Started Khan again.
In the last when I ran stage 1 the recon was always anger.
Now I do get a little bit so anger but it’s mostly sadness, I feel like I’m about to cry most of the time.
I also feel extreme loneliness, I get extremely disappointed when i wake up and I have zero messages and the same when I finish a shift and again I check my phone and nothing.
So sadness and loneliness are the theme of this total breakdown.
Aren’t those things you’ve been reconciling naturally lately? They’re surfacing. It looks like there’s a high alignment between your natural reconciliation cycle and the recon induced by TB. Good. Proceed, mate.
The goal of that reconciliation cycle is to deal with the sadness, the loneliness, and everything that triggers them.
Had a big breakthrough thanks to stage 1, only after 1 loop.
All the girls I have been with until now have been nothing but a distraction so I don’t have to face the break up with my first gf (if you guys remember she went on a big trip).
Like yeah sure I’m a man and I always want to have sex but all my relationships were not sincere, they where from a place of filling the void, this is why I attracted chaotic girls because they are the best at filling the void through emotional ups and downs.
Now I don’t want to be with a girl, I imagine myself kissing, having sex and just spending time with a girl and I just don’t want it.
Yes, stage 1 amplified it tho.
But it’s good, it makes me face them rather than suppress them and indulge in distractions.
There is a gift in this situation. I know this because I’ve been there before. You need to get yourself mentally to a place where you don’t need messages from people to feel good. Get to a point where you know you’re okay with or without messages. Usually when you stop needing something that’s when it comes to you.
Congrats on the awareness. You’re doing great
I’m back to Khan again, the plan is to finish at least 2 times, stage 1, 2, 3 & 4 back to back.
So during listening to Khan last year, my mind shifted and I didn’t give much attention to other things, focus on myself and my goals instead. As a result, I posted less and less in the forum, to the point feeling waste of time checking it.
With this come back to Khan, let see if I still wanna focus on my things and how the results are different with previous run.
Oh running khan with DRR had been quite spiritual, a journey and battle of lower self desires in parallel with higher self desires, a neccessery experience in self mastery and overcoming the lower nature of oneself.
ended up moving places, finally, new life is scary but it is here, started stage 2 and going to replace stark black to dare devil to truly experience what life has to offer, I have to break out of my shell for that to happen and daredevil should help 
I am on a new cycle with KHAN Total Breakdown.
Today is the first day after the first loop of the cycle.
Contrary to the past where I was just a lazy recon bum, I am actually doing stuff and being mostly productive.
In the past, the ambition and getting things done scripting never really worked for me with any of the KHAN’s stages. It seems there was a plateau that I was not able to get through.
But now, since I have EE and QL4 in my stack, I am now executing tasks and working on things that are in alignment with KHAN’s direction.
It seems that this previous execution plateau and not knowing what to do next, has been pierced through by the EE and QL4.
Which makes it clear to me once again, these titles, especially EE, are the real foundation builders for most of the “successful alpha life” titles.
With KHAN Total Breakdown, I am breaking down mental limitations.
With the addition of EE, I am taking action in order to break down all the physical representations of those limitations as well.
I think the need to implement EE-type scripting in every title that requires stepping out of your comfort zone and doing the work has been emphasized a few times now. Your post points back to that need and I’m just expressing it here once again.
Another great feature would be the ability to pounce on the right opportunities for organic growth—amplified by subs—without hesitation. However, I suppose that would be really difficult to execute due to fear of the unknown—and it could trigger a lot of recon.
Its interesting that they are masculine and want to be more masculine but at same time hate the masculine energy.
a lot of the feminist agenda is going backwards and somehow still running 40mph headfirst into a brickwall…
Stop discussing ideologies please.
What is so bad about it
Do realize Genghis Khan was innovative for his era. He’s more akin to the Stark of his time. He did not need a PR campaign, because he achieved results. He was loved from within, and I don’t think he was hated from without because he was so much of an executor that people were dead before they could even make the assessment.
He loved his people. I learned along Khan with this last cycle, that love is okay. After all, we KILL for those we love. Unless you are coward. We all say stupid shit sometimes and that’s a part of the journey. Even this is up to scrutiny, but this doesn’t stop good self-development.
I am no representative of this forum, the following is just my personal view:
This is a dedicated thread about a subliminal, an ideology should be not included here.
If there was a dedicated place in the forum to have a conversation about ideologies I don’t believe the majority will join that conversation with an open mindset to listen, understand and share perspectives, it would end up in confirming yourself of your own bias while attacking opposing views.
I hope you understand.
Back to topic:
I think Khan will be on my planning for this year.
I ran Khan from January to June for six cycles.
It was smooth sailing.
No tangible results.
No major recon.
UNTIL I increased listening time on stage 4 from 5 to 10 minutes.
All hell broke loose.
Just as with KB3, I had problems falling asleep, woke often with heat flashes, sweating, etc.
Thank God it vanished after a couple of days.
Fire confirmed my suspicion that my energetic system isn’t developed enough.
So at a point I’ll run KB 1&2 again for a couple of cycles to first clean and then strengthen my energetic system before I’ll return to KB3 once again.
A year later, I’ll probably give Khan another shot.
Speaking of No tangible results, on TA I noticed a serious improvement on the action taking department, but that coincided with EE, so can’t tell for sure which action taking scripting kicked in.
Also I once ran a short loop of Ascendet Love (my LB+Ascension Custom), which I was able to run in full loops without any recon. Only this time I was highly irritated for a couple of days.
So something seems to have changed if my custom now is able to dig much deeper than before.
I’m excited to rerun Khan in 18 months.
Was it the only sub you ran at the time? How about the rest days and taking action?
I ran it with EoG1 (Major, Name Embedded and then custom) and EE (as mentioned above).
I followed the regular schedule with a few added rest days here and there.
Taking action is the sole reason I started Khan (and EE).
With my ADHD I severely lack executive function. Making decisions, working memory, task intitiation, pretty much everything covered by EE.
How often did you experience recon during that run? Didn’t recon partially impair your executive function, except for the time you mentioned when you said you got a boost in that area?
I know you said you didn’t experience major bouts of recon, but I guess there must have been some.