So I couldn’t help myself,
I’ve been seducing myself into Khan for so long
I needed a taste. I did 30 seconds Khan Stage 2 out of @Niles book… before the gym on Friday
Keep in mind, I stacked ASBR, TS Black, and Emperor Daddy earlier that week-so not the cleanest micro-loop
but WTF
Khan is unlike any other sub- Internal state, happiness, confidence, physical PR and state at the gym…external results in respect, social, woman. Like BAM, all in two hours right after. Zero hesitation or concern around social or loudly projection my voice. This dominance and assertive is formed from independence that doesn’t require validation at all.
My appetite for junk food and sweets completely was obliterated, I felt I only wanted to do things that aligned with creating the version of myself I wanted to be.
WTF
Very powerful.
Lots of questioning ensued internally but it didn’t feel circuitous, it felt like meaningful work.
I don’t know if I can run Khan at this time cause of my sales role and that where the dough flows in, but I continue to test it.
I tested another 30 seconds before the bathhouse the next day, and I had NEVER seen this place so stacked with the most perfect type of woman I am interested in. like when I say perfect, I mean perfect. Not type but types. Like the full spectrum of it. It was a mix of feelings there was definitely an attraction there even though some were with partners and also not insecure but genuinely looking at being with those type of woman, like wondering if I have my bases covered to actually bring that into my life. I also was with my friend and when we were both interacting with one woman I felt really strong jealousy. He is married but really fun to meet woman with. I just didn’t like that she was giving him attention. I have not felt that with woman in a LONG time. I stayed really cool and calm and there became more and more of a magnetic attraction between us. She started looking at my lips a lot and felt like we could have hooked up there. We were in a hot tub.
Its funny OVERALL my tests of Khan have given me stronger boundaries against doing certain work, annoyed at my sales situation even more strongly while simultaneously seeing how I relate to it as so WEAK. After running my custom and ASBR after Khan, my sales felt more frustrated, but after doing another 30 seconds of Khan stage 2 today and taking calls, I felt they were even more on point than before, a mix of authentic and confident and verbally savvy.
The overall energy of this stage feels like a trial, not a flow and dialed in of what I am doing although it lends power to that, but it has me wanting to change a lot in my life. I’ll maybe do one more 30 second loop before a date Tuesday but then will circle back with Khan in 2025. I need to close the year strong with pure wealth subs.