Main Disc. Thread - The New Heartsong (Now Available! Q Cores Available! ESSENCE Modules Available!)

[SaintSovereign]

@Layman

[SaintSovereign]

@JCDenton

20 hours since I did my first loop of the HS Stage 1.
It was a 30 sec loop after 3 days of washout.
The first two hours nothing happened, then the brutal recon hit (on the same level as the previous HS, incl. emotional releases of shaking and crying) and lasted for at least 6 hours.
I am still in recon right now but now rather pissed than desperate.
I still have not read the full copy yet, as reading it only increase the recon and my mind starts crying out loud:
“Impossible!”
“If this is true then…”
“Yeah nice, keep dreaming…”
“Here we go, another try.”
“It hasn’t worked in the past, so why should it work now?”
“Even if the script works, I cannot imagine myself not standing in the way of myself.”

Use the recon as information. I suspected this might be your response, since it was you and @Saiyan4Blue who originally brought this type of reaction to our attention. However, there is much scripting that will help you overcome this mindset over time (if you’d like to proceed).

That being said, I think you might benefit from answering the very questions you posted in your results post.

“If this is true then…”

Then, what? Finish it. Turn to whatever this is, look it right in the face.

“It hasn’t worked in the past, so why should it work now?”

Why?

“Even if the script works, I cannot imagine myself not standing in the way of myself.”

Again, why?

The fact that you are able to identify these types of thoughts and bring them into conscious awareness is a plus. The next step is resolving them. Also, if you’re running one of your experimental stacks, please note that in your response.

[heartmadeiron]

@SaintSovereign

More will be announced next season. Project LIFE.

Nice. Feels like a successor to the original Genesis.

[Layman]

Did you write this? I like it a lot!
The rhythm and rhyme made me think of a part of a poem, and it took me a little while to recall it:
Look up and out
Aeroplanes, sleek as guns
are turning west into the light
and the air over the terraced streets
mutters at the miracle of flight

(by Tobias Hill, not one of my own! Credit where it’s due lol)

[SaintSovereign]

It’s part of the lyrics to the “Project Life” song.

I forgot that it’s been a very long time since I’ve done that to tease an upcoming track and corresponding title.

[SubliminalUser]

Imagine when the other romance titles get updated to ZPU…it’ll be quite the combo to run WDB and HS ST2 both fully rescripted in ZPU.

[TheGreenMan]

@SaintSovereign

next season.

Will the new season start this year?

[Prioritas]

Guys lets not de-rail the thread !

Thank you for answering Saint, and I am looking forward to Project LIFE!

“Know thyself” is what I’ve wanted deep down from every inner-facing sub I’ve run here, starting with RoS and Genesis (which helped so so much), so it’s super exciting that y’all are working on something that’s 100% directed at that.

Thank you

[Saiyan4Blue]

Well, this is an interesting turn of events. To start with, I’ve always felt like me and @JCDenton have a lot in common despite rarely interacting. To me at least, he seems to project much of my own experiences and ideas but through an ENTP lense

I have also resonated with much of what he posted before the new HS upgrade. Not that HS was on my radar in particular, finding the one/soulmate honestly felt like a fruitless endeavour and that is mostly due to my beliefs and projected importance of what it would take for someone like me to truly " fall " in love once more

That it had to truly, absolutely and utterly be " it " almost at a multiverse level. That, hypothetically, I had to be the one with best match out of every variant of myself in exitance. Because I simply have that much to give, so much unmet needs for something far beyond the extraordinary that nobody alive could possibly match it. Rarely anyone I’ve ever dared to let my guard around did. So I simply brushed the whole thing off and decided to work with what I had.

@SaintSovereign

Use the recon as information. I suspected this might be your response, since it was you and @Saiyan4Blue who originally brought this type of reaction to our attention.

As I suspected, Peace have done far more of the heavy lifting than I could have imagined. Because I definitely see myself reacting similarly to what he posted about his experience with Attuned

I posted in my journal about my own first experience. I have been blissfully exhausted due feeling something " unclench " within me in a way that is far more liberating than the sub’s intended purpose. I have no revelations, no desires at the moment and no need of either. Not in an abstinent or celibate way, Simply in a " It will all work out, it already is " way I could whole heartedly trust let alone question

That was few hours ago. So far i have no need to " take action " either but I did feel like trying something. To take a nap and utilize the altered consciousness state before sleep hits to simply imagine what It would be like being with someone I could fully feel excited and at peace with. I have done this before as an active way to " manifest " but this time it was far easier and smoother, thought I wasn’t even really " manifesting ". Just exploring for its own sake

And I actually felt it. It wasn’t the wildfire that I have always imagined it to be… but rather a small, humble matchstick that held the potential and felt just as satisfying starting off as a matchstick. I envisioned a shape, and for the first time… a face, expressions… mannerisms and interactions… I saw us holding hands at the movies. Working out together at the gym, playing videogames together and saw myself enjoying activities with her that she enjoyed but could never imagine myself enjoying simply because she was

The chemistry wasn’t grand, it was simple and effortless. She wasn’t perfect in anyway, and neither was I but it felt unquestionably right. What magnetized us towards each other wasn’t compulsive nor unbelievable. Just mutual awe that felt as right as my own face in the mirror, and potential for intensity that is neither passive nor rushing. A wild fire that can is equally enjoyable at every stage. No stage was worth skipping and every pause, or argument, felt like as an equally valuable part of the build up

Most importantly, the " magic " of it all did not feel so far out of reality. It felt real and already present. If i could tell older self one thing, it would be that the " search, journey " is just as important as the destination. That the " one " is not a one-time lottery win that negates any need for more search nor a justification of everything I’ve endured prior to it

@JCDenton

“If this is true then…”

To me, it feels true now because I have begun reclaiming the near-immovable weight of importance I’ve projected into it. The more grand and important I made it, the more I’ve disqualified myself from it. The more I’ve made room for suffering in it’s absence. For if it is real and feels like heaven, how could anything else not feel like hell? Understanding this was the first part for me. The rest was being patient with myself while dealing with the discomfort of the unknown. It’s difficult but I’ve believed in many more grand things I couldn’t imagine myself living without. Eventually, I recognized that my fears became a shelter that protected itself from me.

[Akin]

At some point while reading the copy, I started crying. It was a relief, but also this feeling of, “Wait, is this really possible?” And another feeling of remembering something I had forgotten. Thank you subclub.

I really liked the features in stage 01, they make a lot of sense. I’ll be testing soon.

[Uber_Elysium]

Today was amazing, felt so whole and complete with myself I didn’t even worry about romance haha. This worthiness scripting needs to go into everything lol. This MIGHT be better than Peace for me but to be fair I really struggled with self worth and love especially in terms of romance most of my life, so this is probably going to take me for a ride haha

@SaintSovereign im serious about the worthiness scripting this needs to be looked into and put into most if not all upgrades or just a module mined from ST1 haha

I just feel so good I honestly don’t know how to put it into words

[TheEmpress]

Would it be okay to listen to ST2 if already feeling a sense of wholeness? @SaintSovereign

Wondering how that would work with Seductress and Monarch as well.

I’ve been listening to both together for almost 2 months.

[SaintSovereign]

@TheEmpress

Would it be okay to listen to ST2 if already feeling a sense of wholeness? @SaintSovereign

Yes, there’s no requirement to go through Stage 1 first. You can start at any stage, alternate between. Whatever feels right for you.

[SoulFire]

First loop this morning, 4min, didn’t feel much anything throughout the day, except tonight it really kicked in when interacting with a close friend.

Holy cow it’s working, deep heart healing, a lot of softness embracing, and more.

[SoulFire]

I’m pausing my name embed kb4+lb for this, Peace and heartstong St1 is very healing, lots to process, I need a break from other input.

[SaintSovereign]

If you are willing, could you go into more detail about what you experienced? If not, no obligation.

[Presence]

I listened to stage 2 yesterday.
The things i noticed are …

Feeling confident and complete.
Smiling more.
Felt noticably open to interacting with colleagues at work (I’m usually the opposite).

I reflected on a past negative romantic experience and sensed how incompatible that person was with who I am on a deep level, and how I would have never pursued someone like them if my self worth and self love was as strong as it is nowadays.

All of this past reflection happened in a very detached and clear state. I didn’t feel pulled emotionally like I sometimes feel when I reflect on something negative from the past. Which is a really good thing since it’s unhealthy to start a new relationship while the past still has some hold on your emotions.

One thing felt missing though in this new version from the old heartsong and that is an extremely strong almost magical loving feeling eminating from me.
Maybe it’s too soon to tell whether it’s different in this new version but the old heartsong put me in a loving state unlike anything else. It felt like I was ready for love that only existed in some mystical spiritual realm , not on this earth. I truly enjoyed that feeling even though I can see how it could be impractical for most relationship dynamics and how it could cause recon for some because of past hurt.

So I haven’t noticed that feeling so far in stage 2 in this new heartsong.

I feel open, excited and optimistic for love in a realistic way, but also okay if it doesn’t happen because I’m complete internally.
Whereas in the old heartsong it felt like my life mission was to find my soulmate.
So it kinda makes sense that it has been changed since this new version is more beneficial practically speaking but I still kinda miss the og heartsong feeling.

This still is just after one day, will write more after I test it for a while.