Khan 2 has been an absolute game changer, feels like exactly what my situation called for. Loosing out on that last position definitely took a hit on my confidence, but the bounce back has been insane. There’s are tangible external results, job offers, people treating me better, opportunities popping up, but the real magic has been internal.
I feel completely fearless, unafraid of money and for security even though I’m still on the job hunt, and I can’t even describe the confidence. I am 100% certain that if I needed to make money tomorrow, I could walk into nearly any local business and get a position. There’s a deep certainty that everything is working out for me, and I am unwilling to settle for less. It’s been a deep discovery process for myself the past week or two, and the copy is spot on, you will question yourself over and over again until you know exactly who you are, and what you desire. There’s power in clarity. This discovery process has led me to think about every aspect of my life. What I’m willing to trade for money. When do I feel the best. When am I the most happy and fulfilled. For me, that’s spending time with my friends and family. Going to live music/festivals. Making people laugh. Being courageous. Money was and is just a means for me to do these things, and I will never place it above those. At the same time, I am starting to recognize my value that I bring deeply, and anywhere that I do choose to work, I expect to be compensated highly, valued, respected, or I will walk and find another job in a heartbeat.
There’s obviously been all the romance/relationship benefits as well which I won’t go into detail on, but I was called Papi for the first time lol, maybe EmpD blooming finally here.
