Just finished my first complete run through and Iām pretty satisfied with what i got even though it was kind of painful at times and I wasnāt really in the best place to run something like Khan .
Iāve become more aware of myself in ways that were not comfortable at first and realizing how immature I was approaching everything in my life and how lack of genuine self expression has stifled my development as a man and as a person .
I didnāt get laid but to be honest that was not really my focus while running khan ironically i was really focused on the concept of my destiny and cultivating myself to become that person who can achieve it . Iāve become kinder and more assertive without being belligerent while thinking deeply about everything around me without being overwhelmed . I did notice that whenever i would talk to certain women I was way better received . Iāve begun to be way more creative and actually want some form of art to be a part of my life.
Iāve completely desexualised my brain and even though Iāve been slipping up recently in regards to porn and shit .
I donāt know how to describe this feeling but some days i feel like things just work in my favor even things that arenāt that great . I like working out again the same way I did when I was 20 and just obsessed with being mind numbingly strong .
Iām definitely going to run the program again this time doing stages 1-3 twice before getting on stage 4 .
The biggest result so far is how I can control my fear for the most part . I do not fear change anymore and whenever the person Iām trying to leave behind tries to pollute my thoughts and dull my actions i do not let them win at any costs.
Iāve also begun to take my spiritual life more serious and really trying to understand what God has planned for me .