Well, no
You’ll have grown significantly as a person
All those external results are just a side effect of all the internal work you’ve done
You’re thinking just about the destination but not really about the journey to get there. Which is a reward in itself
Khan is internal work. All these titles in one way or another is internal work
If after all that work you’re still not satisfied and you still want to be a monk then cool more power to you. But how will you know like as you said in an earlier post, unless you experience it for yourself

