortable and tbh the clash of beliefs and limiting thinking .
It sucks to truly look at yourself and see a coward or an image built from deceiving yourself . To see your dreams fade away into nothing because you couldn’t step up .
But at the same time I can recognize this was because of the horrible story I was telling myself through the years .
Results are interesting tho there are times when I actively challenge a belief I have either through action or questioning myself and I feel like it unlocks a piece of myself that I didn’t know was there . For an example there’s a cute girl from another department that I met a couple months ago and I just flirt with her and have conversation with her so easily once I pushed past my belief that I shouldn’t flirt with girls at all .
Conversational skills are getting better and I feel like I get a better response from people around me .
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This reminds me of Kraven the Hunter from the Spiderman Comics.
Kraven’s lines here give a Khan vibe, for me.
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They are not LOYAL compared to Lannisters.
A Lannister always pays his debts !!
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So badass
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A cultured man of the wild. I’ve always loved his arc in the comics; hunted all of the top game in the world so, he steps up to hunting the top specimen possible in his world:
Spiderman.
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Welcome to the mythopoetic men’s movement!
You’ll want to also check out “King Warrior Magician Lover” which is a great book on male archetypes.
Also, “the amazing development of m3n, every man’s journey from knight to prince to king”
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Mythologizing my Khan ST1 results because words don’t do it justice…
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Father, why do stars fall like that?
This was not the whimsical why-game of a 7 year old. His eyes burned with a desire to know.
“When a man has great ambitions and reaches them, he becomes a star. And so, shooting stars are the travels of great men.”
“Wow, really? Men become stars!?”
“Aye. The sky is littered with proof that men have done… whatever it is you want to do.”
“So what happens to all the men who don’t achieve their dreams?”
“I thought perhaps, I would wait… until you’re older.”
“For what!? I can understand it!”
“Aye, you can.”
“Really?!”
“Do you remember the festival two summers ago when we picked a new Khan? Do you remember what happened?”
“YES! It was the best day EVER. There were sweet fluffs and square loafs and rabbit chasing and bow pulling and fireworks and -”
“Focus, Malik. Do you remember what happened after?”
“Ah well you had so much honeymilk you couldn’t even walk straight and momma had to carry you back to the bed and we couldn’t even wake you up with a feather and -”
“…And then?”
U*hm, well, I asked Millie to dance with me under the Meteor Shower but she - the… meteor shower?! That’s what happens? The meteor shower!?"
“Yes, Malik, yes. When a man doesn’t realize his dreams, his spirit hardens, turns to rock, and falls. Maybe it crashes, maybe it doesn’t. That’s the true nature of a meteor.”
“Most of the time, his spirit completely burns up before he reaches the ground, and is recycled by the flames before it makes impact. So he gets another opportunity, to try again.”
“But sometimes, his spirit was so big that even the flames can’t recycle it. If this happens, and it hits the ground, his life and dreams are over very soon.”
“Most meteors are… small. The dreams do not have enough significance. Or haven’t matured and gathered mass for long enough. Or, it’s a dream that the world isn’t meant to see happen.”
But some meteors are… larger. This very valley we live in, Malik. Look around. Do these walls look natural to you? We are living in the biggest meteor crater the tribe has ever known. This must have been the failure of a very, very great man."
“Babba are my dreams in the sky as meteors right now!?”
“Yes… it’s possible. It depends on whether or not you’ve started dreaming them. Let’s hope so, though.”
"But Babba why did a meteor shower that big come on the night of Ascension? Was it every man’s destiny to become Khan?"
“No, of course not, but it was many men’s dream to try. Why that night? Every man has the opportunity, yes? But only a few tried. Those who stood silent had an opportunity to realize a dream, and failed, so their spirit was hardened and sent for judgement.”
“We each have a responsibility, son. The bigger the destiny, the bigger the responsibility.”
“They say if Genghis Khan hadn’t lived up to his destiny, the meteor impact would have been so great it would have ended all life instantly. Perhaps even split the planet apart.”
“Father! Then we must stop dreaming immediately!”
“Ah… The fastest way to doom us all, Malik. You can make this world brighter, my boy, or bury it in ash. But you can’t sit by and do nothing.”
The boy went to sleep that night, and didn’t dream. But when he woke up, something had changed.
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A very beautiful parable.
Did you chose the name intentionally?
If not, your subconscious chose wisely.
Malik means something like King in Hebrew/ Arabic.
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Great writings. You are a man of many talents, save them up, they might come handy one day 
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WOW!!
No, I didn’t choose that intentionally. I just smashed syllables together. Perhaps I’d heard it in mythic context before.
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that story is beautiful，god‘s forbidden，if one day，I were to have a child，I would tell them this story…it really stirs up something primal ….it is prophetic，suggestive and captivating…absolutely love it…thanks for sharing man… 
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Khan, combined with KB, has continued to unlock things in me and make me more and more creative
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Is anyone running Khan with Stark Black?
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That’s just what came up from search @Floridianninja but I also remember quite a few people saying the stack was making them very very successful with women, FYI
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Ready to share? 
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