I ran it with EoG1 (Major, Name Embedded and then custom) and EE (as mentioned above).
I followed the regular schedule with a few added rest days here and there.
Taking action is the sole reason I started Khan (and EE).
With my ADHD I severely lack executive function. Making decisions, working memory, task intitiation, pretty much everything covered by EE.
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How often did you experience recon during that run? Didnāt recon partially impair your executive function, except for the time you mentioned when you said you got a boost in that area?
I know you said you didnāt experience major bouts of recon, but I guess there must have been some.
Working memoryā¦
I remember a few incidents of irritability and anger, especially with TB, but mostly in the beginning it subsided rather quickly.
But to begin with, my Executive function is so impaired, that I hardly would be able to notice recon there.
Just checked my journal. I mentioned experiencing recon 7 times and mostly in the beginning. And once after my custom.
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3 rest and processing days since the full loop of Total Breakdown have passed.
The recon on this new version of KHAN is a complete walk through the park while also licking on ice cream ā compared to the hellish recon experience of Total Breakdown ZP V1 
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This song sums up the new KHAN Total Breakdown recon experience pretty well: singing songs while walking through the fireā¦
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The man playing the demon in this clip is a great actor!
just read about this guy.
wtf is this story lol.
Lowkey disgusting hahahaha
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Dick of enlightenment 
Have you spoke to HR about her attitude ?
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highkey inspiring 
sleeping with 5 000 women?
Maybe rather this
His intention was to show that it is possible to be enlightened, impart enlightenment, and still lead a very healthy sex life, and to demonstrate that celibacy was not necessary for being enlightened. In addition, he wanted to expand the range of means by which enlightenment could be imparted, while adding new evolutionary prospects to the overarching tradition. He is credited with introducing the practice of phallus paintings in Bhutan and placing statues of them on rooftops to drive away evil spirits.
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Yep
What Parsifal said: itās inspiring because it shows how unique we all areā¦and how rigid our values and beliefs are about everythingā¦.
Buddha and this guy became the same living truth but expressed it totally differentlyā¦.
(But yeah I also do find that high body count inspiring: I like sex.)
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You still intake others karma and make entanglements from sex(mind, body, emotions, energy exchange entanglement) , not sure whats the pair bond limit but like with any substance the more you will need to feel same chemical love/bonding oxytocin release as before while you get desensitizated over time.
Just as i wouldnt put a heroine needle into me, same as not putting my d into chaotic random energy fields.
Avoiding trash food like trash people for overall wellbeing.
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ehhhhā¦hard disagree and loaded with a lot of unfounded assumptions; I"ll just leave it at that so we donāt derail the thread furtherā¦
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Its not derailing when its topic related to sub goalsā¦
Its not a cost free thing its an exchange that you gotta judge yourself for yourself if its right for you.
You have to see the larger picture of patterns why do religions, mystery schools, or traditional social cultures promote a specific view throughout history ? Perhaps theres greater wisdom to it. Been finding it even more relevant with some on the nose quotes from nag hammadi.
Its a ritual and alchemy as much as it is pleasure and release of sexual energy.
The woman in video is entirely different ethnicity, culture, geography yet comes to same conclusions that many others come to from different cultures.
Science cant measure these things but it can make correlation to sex and long term stability relationship success/cheating and the correlation is pretty clear.
Why do you think cheating with exes is common, mental, emotional and energetic ties that still exist after they break up.
It all ties in logically from chemical level to every layer.
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I agree with you on this. I believe that if we remove or see through physical bodies, underneath sex is 2 energies come, exchange and grow energy together. So 2 people exchange all good & bad things during, after sex, their energies are intertwined if they believe it or not, it is fact.
@SaintSovereign and @Fire have always emphasized freewill scripting in NSE, so I learn to respect that everyone who has been listening to subclub has their own freewill and choose what they want to do.
When I respect their freewill of choice, I feel like I respect my freewill too.
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A couple of years back I got to know a knowledgeable yogini. She spent years in Ashrams to learn yoga and Tantra.
Besides some bad stuff
Like in many Ashrams, there are lots of unenlightened teachers, that sleep with women, promising enlightenment, but just do it for their own pleasur. She even once discovered that a group of teachers performed weeklong rituals to get her to sleep with them. She left this Ashrams immediately after this discovery
She learned a lot.
Basically, she confirmed everything the lady in the video explained. She also explained that you can get rid of the negative consequences of exchanging energy with the wrong kind of people.
But she said also, that just because you can get rid of the consequences doesnāt mean you should simply sleep around.
When you become aware of the energetic nature of sexual intercourse, when you start to notice the differences, feel the exchange, you simply loose desire for the wrong kind of people.
Just because you can shower doesnāt mean you take a bath in sewage.
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I came to this knowledge through intuition, inner knowing which made me want to learn a bit more about it and the patterns logically track from spiritual layer to chemical body level to emotional and psychological as well.
Im not sure you can entirely remove all consequences because the social studies show an ever increasing lack of long term relationship stability or ability for bonding the higher number goes especially for women due to higher oxytocin release.
I know some people in open relationships and girls eventually emotionally tune out from main parthner and develop feelings for guys they sleep with.
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