As I said, the realizations dawn on me after I take thise actions and see the results. Like the guy I talked about. Now I’m never going to call him again to see each other and he’ll just not have a place in my life. After that ghosting that happened, I got into an introspective mode, then some realizations happened about me having to take those “actions” on my career and job, because I haven’t gotten any, rather than casual socialization. So if I’m on ST1 OR ST2, this MIGHT not have happened, or it may have, because people show colors and that process has a little fee that you must pay,bwhuch will cause you to introspect in return, there’s action taking even on KST1 or ST1(I guess).
@SwagKing that’s what I call a very helpful comment, as @Evolver
Thanks, yes, it’s time for ST1 solo, even chronologically, because it’ll be around a month since I’ll have the opportunity to execute my vision anyways.
And guys, I’m just sharing things here as journal and report, I hope it’s ok since they’re not direct conscise results. My confusion need not cause frustration in you, I have my journey with all my faults, I’m ok with it, I appreciate the feeling of responsibility, but I don’t want it to border or putting me here on a chair to be judged. Don’t get triggered by my stories which are not as you expect it.
If the reports get too much, I’ll be sure to open a journal.

